~那些年~Those years
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Why am I a solo player in this game for two?
HI ALL!
Finally I am done with my A-Levels =D
Till now, I cant believe I have done the whole programme in a year.
It was indeed very intensed. No time to actually take a deep breath.
One exam after another. Pressure increasing with each exam.
People call it no life, but to me, honestly, despite those exams and hectic study schedules, I managed to squeeze quality and loving time with my friends and family =)
I had lots of good times and great memories with them despite a stressful life in this programme.
Now I am gonna hope for good results ^^
Eventhough my expectations are quite high for this final one, but, owh well =)
I dont mind if my results dont get up to my expectation. I admit, my expectations are quite high. and of course, I need to have more time to achieve it.
I had shortage of time . =P
But, to get what I initially wanted the moment I started A-Levels is enought =)
Results will be out on thr 13th of August. Which is like, 3 months from now.
During that time, I am gonna have lots of fun.
Lots of things to do during these three months =P
What to do during these 3 months?
let me put them in bullet points =D so much easier to see.
~Korean dramas marathon! =P I've missed out too many =P
~Finish 7 novels that I bought using the BB1M vouchers ;D
~Work out! yea lose some fats. pfft.=P
~Erm. start packing to leave for KL =((( that's the sad part.
~ Hang outs! =D go shopping ^^ makan2~ :D
~HOLIDAY!! LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT =D hopefully at Pulau Redang =D
~Spend more time with friends and family before Uni life =)
~Rest more. I need more sleep=)
~Spa with Sharyn Lim XDD
~Swimming! =D
Some of the random things that popped up in my head to do during the 3 months break =D I cant be sure if I can fulfill all but, I will try =)
I am dying to have abs XD AHAHA XD abs better than fats right?=P
Anyway, this post is gonna be random =)
So hrm~ I dunno why after my exam, I felt empty.
Not the good kind of empty. But somehow, the insecure kind of empty =P
Kept thinking about my last paper. I couldnt be sure if I have done well or what.
Because, I honestly dont know how the marking scheme goes.=/
but then, seeing my friends being so happy for me that I have completed my exams, my mood was kinda brought up =)
They were happily cheering and as if anxiously waiting for my completion.
Indeed, I felt really touched =) I kinda left that insecure feeling beside.
And I am really looking forward to meet them after so many months.
I've missed them.
I really do. =)
Perhaps, they are people who understand me most.
People who care about me.
People that avoid me from getting hurt.
people that make me happy in times of sadness.=)
People that listen to my crappy stories, dramas, problems and able to console me. even if it's midnight.
And people who are there for me despite my falls and failures.=)
My feelings about leaving KDU?
KDU left a great impact in me.
Honestly, I was very proud to be able to study in KDU.
I dunno. perhaps because my cousin and a few of my friends actually studied there before and I felt like, KDU is somewhere I should be proud to be at.
There were great memories, there were bad memories.
Bittersweet I would say about my feelings.
I've learnt a lot. I've learnt things from different perspectives.
I've learnt that I am living in this world. A big world. with all kinds of people I need to tolerate and understand. I am no longer in secondary school.=)
I think, I have grown more matured.
well, I am not sure if people in my college could accept me for who I am. but I am sincerely sorry if my actions or words have hurt anyone of you.
But, I am the type of person that jokes around and likes an environment that is calm.
I am the type of person that doesnt like tensed situation. I kinda like to do things in a casual matter. eventhough casual, I'll make sure my messages or actions are being conveyed properly.
and I am sorry if any of my jokes were offensive because I was just being me =)
Hurm. I kinda feel happy in a sense that I am done with all the pressure and stress.
Finally I get away from those and I deserve to have a good and long rest =)
besides that, I think I feel happy that I finally get to meet my school friends =)
and also at the same time, to run away from class dramas. lol.
Yea. there were a few dramas that went on in a year. and I kinda got sick of it.
Of course I wont explain those dramas here =)
Not a good thing to brag about. But of course, I wasnt involved lar =P
Felt kinda sick, and perhaps a lil bored about them. just tired to see =)
but glad they are all over. =D
It's nice to be a spectator, but sometimes you feel like the plot is like "mehhh."
Ok . for the sad part.
Hurm. I think it's because I feel a lil heavy hearted that i wont be seeing my lecturers anymore.
yes, despite I always annoy them XD A LOT.=P
but, i find that, I can talk to them easily. I dunno why =)
i'm gonna miss them a lot and their patience in teaching me.
I'm sure they wont miss this cheeky and annoying girl here XD AHAHAHA XD
besides that, i am sad because I am leaving behind a few close friends and classmates of mine in college =)
they were there for me when I was down.
Gave me cupcakes. chocolates. slrp XD
sharing food thoughts. XD
giving me advices. words of encouragement=)
gave me biscuits.~
lunch breaks together. stories shared. moments of laughters.=)
supports.
People that listen to my crappy stories and jokes.
those hugs that I needed most =)
I am glad that they are my first few friends in college and that no matter what happens, we are always together in college.=)
I love them to bits! <3!!
Owh well. It has come to an end. =)
And I am glad I have made it through this journey.
It was a bumpy ride. I had to adapt with many changes.
But nonetheless, it makes me a stronger person.;D
Looking forward for uni life and to meet new people.
and perhaps. that other half of mine XD AHAHAA XD yes I am crapping =P
I mean whatttttt XD it is always my dream to meet my other half in Uni =P
despite my parents saying that it's better to find one at work but I still think it's better at uni level =P
c'mon. I need to have great memories in Uni right? haha xD
till then! byebye~ =P
P/S= dinner at evergreen hotel with my classmates tomorrow. hope it goes well! :D
"those years were not wasted"
12:31 AM
~Random Stuff~
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Life is unpredictable =)
Prepare yourself in any circumstances =)
9:21 PM
~Here, There~
Sunday, May 6, 2012
The end is drawing near.
And the beginning is soon to come.
Mixed feelings. Hope everything goes well =)
"It could have been 4 years"
11:13 PM
~Speed~
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Hello! :D
yeap2~ I am updating now to release stress after studying XD
So, this morning, I was checking out what is in my pendrive.[since there is no capacity left.=.=]
and I saw a few pictures that I dont remember taking and some that actually have me in them XD
And yea. quite interesting =P there are certain things that I have already forgotten.
And I actually looked back at my post from years ago ;D
Reminisce ;D
I am not sure if I have changed much in terms of my looks and personalities ;D
That, I will leave the others to judge =)
For now, here are two pictures for comparison XD
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| ~Prefect dinner, 2009~ ;D |
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| ~CNY 2012 ~ ;D |
I purposely chose two pictures that I have done some make ups on my face to be fair =P
okay okay~~ I admit. I couldnt choose any nicer picture from year 2009. pfft =P
So, this is by far the best I have found XDD
for the 2012, I had to choose something similar to 2009 . so that comparison is easier to be made, right? ;D
Hrm~ I dont really make up in those pictures. just faint eyeshadows :D nothing else. I SWEAR XD i hate to make up~ in fact, those eyeshadows were applied on my eye lids by my mum XD
hrm~ besides random rambling, I am here to say that, i dont think I can blog that much already :D
my external is here. FINALLY :P
it will start on the 14th of May and will end on the 30th of May~
so, I really hope for the best. these 2 weeks shall be my final war for A-Levels =P
And I am free~~ until I am gone for uni lar. XD
I hope everything goes well and I hope I can ace what I dream of =)
Cheers!xx
"Snow white~"
1:22 AM
