Lego House-Ed Sheeran
Hey, peeps! =D
This is gonna be a random post. Or rather. A rant. hahaha XD
I guess this is my last post before going back to hell. I mean uni ;D
Once I am back in uni, I guess I will lose all the inspiration and time to blog already =P So yea...
I will make time to blog. I hope XD
So. We are on page 11 of 365 for year 2015.;D
And, I started off this year falling sick T_T
Yea I was down with flu and cough. And I think I had very mild fever too.
I was home for the whole week because I was not feeling so well. Boohoo =(
I hope that things get better after this =P
Not a pleasant way to start a new year. XD
Anywayyyy. So I will be back to uni in about a week time.
I've decided to skip the first week of classes.
No =P I am not a bad student. I just don't wanna waste my week there not doing anything much. Might as well I stay back in Penang and enjoy life here XD
And just rot here hahaha XD
It's kinda like a bittersweet thing to leave home.
Yea I am sad that I have to leave home and continue my studies.
I am so gonna miss my family, my TV, my sofa, the food in Penang T_T and my freedom. and my life without stress . and that I could wake up and sleep anytime I want =(
Back to the jungle. Back to being lifeless. Back to that stressful life. Back to the "I can't do it anymore" self ahahaha XD And probably back to being depressed T_T
And somehow, I am glad to be back to uni as I get to see some people.
and I get to fill up my time with something useful. pfft. [this is a lie hahaha XD]
Enough of rotting for me. Time for me to do something useful in life rather than playing so much HAHAHA XD
Time for me to learn ;D
So... These four months went by really fast for me.
This is my last four months break T_T the next time I will be in internship already. SIGHHHHHHH
no breaks for me already. owh well. I guess this is life =(
I've gotta move on. Enough of latching on the past. haha XD
Anyway, I will just roughly recap what I've done for the past four months.
Been to a couple of camps =D went out with my friends. movies, karaoke sessions, makan2, shopping, Penang Bridge Marathon =D , more outings! SINGAPORE. rotting, reading novels, helping my daddy, watching tv, online, blogging, working out, eating, sleeping like a sloth. haha XD
So yea, basically that's how I spent my break =P
I know I am pretty useless. But mehh. I have no regrets ;D I had fun! lots of fun =P
Now the dread of going back to uni. It kills me. arghh!
I dunno what's wrong with that place that I hate it so much ==
Not sure if the environment or it's just simply my problem. Sigh.
I guess it's just my problem =(
Guess I am still having difficulties to fit in and settle down T_T
I hate myself as I am so pampered =(
Ahh. Sokay~ I've gotta be strong =D
This is a process of growing up.
I am turning 22 soon. I've gotta keep reminding myself that it's time for me to be independent. Gotta stand on my own feet.
No more being so weak. I am a strong lady ;D
I know I am too old to say this =P Hey I am learning alright? baby steps! XD
So. I am a third year student already =)
Time does fly ;D I remember my first day in UTP. haha XD
Freshman year. and now I am a third year student . Soon I will be fourth year D= wow that scares me a lil now.
Hmm I hope this year won't be that bad. haha XD
Gotta have a positive mindset to start a new semester =D
I shall just remind myself of my main objective all the time =)
To graduate . woohoo! XD
Studying isn't that bad right? XD
Just some assignments, quizzes, tests, exams and lab reports. and probably sleepless nights and homesickness =P
C'mon Li Ean! you can do it =D
Life's tough and growing up is never easy either.
Sometimes I wish I can be a kid again. haha xD but owh well. That's impossible ;D
This journey shall make me stronger. And I hope to do well with God's guidance =)
Hmmm what else.
Ahh yes. this one week is gonna be plain torture to me.
mehh. I will try not to think of it. =)
Ahh nothing much to update actually haha XD
So yea =P Life goes on ;D Gotta live the present
And worry less about the future. Go with the flow.
Stop overthinking.
Don't panic. Things will be alright =)
Cheers!
xx
"I think I love you better now"