Right or wrong?
Friday, March 30, 2012
There is no wrong answer to every question :)
There is a significant meaning behind every answer ;D
Decisions making is hard:(
I hope I dont make the one not suitable for me ;D
Life goes on. This is a challenge I am ready to face :)
10:24 PM
~Life Unexpected~
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Life.
Sometimes it doesn't go the way we want it to be.
We may not know what is going to happen the next minute,hour,day,week,month, year.
We have to always bare in mind that not everything is going to go well the way you want it to. Of course, sometimes things go the way we want them to.
Back up plans are crucial.
Just in case anything happens so you can change your direction and avoid conflicts and problems .
Nothing is easy in life.
We must always strive hard for what we want.
And there will be many unexpected obstacles blocking us.
That is why we need back up plans. To alter our direction.
We must find ways to overcome every single obstacle in life.
Obstacles make us a stronger person.
A wiser person .
And a knowledgeable person.
Life is too short.
Enjoy every second in life.
Never regret a single second in life.
Live every second to the fullest :)
Be happy with life :D
Fully utilize it and don't feel sad over people who don't acknowledge your presence :)
Don't waste time over them.
In the end , you get all the hurt and tears:)
They don't matter a thing in your life ;D
Till then.
Bye :)
"life is unexpected"
11:20 AM
~True Love Waits~
Monday, March 12, 2012
Hello =)
This is gonna be a random post ;D
So yea.
My awesome lecturer was telling us that,
True love waits, lust wants
This isa very true fact =)
A person who really loves you would wait for you no matter what.
And will always be there for you even if it is forever.physically and mentally :)
Eventhough that particular person has to wait, he/she would never leave you in the end.
he/she wouldn't find time as a problem and wouldn't push you into decisions making.
But would give you unconditional love and attention =) and would treat you as if you're part of his/her life already.
And those who can't wait are those who want lust.
In their mind, they want something from a particular someone.
They make that something as a target . A goal. Without having a sense of love towards that particular person.
It is very true.
They would do anything for it. Just for own's satisfaction.
Sorry to say but usually, guys are the ones who want lust in their relationships.
Hormones~.~
It is not true love at all. Perhaps, just an illusion to satisfy both parties.
In my opinion, it is just for the sake of satisfaction and fun.
And, pride is at stake.
Silly. Downgrading one's self.
Pathetic .
So, always remember that true love waits.
If he/she doesn't, don't even think of getting together with him/her.
Forget about him/her. Waste of time, energy and tears.
And avoid problems and stress =)
Back off from that situation as soon as possible.
Sometimes, people need to understand that by always thinking of having someone special in your life now doesn't mean you will be happy.
Maybe now is not the right time for that.
Unless, you have found the right one. Then it is a different story.
But, for the mean time, don't push yourself into finding that special one.
He/she will come some day.
Dont always make finding someone special in your life as the top priority now.
God has his plans for all of us. We may not know who will we end up with . =)
So don't push yourself into getting something that you might not need now and closes doors for other opportunities to come in =P
I guess that is all. Sorry for the dull post. Blogging from iPod. =)
Till then . Bye !! =D
"hey I just met you, and this is crazy. So here's my number, so call me maybe "
11:31 AM
~Miss~
Sunday, March 11, 2012
There are.....
some people I miss.
Some things I miss. =)
and some things I dont wish to change =)
10:22 AM
~I need to talk to you~
Friday, March 9, 2012
SO damn true ;D
I am always afraid when someone says "Li Ean, I need to talk to you"
Gets me worried =(
7:10 AM
~I'd be missing you~
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Hello~~ =D
hehe. I wanted to blog since Tuesday.
But, didnt get a chance to. So caught up with homework and studies. =)
So yea.
basically, I am going to pour what I have been keeping so long =)
I'd be lying if I say I didnt miss you at all.
yes. I do miss you. and think of you. from time to time.
But, not all the time.
I used to think about you every day. But now.
maybe a few weeks once.
I wonder if you do feel the same.
I wonder how are you doing.
Are you doing great?
Life getting better?
I just hope the best for you all the time.
It has been a long time since "that" happened.
We used to be so close and now we are strangers.
We used to talk everyday but now, we hardly even talk.
Not even a simple "hi! what are you doing?"
No more. Things are not the same.
Time does fly.
Years..
Yes. of course I have moved on.
But sometimes, the memories hit me from all directions.
Some places bring back memories.
And I would stop and ponder on the things we have done together before.
I admit. I cry when the memories flashback suddenly.
I blame hormones. =P
Nope. I dont cry because I am sad.
but I cry because there are certain memories I miss and cant bring back.
and how sweet they were.
and how the years went by.
I wonder if you do too.
There were times I would sit down alone, think of all the memories we used to spend together.
How young was I. How childish was I.
How selfish was I. How ungrateful was I.
Sometimes I do wonder. If it were to work out,where would we stand now?=)
But yea. memories would be memories.
I've done mistakes that you might not have forgiven me yet.
But, I was young. and immatured.
I seriously hope that you could forgive me.
I am really sorry.
As time goes by, I realised that, I was being very sincere.
I could not forget it.
I really wanted it.
I could do anything for it.
And yea.
I failed. pfft. =(
No matter where you are. and what you are doing.
I hope you are blessed.
I hope you are happy.
Having fun in your life.
And I really wish for the best for you =)
Long ago, I felt I have lost a big part in my life since "that" =)
Now, I dont feel that way of course. ;D
I've grown stronger. and happier~
But yea. Life goes on.
Open doors for opportunities =)
Owh. on a brighter note. =P
my add math tuition teacher last time said that I look pretty in a picture in facebook . =P
LIKE that lar Now XD not pretty in real life lar? XDDD
joking. wee~~ =) was so happy with that compliment. XDDD
Owh. and they said. you can never forget your first love ;D
TRUE STORY ;D
"The past is the past"
11:47 PM
~View~
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Let my heart speaks louder than my head~
Mistakes made.
Lessons learnt.
This is life.
There's no such thing as perfection.
There's no such thing as success when there's no failure.
We learn from the mistakes we make in lives.
We make corrections on every action we have done wrong.
We strive for the better and look back at the mistakes as lessons.
Lessons for the present and future.
As a reference.
As a reminder.
Regret.
Is something that doesnt exist in my dictionary.
To me, to regret is to blame yourself and not giving yourself a chance to learn something from mistakes.And to feel sad about it.
To regret from a mistake is to feel sorry for yourself and feeling foolish of yourself.
To me, that's not how it is supposed to be.
Mistakes are meant to be made and we have to learn from them.
Never regret on your past. But look at it as a blessing.
A blessing for your future. A blessing for the present.
A blessing in your life to make you a better person =)
Yes. I've done many mistakes in life.
And yes. I used to regret on my mistakes.
But, come to think about it, the mistakes I have made, actually build a stronger, more matured and careful person in me.
I'll try to not let history repeats itself..
Sometimes, I think I was foolish to give in.
I know I shouldnt.
So, I take it in a positive way.
See things in a more positive way.
To search and understand the significant meaning behind everything that has ever happened to me before.
I admit =)
I have done certain decisions in life for not thinking thoroughly. Blehh.
I was immatured ;D But, now. I've learnt from the mistake =)
[and perhaps, let karma takes its place now to punish me for my wrong doings ;D]
Yes. I do believe in karma ;D What goes around comes around. And I dont mind being punished so that I can remember my mistakes forever.
and I am going to say proudly.
I am not regretful of my mistakes.
and I shall let the past be past.
I wont let it haunt me =)
Cheers!
"Look through the window~"
11:27 PM
~Handwriting~
Look beyond the stars and moon.
You'll find wonders~
Hello~ =)
yeap2~ seems like everyday I am blogging.
Wanted to study today. but, pfft. failed =(
So yea. =)
Ez babe has this special ability. *AHEM* to read the meaning behind people's handwriting ;D
It is quite amusing because whatever she interprets on a certain someone's handwriting, it's quite true ;D
Wanna know about mine?=P ahaha xD
Mine is quite true also ;D Really really interesting.
So, I'll tell you briefly on how my handwriting looks like. and how the characteristics are related to my personalities.
Round, sticking together, floating [not on the line] and big.
And every characteristic has its own meaning.
Round- friendly. Loves hanging out. Loves talking and socializing. Likes to approach others.
[somehow true =P haha xD according to my other friends]
Sticking together- Loves being around with people. Always love the companions of others. Likes to be in a group
[this is very true ;D haha xD ]
Floating- sometimes cant make my own decision. sometimes follow my heart.
[unable to make my decision is very true O.O]
Big- Loud. Wants to be heard. Loves to express.
[This is also very true ;D I always love to express my thoughts, feelings and advices. =) I enjoy doing so.]
So yea. they are somehow very true =)
Amazing huh? I would love to read more about psychology next time :D
Interesting =)
"I'm just gonna run right through the rain"
10:58 PM
~Cupcakes!!~
Monday, March 5, 2012
Hello!
Yes I am updating my blog quite frequent these few days.
Honestly, I dont know why too.
I should be studying now but, I thought I'd give myself 2 days off ;D
Had chemistry, physics and moral test last week.
maths last two weeks.
statistics last 3 weeks. and physics last month~ ;D
So, I thought, why not. after studying for 3 weeks straight, I should take a break for 2 days. ;D
So yea. for this post, I am going to talk about one of my favourite type of desserts ;D
CUPCAKESSSSS!!!
this is the second time talking about them on this blog.
But you know. ;D there are some things i cant resist. SLURRPPP~~
I have a post about cupcakes.
well, it was 3 years ago.
WOW. 3 years. that's really long ago O.O
so yea . here's the link =)
ya ya xD ignore that cheesy calling ;D
I was. lol . you know what I mean ;D
This time, I have found a cupcake shop through a website.somewhere in Penang~
And their cupcakes look pretty awesome!
I havent tried any of them.
But, I would love to;D ONE DAY . just one day~~ xD
I dont have a sweet tooth. in fact, I dont really like sweet food. I love sour and spicy food actually =)
But somehow, I love cupcakes!! eventhough the icings can be really sweet, i dont really mind.
Afterall, they are desserts =)
Desserts are meant to be sweet =P
But not too sweet of course. blehh~ i just need the perfect sweetness. =)
If cakes are too sweet, dont bother asking me to try ;D I wont like them at all ;D
Not too sweet. Or too tasteless. Just perfect then I am ok with it ;D
So to feast your eyes with some pictures of sweeeeet cupcakes~~
YUMMMMMM~~~~
~These are really cute and simple! ~
~ XD so so cute!~
~Dog park!! I WANT!~
~SO CUTE THE BLUE CAR!! I WANT THIS TOO!~
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| ~Doggy bones~ XD |
~so realistic!!~
Post end~~~ cheers~
"cheers for a bright future!"
10:00 PM
~Ponder~
How time flies~
march. it's already march .
soon, I'll be done with my A-Levels.
I just wanna get over with it as soon as possible ;D
And hopefully, I can go on a holiday with my lovelies =)
I miss them so much~~ hehehe.~~
it has been 1 year plus since we left school~ it felt like a while.
Yeap. Time does fly when we least realise it =)
Time changes everything ;D
Each and every one of them. has someone special in their lives already.
and they are getting prettier day by day.
SO SWEET =DDD I feel so proud =') WEE~~ XD it's as if I am watching them growing up =')
except for me lar =P AHEM XDD
long long long time from now ;D wahahah xD who knows I wont get one? ;D
just a random post. because I cant sleep.
blehhh =P
byebye ;D
"There was no hope between us ;D"
12:18 AM
~Fear~
Friday, March 2, 2012
Fear.
Something we cant run away from lives.=)
Fear.
So many things we are fear of.
Why?
Because we are afraid of failures.
Afraid of getting up and being strong.
Afraid of taking chances. Afraid of rejection.
Lack of confidence.
Doubt.
Sometimes, we fear so much that we doubt our decisions.
Fear.
Demotivates you.
Hits you in every direction.
Brings you down.
Sets a mentality saying that "you cant do it"
But in fact, you can actually strive for what you want. but, you overthink.
Doubt.
Yes. I'm a afraid.
I fear of a lot of things. Future.
I dunno where the future is going to take me.
50/50 chance. To have a good life or the other way round.
What will I be in the future?
Who will I be?
Who am I with?
Who will be there for me by then?
The main purpose of writing this post is to express how I feel now.
I havent applied in any universities yet.
I know I should be applying. But, I doubt my decisions so much.
To study local/abroad.
Why? because of fear.
I dont wanna leave Penang for studies yet. Yes, eventually I have to.
But, I am just not ready for all these sudden changes.
I'm afraid I cant do well in a foreign place. And who can I look up to when my family members are not with me?
Or my closest friends?
To study in university soon means meeting new friends.
I dont mind about that.
But, I need someone.
Yes. I am shy if I am alone. but, if i have a companion, I can easily talk to others. I dunno why o.O?
I think, I must really start making friends like what I did when I was in standard 1 ;D
back to square one =) Should be fun ;D
learning new stuffs.
Living in a completely new environment.
being responsible for myself.
independent.
Adulthood.O.O
sometimes I feel excited. sometimes I feel heavy-hearted.
I feel excited because it's the beginning of a new life . It's like. a UNIVERSITY life ;D
meeting new people. gaining new experience.
graduation ;D
heavy-hearted because I dont wanna leave people close to my heart.
and the place I live ;D Penang. ;D
Of course. the fun part is freedom.
I know it's fun. But still.
I am not ready T_T I am not ready to sacrifice anything T_T
Yes i am pampered =(
owh well~ Let's just let fate decides =)
I am just gonna hope for the best.
And I seek God for his guidance and to give me strength throughout this whole journey~
I hope this journey is a great one. =)
Full of memories and surprises ;D
Let's just hope for the best ^^
"Let my heart speaks louder than my head"
11:11 PM
