~Cry Me A River~
Sunday, May 18, 2014
Crying is not a sign of weakness,
sometimes it is a sign that you have been trying to be strong for too long.
Sometimes, you just wanna cry your heart out.
Because you've been keeping your sadness too long.
Or that you've been strong for far too long you reach the breaking point.
Nobody to hear you out. Nobody to share with.
Nobody to understand you.
And you have to just show everyone that you are okay outside but you are so broken inside.
Sometimes, you just wanna let the emotions flow out..
Let your sadness flow through tears. Well, at least even if it's temporary.
Crying doesn't show that you are weak. Crying doesn't mean you are hopeless or that you are just being overly dramatic.
But it shows that you've been strong for far too long.
You've been hurt. And it's a normal reaction from human.
We are no robots. We have feelings. We have emotions.
Crying reliefs you. even if it is temporary. It is better than keeping it in your heart and pressurizing it.
The next moment, you will be back on your feet.
You feel lighter. You feel a sense of relief. You tend to be brighter. And you move on. Or at least you try...
Well, life is harsh. Reality is cruel.
I guess . positive thoughts are what keep one going.
P/S= i've decided to make my blog less colourful. Somehow, I feel too many colours are quite confusing haha. Hurm. What do you think?
2:02 AM
~Hollow~
Friday, May 16, 2014
The happiest person..
is actually the saddest person inside.
Have you ever regretted over your actions or words that might have indirectly or directly hurt a certain person?
Have you ever taken things for granted?
You see. People nowadays tend to find it hard to apologise when they make a mistake because of ego or the mentality that he is not wrong in the first place.
People nowadays tend to take things for granted too.
And when they do realise, it's already too late.
When everything is gone. When nothing is left.
Nothing but fragments of memories.
And then, they wish they should have done this. should have done that.
But isn't it a little too late to cry over spilled milk?
People do not appreciate what they have nowadays.
They take advantage. The overlook things. They don't find the value of things anymore.
They think of what is best for them only. Ignoring people close to them and aiming for success only.
Yea. You gain satisfaction, happiness, achievement.
But let me ask you. How long does it last???
It's all just an illusion. You do not find any peace in your heart.
Yes. You gain all the fame, the money. and all those materialistic stuffs you can think of. But think again.
Throughout this process. How many people have you hurt? How many people have you ignored?
How many people have you abandoned? How cruel you were?
I just want to give a piece of advice to people that they should apologize and forgive quickly.
Besides that, cherish every single moment. It won't last forever.
Say "I Love You" frequently to people you truly love. Show it. Mean it.
Shower your love on people who mean to you.
Show random act of kindness.
Take every possible moment to spend with your family first then your friends.
Family is always the first priority in life. Yes. I never agree that education is always the first thing in life.
When you think it is okay to miss a family gathering, it's not. It's never okay.
Remember, never take things for granted. Appreciate everyone in your life. Appreciate what you have. Appreciate who you have now.
Nothing is permanent in this world. Think about it.
People don't live forever. neither do you. neither do I.
and people tend to treat people who are dying better.
Those bed ridden.Those with sickness.
Why? Aren't all of us dying too? There's no immortality in life.
In the end, all of us die too. With each passing day, we are actually dying. We are one day closer to death. Don't you think so?
So why the double standards? Why can't people just treat others the same way as those who are fighting for their lives too?
You never know when death approaches you.
Life is so fragile.
Why waste time holding grudge against someone?
Why feel sad when you can be happy?
Why the negative thoughts when you can instill positive thoughts in you?
You see, when you think negatively, nothing will work because your brain is always concentrating that you can't do this, you can't do that or that nothing is gonna work.
This is because you believe that nothing is going to work.
Why give up when life has not end?
I know. nothing in life is perfect. People tend to argue. People tend to disagree.
But that doesn't mean you shouldn't find a way to resolve things out.
You only live once. Make this life worth.
Spend less time worrying or being sad.
Remember.
Some people do not have the chance to live for as long as we do..
Think about it.
Live life like there's no tomorrow.
1:41 AM
~All of me~
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
All of me.
Loves all of you.
Strange.
No matter how many times I told myself that I've already moved on.
And how much I've put the past behind...
But little things bring me back to the past.
Little things that make me reminisce. and put a curve on my face.
And also bring out this little tingling feeling in me.
I wonder what this feeling is.
Weird. Yet so satisfying and calming...
And I'd like to thank you for giving me one unforgettable chapter of my life.
Indeed it is something that cannot be replaced.
The innocence, purity and honesty in it...
And yes.
I admit I go smile like an idiot sometimes when I think about you or talk to you.
Good ol' times.
I miss "them".
I miss you.
I'd go back to the past and experience it again.
yes I am currently on my sem break and sorry for not updating anything.
Been so busy lately with stuffs.
Endurance, patience, hope are what I really need now.
Till then, bye!
"Everything will be fine..."
12:27 AM
