~You and I~
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Greetings!! =D
so sorry for disappearing for such a long time.
been really busy with classes, homework, studies.
feel like I'm getting old =X ahahaha xD
Things have been going really great lately.=)
Having a very happy life here ;D
there have been ups and downs from the first of January till today =)
Too much laughter. Too much fun. Too little time for studies. XD
Of course. Life is never perfect. Every challenge you face in life, makes you a stronger person =D
As the saying goes, What doesnt kill you makes you stronger =)
Yes. my course is getting tougher now.
I ended my first term (AS level) in november. Immediately, we started A2 [second semester. the last one for my course]
And to be honest, A2 is not as easy as it sounds like .
I can feel the pressure now. And it's getting more and more with each passing day.
Everything I learn now, it's all new. But, at the same time, interesting =)
As for AS, I've learnt most of the topics in secondary school already. So, it made my life much easier.
Now, I have to give tenfold of my hardwork in AS for A2.~
So, you can imagine that A2 is not to have fun and to play with.
It's either you score, or retain for another 6 months and sit for the exam and miss some intakes of some Universities.
Yes. I am the type of person that is determined to finish my studies on time. I dont want to extend. I will feel pressured.=(
It makes me feel like, I am a failure.=(
Got my AS results on the first day of CNY 2012 XD
greatest angpau =D quite satisfied with my results =) but, I was hoping that it would be better so that I dont have to carry so much weight in A2.
But owh well ;D I should be contented =D Gonna try very hard in A2 =)
To answer most people's question on what I wanna do in the future.
I want to pursue my studies in Chemical Engineering.
I know. it's quite rare to hear a girl wanting to pursue her studies in engineering courses. XD
sometimes I wonder if I am a guy =P
I actually wanted Civil Engineering/Mechanical Engineering/Aerospace Engineering.
But, I've been getting lots of advices that those engineering courses are gonna be tough for a girl like me. So yeaaaaa.=( I dont wanna take the risk~
Why I chose Chemical Engineering? honestly, I am still a bit doubtful of my decision XD
i am not sure if I love Chem more of Phy more. =(
I love both equally. But, i dont know to concentrate on which one more.~
But, yea. no more time to waste lar ;D 90% is that I am going for that course =)
Hopefully, I get into NTU. *prays hard*
Hurm. recently. AHh. xD i duno how to put into words.
Found something really shocking. And. I'd be lying if I say it didnt hurt at all =)
Because, it does hurt. A little.
I am not sad. not disappointed. just a little confused by your actions =)
you left me hanging there as if there was hope.
But, i dont blame you =)
Maybe, I got the wrong message ;D
and thanks for making me smile in times when I am down.
And for all those motivations =)
Even if it's not true about my assumption, I still accept and believe my assumption.
Even if I am overthinking, it's for the best.=)
I think it's for the best for me so I wont get distracted down these few crucial months~
I'd choose my studies over you =)
Thanks for everything. Eventhough, you treated me as your best friend =)
I told myself not to trust any sweet words.
But, I think I made a wrong choice for this XD
from now on, no more =P AHAHAHA XD
ok lar. that's all for now. Need to study for my monthly test.
danggggg. =.=
I hope I can update more often =D
byebye~ take care all~
"wo de xin tiao~"
6:45 PM
