You said you loved me..You're a liar..~
HELLO! and yes, I am back to blogging again..=P
it has been a month plus since I've updated my blog..XD
really sorry about that..=P
Have been busy working..going out with friends..lazing around.went on a holiday with my darlings..=)
was dealing with my education stuffs..had to settle my NS stuffs.
I was really busy, but now, I am FREE..=P
finally? XD ahahaha..XD It's great to be free..
Although, my heart feels emptiness.
Hurm~ But I guess, I'm gonna be fine..=D
The best memory in the month of April was being able to be in Genting with them..=)
Do check out my facebook for pictures..
Really awesome going on vacation with them..=D
We had our time together..Secrets were shared..Problems were solved..
Memories were created..Unforgettable memories with them..=)
I wished to do that more often with them..
But, unfortunately I cant..
Everyone has his/her dreams to pursue. And that includes me..
Things change. For a reason. For this case, this is a good change.
I am glad..
I've learnt something that hurt so much but I know, life goes on..
My friend..More like my sister to me, had to leave for Singapore to pursue her studies there..
Her parents are in Singapore. So, I guess, that was her best decision. To stay in Singapore with her family. Especially with her dad.
Well, I guess, most of you readers would guess who she is..
Of course..Sharyn Lim Pei Hwern.
The day after we came back from Genting she had to leave for Singapore that night.
So, we thought, why not, we meet her for the last time before sending her off to Singapore? Create more memories. Have some time together. because we dont know when is gonna be the next time seeing her again.
As far as I could remember, I didnt have the mood to work at all..I was all so down..
But, I couldnt show my sadness. I had to smile the whole day. That's my job. To smile to and serve customers.
I went Queensbay early that day. Around 11.My shift started at 12..Everything is still fresh in my mind.
Met up with Sharyn once I reached Queensbay~ As normal, we just chatted..=)
We had our talks..and definitely, I am gonna miss those.
Hon, Rachel and Eunice came later.
But, I had to go off to work already..~
Feeling so reluctant to go back to work, I forced myself to work..
I even asked my manager to arrange my break time that day so I could spend time with Sharyn..One last time before she heads to Singapore..
And, my manager was understanding enough, he did it for me..
I was fine at first.. Until I met H..~
Well..H started talking about random stuffs..and suddenly, I duno how we got into talking about my friends..
and that time, tears filler my eyes.. I couldnt control my tears..
They rolled down my cheeks..My clothes were wet..But, H consoled me. Well, it worked for a while..
Until I joined Sharyn and them for my late lunch at Manhattan Fish Market..
That time, I really couldnt control my tears..When I saw Sharyn, I felt sad..
She is one of my closest friends..Someone who is always there for me..Someone who knows a lot about me..Someone who accepts me for who I am..Someone who understands me..
Someone who cares so much about me..
I never thought I'd face days like this~
I always have the idea that no matter what, my friends would still be in Malaysia ONLY..
But, Singapore..Well, this is the first time.=)
SO yeah~ I cried during my break..and even after break..
That was the first time my colleagues saw me crying..And I thought I was okay~
I continued working..I told Sharyn to meet me before she leaves Qbay no matter what happens..~
But...She sent me a text message before she left..She told me that she saw us so busy at work..and that she didnt wanna disturb us..
I was on my way for my late dinner when I was reading that text..
And seriously, I cried after reading that..I tried to hide my tears..But, I guess I am just a weak girl afterall..=) Friends were asking and checking on me to make sure I am okay~..So yeah..I actually showed them that I am okay..=)
I didnt want anyone to be worried of me..
Well, that day, is a day I wont forget..
I've learnt that, goodbye is the hardest thing to do.
I wont know what's gonna happen next..
All I can do is pray for her success..and always hoping that she's fine no matter what.
I will cherish this friendship no matter what..
I love you, sharyn~ thanks for everything.you're a great mummy..oops..sister to me..=D
I will remember you always..Will keep you in my heart always..=')
Moving on..=D
I just resigned my job as a Service Crew in Sushi King on the 1st of May,2011..=P
yea~~ 2nd time..XD working there is really fun..=)
i was blessed with a lot of kind people..A lot of dramas too..=P
But I dont wish to enclose them now....=P P n C? XD
You can read up my note in facebook to know more..=D
Hurm~ And today.~=)
I've realised that it's better to know the truth than hiding yourself from it..=)
I hope you will stay positive no matter what..=)
Be strong no matter what~
I've been through this..And I know, how hurtful it can be, but sometimes, you've just gotta know the truth.
Even if it's the harsh way....=)
Time for you to move on and dont think so much..=)
If a person is not into you, let that person go.
It's not worth wasting time on things that will never be yours.
I admire how strong you were all this while~
Well, i'm glad to have you as a friend..=)
Dont wish to say a lot of things here..But, I just want you to be happy no matter what..=)
God bless you and me..=)
I shall end my post here for now..=)
back to facing the cruel and harsh reality..=)
I'm not ready for goodbyes..I am afraid..But, I guess, this dismissal is only for the best of us..
We'll be working on different dreams..And I hope, once we have achieved our dreams, we would still stay united. No matter what~.=)
Cheers!
I love you! =)
"Keeping you close to heart.=)"
