~Let Go~
Friday, November 21, 2014
Forgiveness means letting go of the past =)
So.. This is gonna be a random rant..
I have to wake up early tomorrow and I can't seem to sleep.
I need to get these thoughts written somewhere otherwise, they will float in my mind when I sleep =P
Anyway~ So yea, Li Ean. She is always full of curiosity =P
She wants to know the truth. But sometimes, the truth can hurt her real bad.
But even though she knows that sometimes truth hurts, but she still chooses to be curious and find out about certain things even though they may hurt her.
This is one trait of her that I am not sure if it is a good thing or not..
Too much curiosity puts one in a difficult situation sometimes =P
So. This dumb2 Li Ean, decided to be a detective. *cues Mission Impossible song* xD
And found certain stuffs she wished she did not see .
But well, they can never be unseen now right?
However, I am glad too that I found out about it otherwise I'd be wondering about it all the time =P
It was awkward when I found out. I'd be lying if my heart did not skip a beat haha xD
I was not hurt but rather jealous. PFFTTTT...and jealous is not a good thing to feel. I don't get jealous so easily. and I hate this feeling =(
I have found out the truth. I should face it =D
Again, it is the past =) It does not matter now.
But you see. Stupid me. I got so jealous and all.
Eventhough it is the past.
I don't know why I hold onto the past when it is so freaking insignificant. PFFT..
I mean, people are different now. People change with time.
Feelings change with time. Some feelings fade, some feelings are build.
So why. does that bother me so much?
I think I am just stupid and dumb =)
As if I have a good past. PFFT.hahaha xD
So yea, letting go of my past =)
and letting go of things that are insignificant to me ;D
Waste of memory and also energy.
I need to keep reminding myself to stop thinking so much. and go with the flow.
And just, enjoy the current moment. Embrace it.
Live the present. The past does not matter anymore.
Let go of the past. It's not there anymore.
Just memories =) holding onto the past will just ruin yourself..
You end up being depressed and all.
So yea =)
This post is for me to remind myself ;D
To let go of the past. Forgive the past. Forgive all the mistakes.
Let go. and your life is so much happier.
Be freeeeeeee!! :D
Cheers!
"Pushing myself to the limits =)"
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