~This way~
Friday, May 17, 2013
Soo.. hello XD
Before I begin, I'd like to start with a warning :D
This post is gonna be a little emo..
But, it's the usual kind of emo. About myself...XD
So just let me rant a bit~ :)
It's coming to the end of my sem break.
Although I did absolutely nothing, I feel so reluctant to go back to uni.
I am gonna miss home. I am gonna miss my family. the food here. the bed..the coziness at home.. my tv. XD
yea.. it's back to the same reason. homesick.
I know. it has been 2 semesters since I left home. [including a semester in UTAR]
But you know..I never knew adapting in a new environment all by yourself is this difficult.
I am not saying that I feel homesick everyday.
I mean. I have my friends around me. And I really appreciate the fact that they always make me laugh till I cry.
I appreciate them..I am slowly getting used to this drastic change..
But sometimes, people have their down sides too.
i just need to see my family everyday.especially when I am very stress out or busy..
even if we dont speak, I just want to see their faces.
I admit I am spoilt, pampered. I may be the eldest, but seriously, I act like the youngest. haha XD
even my younger brother has to take care of me. :P
You'd be surprised if I tell you this.
I was excited to get into university because I knew that I can finally be on my own.
No more under the supervision of my parents. I have my own freedom and things like that.
I was so excited to be living on my own. Going anywhere I want.
But yea... Things changed when I am really in the real situation.
Hrmmm.. Maybe most of you who are reading this will not believe me.
But.. trust me :) the real situation is not as easy as it seems.
Unless you are really strong and super independent. [unlike me XD]
Some might get so hyped up because they can finally get away from home and family.
But yea.... To me, the excitement lasted a while until I gathered all my senses.
Sometimes, you just want to see the faces you love. even if it's a few seconds.
Most people told me this "aiya Li Ean... things will be okay.. this is just temporary,.. you will get used to it. soon you will be forgetting it"
yes I agree..I somehow managed my homesickness better in UTP than in UTAR already.
And some even said "aiya.. I bet once you get a boyfriend, you wont even think this way already" [ouch much?]
HAHAHA. no. no matter what, I will still be thinking about my dad, mum and brother everytime. I've learnt my lessons last time.
Nobody... NOBODY can replace my family members . :) And I shall keep this promise forever. and I will do it..
I guess. the hardest part is..
probably when my family dropped me off at UTP.. and the moment they said goodbye.
HAHA XD i can still remember the whole scene. I kept dragging the time, asking them to stay. but they couldnt because they needed to rush back home. But owh well :)
I am very thankful that they accompanied me. :D
HEHE. maybe I am the only one who felt this way :)
Sometimes I want to listen to stories from others. :D
Wondering if they are the same.
So here I am sharing my part :D
and I hope things would get better the next sem.
ARGH... There's one subject next sem that carries 4 credit hours. I think I am gonna daiiii D=
Anyway xD I will certainly stay strong :)
I feel better after writing this.
And I will be posting this to remind myself to be strong :)
Sooner or later, I must be independent. :D
And the fact that I am gonna be 20 soon makes me sad :P because there's no more "1" in front XD
Until then, chiao~~
Take care :)
"This love.."
1:21 AM
~Stumble~
Friday, May 10, 2013
Is it just me?
Or this is really different?
Owh owh ~
Hello~~
Yes I am blogging again because I don't know what to do XD
but hurm..
while I was searching for something, I stumbled across this book.
Yes. this book.. Let's just say..
I used to write a lot of things there. XD
Mostly my feelings, thoughts, and silly things. hahaha xD
And owh well. I started questioning myself..
HOW?? seriously HOW the h*ll did that happen? hahaha xD
I mean, what did you do??
Why was I so hyped up because of those small things?
I mean. LOL. I dunno if I was blind..or stupid. or maybe both. HAHAH XD
What spell was I under?!
Seriously, until today I can't answer myself.
HOWWWW??!! SERIOUSLY.
I feel like laughing at myself for being so naive, stupid.
SERIOUSLY. hahaha xD
Of course. it ended up with a heartbreak. BUT then again :)
I am kinda glad that it all happened.
I mean, it made me realised not to trust so easily.
Take it casually~ :D
AND now, I am taking this as a part to remind myself not to give hopes too high, not to trust too much and also dont take them too seriously :)
I'm pretty sure you could have guessed what I am talking about. hahaha XD
but anyway, seriously, it was such a long period......
I'd be lying if I say it didnt hurt at all.
Of course it hurt. seeing pictures.. and all.
BUT.. it didnt take a long time to move on.
probably a few days? hahahaha xD
okays I am crazy. .
SO right now :)
I dont want to put too much hopes.
I will just go with the flow.
Whatever happens, happens.
I mean, I am still young.
There are opportunities for me right?
CHEHHHHHH..
HAHAHAHA XD
Dont act out of desperation. Act when you are ready :)
Dont act out of loneliness. But, act when it is the right time :)
That's all for now~~
It could have been 5 years?
5 freaking years went by so fast :)
"Maybe I was right, Maybe I was wrong."
11:42 PM
~First Year First Sem~
Monday, May 6, 2013
Hellow!!!
So so sorry for disappearing for such a long time!
been so busy with studies, activities, and stuffs.
Right now, I am able to update this because my finals is over!
3 days since finals is over. wow. time flies so fast :(
anyway! this time, semester break is a little different because normally, we have a week break only. now, we have two weeks break! :p
so basically, i have my break until the 19th of May~ :D
Finals was.. err no comment.
Some subjects were tough, some were okay, some were..owh well. haha xD shocking :)
BUT!! what I enjoyed most is the process my friends and I went through for the preparations for finals. :D
Study groups in the IRC, common rooms until midnight, makan time, crazy times. hang outs :)
Some little things that may look like nothing to others, but mean a lot to me.
During those periods, I got really really close to my friends.
We spent most of our time together rather than locking ourselves up in the rooms after classes..
We joked around to release stress from studying too much for finals.
We makan together.
One even stayed over in my room to overnight :)
Owh well~ I hope all these will repeat again in the next semester :D
Cheesy it may seems. but, I enjoyed my first semester in UTP :)
Although there were ups and downs.
So yea. my first semester went by so fast.
Until now, I cant believe I have finished one semester in UTP as an undergraduate student.
Aiseh. so pro. :P hahaha XD
Now, I dont wanna think about finals' results :p
Let it be~~~ XD
So.. hurm. I am the type of girl who likes to keep memories. blehh XD
and like to write them down somewhere...
but this time, I am gonna do it a little different. instead of typing them down, I want to use pictures to shorten my explanation:P
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| During my first week in UTP :) MAS week~ |
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| Chancellor Hall at night. the most beautiful scene in UTP :D |
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| Some mummy game we played during moral session during MAS week |
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| UTP's library. :) |
Short description about MAS week.
Well, it was torturing at the end of the day because of the discipline sessions.
But blehh xD I even skipped some...So yea.. xD
Anyway~~ MAS week, well. come to think about it, I think it's like the best week in UTP because that is when I got to meet so many new friends...
Although it was tiring, torturing, and some parts were just boring, but yea :) those friends are the one who actually got me holding on during the first week :)
I admit, I was so homesick during the first two days of orientation. I had to hold my tears to show everyone that I am strong.
But owh well. I failed. pfft. because during the last day of orientation, I broke down. BLEHH XD
noooo.. not because of homesick. but owh well :)
just one question thrown to me by one of the facilitators.
"Who means the most to you in your life besides your family?"
The moment I answered "friends".. my voice was so shaky.
And she asked me to name one. and I named..... *tuuut* XD [only that person knows who she is =p] i started crying.
AND!! what touched me most is that, those friends I met during MAS week, lent their shoulders for me to cry on. and they hugged me. I was really touched :)
I am glad I met those people and also this MAS week that got my mind drifted off from home a little bit :)
Classes started on Monday. So I had not much time to think about home..
Everything was well :)
Most of the time, I was studying, doing assignments, lab reports, event stuffs...~ So yea :D haha xD
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| People I cherish ! :) Sarah and Jess <3 span=""> |
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| Went to teluk senangin for AiChe family day ;D had so much fun on that day because in the morning I went swimming, in the evening, I went to the beach, at night i went to McD till 1am XD tired like crazy. |
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| Me in labcoat!!! :P |
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| Ellyn and Nabila!! <3 :d="" span=""> |
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| Some lecturers are always wondering and asking us "Why do the three of you stick together every time? are the three of you siblings or something? " XD |
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| Random camwhoring session during our last pchem lab session :P |
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| Some of my classmates :D |
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| Sam's car got stucked :P epic day XD |
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| With my pretty roommate! :D |
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| We had a secret mission :P with Sam. XD |
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| With Ellyn at burps and giggles in Ipoh :D |
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| LAMB BURGER FROM BURPS AND GIGGLES. OMGOSH THIS IS AWESOME!!! |
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| During study group :P |
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| With my Physical Chemistry lecturer :) gonna miss him a lot!!! |
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| With my ODE lecturer! :D |
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| Went to Ipoh and Kinta riverfront after our last two paper for a little celebration because there is a long break till our last paper :P |
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| Right after our last paper! :D |
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| Bowling right after our last paper! :D |
Okays maybe there are certain things I did not include here.
No pictures or maybe I accidentally leave them out.
So so sorry~~
But, there are a few things I wish to include. not much explanation..
ICN, FESCO :)
I wish to upload pictures. But there are too many of them. so yea :P
Maybe i will upload them on facebook or something XD
OWH YEA!!!
I AM LEARNING DIZI NOW :P [chinese flute]
YEAHHH!! XDDD
Anyway.. hurm..
I know this wont make sense..especially in this post xD
but owh well. am pretty sure you readers wont understand.
but it's okay xD
But, blehh..
Why did I put myself in such situation?
go with the flow.
I will never let history to repeat itself again :)
until the next post.
chaoooo!! :)
"baby please dont let me go XD"
11:00 PM
About The Blogger♠
Her name is
Li Ean.
This shall be her
short and sweet introduction.
These are the
little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on
12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt
~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote :
I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥
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