~Down~
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Sometimes, I just feel that I am not good enough.
Or that I have not done enough...
kthxbye.
1:58 PM
~Dreams~
Saturday, June 6, 2015
And now I know my heart is a ghost town.
My heart is a ghost town.
Adam Lambert- Ghost Town
Hello! =P
Yea I disappeared for a month. Hence, I'd like to apologise for my disappearance.
Been so caught up with stuffs. Internship, group project. Being sick for almost two weeks.
And now, I am slacking from studying. Mehh. XD
Gotta get back on track as soon as possible.
So. hrm. This is just gonna be another random post.
So yea. Dreams. Everyone has dreams. Dreams they want to achieve by a certain amount of time.
I have dreams. When I was younger, I had even bigger dreams.
I dreamed of the impossible. I dreamed of the unreachable.
Again, those are just dreams.
As I grow older, I realised that, things are not so easy.
Things don't always go your way.
And also, how some dreams are really impossible or unreachable.
I am not being pessimistic. But, that's how reality is.
It pulls you back to the ground from your clouds of dreams.
It's beyond your reach or control.
There are dreams which you can achieve, dreams which, well may seem like they can be achieved but with tonnes of efforts.
Sometimes, I just have to diminish the size of my dreams and make them sensible to the level of my reality now.
Reality ties me down from my delusional state.
Because, I start to realise, how certain things matter and how they may affect my dream as well.
I am not saying that my dreams are not realistic, it's difficult to achieve but not impossible. And I know, I am not willing to sacrifice certain things for my dreams.
which I am not sure if I am able to achieve or not.
If I achieve, then a good job done by me. If I don't, I just don't wanna end up in disappointment.
Sometimes, when we dream, we always feel that there's a hope in making it happen. But, what if it doesn't?
I am not saying that a person should not dream.
You should. A dream creates a path to your life. It shows you the way to achieve a certain goal in your life.
But, I'd say, do not dream too big and make your dreams sensible.
Even if they are big and insensible, at least take parts of them that are worth applying.
Dreaming is just a getaway of imagining things you wish to happen or what you want.
Okays. I dunno what I just wrote. haha xD
I dunno how to put my thoughts into words.
So yea. Messy thoughts, confusing post. =D
Cheers.
"I'd do anything"
12:35 AM
