~Pray~
Sunday, October 24, 2010

I close my eyes,And I drift away in your warm and tender care..
♥_♥
Hello~ XD
LOL at the heart-shaped eyes emoticon~ XD
It was just a random thing~ was trying it out to see how does it look like..=P
Kinda cute anyway.XD
Argh~ These few days..I've been thinking about cars.
Sporty cars.=X
Yesh..XD I have a huge obsession over sporty cars..=P
I am a weird girl..I wouldnt consider myself as a girl when it comes to cars.=(
Yesh..XD I love to play all those car-racing games.=P
Arcade..Computer games..
But, I am not an expert lar..=X
I'm actually quite lame when I play those games..XD
And of course, I'm one terrible driver on the road in REALITY..=D
*Points above*
I've been thinking of owning a Nissan 350z..
The model is quite old..But, I love the design.. The lights are just so...pretty? XD
Two-seaters car..Awesome!!! XD
Simply sporty~~ I love it so much..=(
And, it can speed up really fast!..=D
Awesome car..~
For now, it costs about RM385,876..XD
But, where do I get all the money to buy this car?=(
How I knew this car?
Well, I knew it when I was playing NFS long long long time ago...=P
I owned a few cars in NFS..Isnt it nice if I actually own these cars in reality? XD
Blueks..XD And my favourite car in NFS was the car in the picture above..=P Did some modifications on that car too..
Cant really remember how it looked like..XD
Anyway..XD moving on..=D
So, I guess this will be my last post until SPM ends..=D
*I'm torturing myself.=P*
Gotta concentrate on my SPM..
I've been studying a lil here and there..
Hopefully, I'll be able to finish my revision in time.=)
Wish me best of luck~
I'll miss the Internet..=(
i wont be online from the 25th of October, 2010 until 8th December, 2010..
Hopefully, I have the strong will in me to keep myself motivated and also to push me to go through this crucial time of my life..
grhh..XD
I guess that's all for now..=)
Take care!
Cheers!
Anyeong..=P
"I'll be missing you..=("
12:19 AM
~Amigo~
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
How can I resist you?Perhaps, you never knew..
grhh..
I hate this feeling..
seriously..=.=""
I dont know whether I should be mad about what's going on in me or what..
But, it's getting really irritating..
SPM is coming..and I cant seem to concentrate..
This not how it is supposed to go..
I needa do something.
I hate this feeling..
It hurts..Seriously..
When I sleep, it hurts even more..
How can I find something to cure it in a short time?
Damn..=(
And I thought I would never go through this anymore until SPM..
But, I guess I am wrong.I'm a weak person..pfft..=.="
I hate this feeling! There's nothing I can do..=.="
I've tried to ignore it..But, I guess I cant...
It hurts even more when I ignore..=(
Yesh~ I skipped school today because of the above...
Anyway..=P Dont worry about me..XD
I was just talking about my throat..=P
It hurts right now..XD grhh~..XD
Cheers~
"Less than three you..;D"
2:55 PM
~And I've tried~
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Endure..
Just one word to explain everything that's going in my mind now~
Do you know what hurts the most?Not knowing that you'll get all the consequences when you sacrifice so much..
Do you know what else is more painful than having your heart being pierced through?
Loving or caring for someone so deeply and knowing that you dont exist in his/her mind..~
Do you know what hurts more than getting your eyes blind by accident?
By looking at the people you love hurting you with their actions..
Do you know what hurts more than someone screaming so loudly directly into your ears?
By listening to those harsh and cold words being poured out from someone that you love...
Do you know what's worse than taking bitter food?
To know that you are numb and feelingless..
Boo~
Sorry for the emo post..
Exam stress..=(
Another 30++ days..And I'm free..=D
Cant wait..!
"Baby, the love I have for you is something I can measure or explain..=D"
10:05 PM
~I need your love, love, love~
Friday, October 15, 2010
=)You are so far...To be honest,I miss you every dayEven the very small trivial thingsmake me think of you every day~Hello!Wee! XD that's all I can say right now..=PAnyway, I am really thankful that I passed my driving test..Although, I barely passed with my score..O.OHurm..So, how was my driving test?Err..It was scary..Nerve-wrecking..XDBut, it went well~ I was quite surprised..O.OHurm..So on the 14th October, 2010, I took my driving test with Racheng..I slept well the day before..Surprisingly..Hurm..I woke up so early..XD 5.45am..Earlier than normal school days..=(Got myself ready and went to fetch Racheng~~ Reached the driving institute around 7am..Wee! XD the best part of the day..We practiced early in the morning! It was so fun.It was so cold..The air was so refreshing..Mmm..And there werent many cars..! It was such a nice time to drive...=PWe took turns to drive..We had one car to share only..=PIt was fun..We did everything we wanted..XDWe practiced so hard on the hill part..O.O We were so afraid that we would fail that part..grhh..XDWe did a lot of crazy, funny, stupid, lame etc etc things to calm ourselves down before the test..XDHowever, they didnt really work..=PWe started our tests quite late..Around 10 something..For the first part..Argh! XDDRacheng went before me..As it was already my turn, I got myself ready to get inside the car droven by a lady..Goodness..XDShe drove so slow..And, of course, I got even more nervous..@_@I was like, c'mon..fast fast..I nida get rid of my nervousness.. My heart was pounding like crazy when I saw her driving so slow..XDMy mind was focussed on getting inside the car as fast as possible and calm myself down once I get into the car..When I got inside the car, I felt a big burden left behind me..I felt relieved at that point..First obstacle was to pass the hill part..I was so nervous..Because every single time I practiced before, it was either the tyres of my car reached a small part of the yellow line on the hill..Or, too much..=P And at times, just on the line.perfect..XDRacheng passed the hill easily..I followed behind her..Ahh! XD I felt like screaming that time..I failed the first attempt..=P I was so nervous, I pressed the brake too fast..XDThe 2nd time, I kinda lost my hopes..but, surprisingly, my tyres were on the line..O.OOf course, I was overjoyed..XD Drove to the parking area..Passed that part too..And then the three-point turn..passed that too..I was so thankful..I saw a few people failed..So, I was afraid I would be one of them..But, thank God, I passed all three of them..=DRacheng and I went to eat later on..XDWaited for our turns to go for the second part of the test..Driving on the road..danggg..XDWith those JPJ fellas..Some of those who took the test came back with sad expressions..I got even more worried..=(As usual..racheng went before me..1 person after her was my turn..Yesh, I wasnt ready..XDI was blur when they called out my number..Lucky number 40..=PDang..XD I was so confident when I was inside the car.. I was quite calm..Checked everything thoroughly before starting my journey..The JPJ examiner? At first I thought he was ok..He didnt speak a word with me when I got inside the car..I think i gave a very faint smile to him..XDAll he said that time was "pergi jalan E".Housing area..I was quite calm..Changed my gears..A very smooth journey..Until I reached this junction to the housing area..There was this Waja car in front of me..He started screaming and all my concentrations were lost..=.=" I got so scared over his screamings..The Waja was quite far..And my left leg was already pressing on the clutch fully and the other of my leg was on the brake already..He started screaming "brake brake brake!!!!"..Then he braked for me..=.= It was a jerky brake. I got scared over his screaming, I pressed so hard on the brake causing his things to fell..=X And my car stopped way way way before the Waja..XDI feel bad now, but, what was I supposed to do that time? I almost turned deaf XDI lost my concentration and confidence once he started screaming..I am lame i know..I am horrible in braking..But, that was my first time sitting for driving test right? XDD Give me a chance..XD Go easy on me..=P joking joking..XD lalalala..XDI know..He faced all sorts of drivers on that day..and I'm sure he was afraid of these non-professional drivers..[I guess, I was the worst driver to him that day? XD]But, he didnt have to scream beside me..=(Drove into the housing area..Everything went well..Until i reached the junction.He started screaming..again.. He was screaming at me like an old Chinese man..mind that he's a Malay guy..O.oI reached the junction and my engine died..XD So embarrassing..=XHe went something like "aiyo..mcm ini mcm mana la?susah lo..haiyo..."All I answered him through out the whole journey was "haaa..haaa" Everything went well..Until another junction..My luck wasnt that good that time I guess? XDThere was a car blocking my road..And there were oncoming cars on the other direction..As usual..I got myself ready to brake already..with my clutch pressed on..And the other leg on brake..He started screaming again "brake brake..Haiyo..Tak tengok kereta ah? Haiyo..." urgh~.=.='
My reactions might be slow to you,dear examiner, but I knew what i was doing that time XD [perasannya..=P]And when the other road was clear, I wanted to turn to that side already..So I needed time and energy to turn the steering the other way completely and use the other road..And guess what? he started screaming again..omg omg..XDHe said "haiyo..guna jalan itu lar..haiyo..susah lorh.."He continued, "kalau mcm itu, nanti i pandu balik lah..susah lor" I disagreed with his idea and kinda replied him that I was afraid ..[because of his screamings actually..XD] He didnt know what I meant that time..XDAnd he replied me "Aiyo..Macam ini..saya pun takot lorh duk dlm kereta awk.." okayyyy..=.="" I am not pro yet..=((I didnt care anymore about the driving test I was having that time. I did whatever I could at that time...My whole expression kinda changed..I didnt really answer him anymore..I was kinda upset that time..I wanted to reach the driving institute as soon as possible..So, I drove back to the driving institute..And when I was about to reach the junction to turn into the driving institute..Ahhh~! He started screaming again! Omgoodness..=.=""I was so damn calm..He made me extremely nervous..=.=" Even my instructor was way calmer than him when I was on the road for the first time..O.OThe JPJ fella was like "brake brake brake..aiyo.." LOL..XDlike those previous incidents..both my legs were ready to brake ad..=.="" And when he asked the to brake, I started to brake slowly.. And when the car stopped, it was quite far from the gate...Fine..I am horrible in braking..XD
I deserved to be screamed at..
That was the last time I heard his scream..And I really thought I would fail with my style of driving..O.OWhen he handed the slip, I signed the slip..Surprisingly, I passed..XD but, that time I was quite upset, I didnt even smile..I saw the results I was like "oh..okay..thank God I passed.." And I didnt know what else to tell myself..XDAnd and and..my handphone dropped on the tarred road! Omgoodness..=( Heartbreak..Sigh..So many scratches..=(And I overheard one uncle said
"It's okay..Nevermind about the phone..As long as you passed, it's okay about your phone dropping to the ground"..XDHeld my slip, I was still nervous that time..XDHurm..after that nothing much happened already..Went back right after that..Relieved..=DAnyway, when I was about to sleep at night, the examiner's voice was still ringing in my ears..Hurm.XD Weird..XD Conclusion : I am one terrible driver..XDD I am still surprised I passed..XD
Anyway..XD about racheng..=PShe faced the same problem as me too..XD Her examiner was screaming beside her too..O.OThe examiner asked her to drive faster at the housing area..O.OAnd she didnt even say a word to the examiner..XD So cute.=PGot my P license today..XDYay!! XD another reckless driver on the road.=PI know..My story is kinda lame..=( It's alright..I know..I'm lame myself..XDDGotta practice more on driving..wee~~~XDAuto car here I come!!..=PNo more manual cars..Wee!~~~XDAll I have to do is concentrate on the road without changing gears..And I dont have to worry about the clutch.. Or the engine dying..=PWee~~~ XD Yes, I am happy that I have my license already..=Pin 2 years time, I'll get my full license..Hopefully..XDHurm..I guess that's all for now~ Just my experience..=DTill then, take care~~..=)Annyeong..XD
P/S= 16th weeks~ ;D "You're my everything.." 
10:31 PM
~Butterflies~
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
You're the only person I think of everyday,
You're the only person that leaves me nothing to say..♥Ahh! Tomorrow's the day!!..=(Driving test! Grhh~ So nervous..I hope I'll pass..I hope for the best..=(I dont wanna retake the test again..Think about the horror of waking up early..=(I duwan~~~
I believe that anything that happens tomorrow is all God's will..=)
So I hope for the best..=D
I am holding on my strong faith..~
"I seek for your strength, baby"
5:41 PM
~Key~
Monday, October 11, 2010
With that stare of yours,I cant help but stare back at you..=)
Racheng : Your profile looks like Key's fan page..XD All about SHINee and Key..XD
Me: ahahaha..XD
wee!! XD i love my facebook profile now..=P
"I'm thinking of you, baby...=((("
9:32 AM
~Nerve wrecking~
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Your voice is my source of inspiration,Without you a day is the day I lose my direction..
Argh!!
I feel like screaming right now! XD
So many things happening right now..I feel so blur..=.=""
uwaa..XD I feel so nervous right now..
I really dunno why..
Too much adrenaline in my blood these few days..XD
Tomorrow is my last driving lesson..with Racheng..
So, I have to skip school~..@_@
Kinda nervous..Because it has been a month since the last time I drove..=(
Hurm..Yesterday, I drove..And my engine died a few times..Kinda annoying..XD
But, i got used to it later on~..
Ahhh! I really feel like screaming!XD
Thursday is my test..
Argh! I'm really nervous right now..=(
Eventhough it's still far away..But, it seems so near..=(
I am not prepared..noooooo~~~..haha.XD
Anyway, I'm kinda okay on the road already..=D
Quite steady..wee~~
Even the guy who sat in my car the other day told me that I drove in a very safe way [thank you thank you..XD]
I guess, some of you people have not seen me driving go kart in genting..=P
I shall not elaborate here.=D
Ahh! So nervous..wish me luck..=(((
Have to skip school on Thursday again..Sigh..=(
Have to wake up early..grhhhhhh..XD
Nervous..T____________T
I shall stop here..I'm going crazy now..=D
wee! XD
Stay tuned..;D
P/S= 15th weeks..;D
"You're my decent bad boy..;D"
11:42 PM
~Things~
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I'm afraid..That's all I can say..Hello!
As I had said before, I'm gonna share with all you peeps [if you peeps wanna read, go ahead] about what I'm going to do right after SPM..=D
Ya ya.I know..I havent taken my SPM yet..And I'm thinking about what I'm going to do right after that..=P
Boohoo~~ XD I know.. I should be thinking about my preparation for SPM.
oh c'mon~ Give me a break..=( I've been studying so much for the past few weeks..=(
Anyway..Here's my list..=P
Things to do RIGHT AFTER SPM..=D
1) Run out from the hall like a mad person
2) Talk nonsense..=P
3) Scream? XD
4) Things to get rid, Sejarah books..=D Sorry..XD
5) Sleep..It's an important element to keep one's body healthy..=P
6) search for nice Ice cream!! XD Haagen Daaz.~
7) Drive around Penang..By that time, I have my license already..=P
8) Shop for shoes..I need those..=P
9) Shop for prom dress and accessories ..;D
10) Go gurney with "them'..Hopefully, I'm the one who drives them..muahaha..XD
11) Watch movies..;D
12) Maybe, I wanna curl my hair..=D
13) Maybe highlight too? XD
14) Go crazier over SuJu and SHINee without feeling guilty..
15) Starts saving money..;D [argh~ NS oh NS, when will you inform me what batch am I in?=(]
16) Watch dramas..=P I have ample of time..
17) I needa buy SuJu's 4th album...XD Bonamana..I need money! XD oh oh~ who can gv me that as a gift?=P
18) Clean my room..Yes..It's very messy now..=P
19) Stay awake until I can no longer stay awake..XD
20) Pack clothes for my vacation..=P
Anyway..some of the points are random thoughts..=P But, some are what I really wanna do after SPM..=D
Anyway, stay tuned!..=P
Cheers!
"hello, hello..~"
4:55 PM
~So Fantastic, Fantastic, Fantastic~
Monday, October 4, 2010
Silly boy,
you're my miracle..Ring ding dong,ring ding dong..fantastic,fantastic, fantastic, fantastic..XD

~Fast Pace, I've Gotta Catch up~
Boo!!!
=D
Sorry for the poor quality picture above..=P
I really need a new camera!..=(
So many things I need right now..
Anyway..XD I'm suddenly addicted to a korean song..
yea yea..XD
I know it's kinda lame to get addicted to korean songs..=P
Boohoo~ It's my interest..=P
Who are you to judge me?XD
anyway..i used to hate this song..=P
it's called..Ring Ding Dong..By SHINee..
I know..you readers must be wondering "what about Super Junior? You dont like them anymore?=P"
Nah..I love them..Forever..XD SuJu will always be my number one korean boy band..;D
Then SHINee will be my second..
SHINee members are cute..Maybe because they are about the same age as me..;D
My favourite member in SHINee?=P
Jonghyun..;D I love his persoalities..He's one funny guy..
Although, my first impression towards him was..he's a bad boy..;D
But, he has been my favourite from the first day I liked SHINee..;D
By the way, SuJu is in Italy for vacation now..
wee! XD yes..I am a stalker..=P
Hurm..What I've been doing these days?
I've been watching videos of SHINee..
ahh! No..XD I am not betraying SuJu..Damn..I'm crazy..XD
Anyway..I've been watching a variety show, Hello Baby by SHINee..=)
They had to become fathers to this cute boy named Yoogeun~..
They had to take good care of that boy..And that boy is really hard to handle..=.=""
Argh! Just cant stop looking at that cute boy..XD
And, because of that show..I got addicted to Ring Ding Dong..=P
By the way, to those kpop fans out there..Do watch Hello Baby!.
No regrets for watching..;D
I've gotta watch all these videos now ..
Otherwise, I'll get too obsessed with the internet and neglect my studies..=P
Anyway..XDI took a few days "off" ..=)And I didnt waste my time alright..Here's the proof! XDI was writing an essay..=P Hmph!XD Look at the enthusiasm in this picture..XDIt shows that I dont waste my time..Yesh..I nida change.=P SPM is near..XD[p/s= this essay was given a month ago..=P ]What? I was busy with my trial..=( I didnt have time to do essay..=(
yesh..I smoke..Are you surprised?I've been smoking since early of 2010..Who introduced smoking to me?I found the excitement by myself..XDSmoking is good for health..=PIt helps you to destress yourself..It brings you into a whole new and different world..World of fantasy I would call it..;DThe feeling is just awesome..XDPuff puff..=P
Blah..You guys should know how much I despise smokers..=.="
And I'll never be a smoker..=P
Anyway..that is a fake cigarratte Arthur made for me..XDThe fake cigarette really looks real..O.O
*points above*The cigarette Arthur made..=)And the background, just ignore..XD
I wanted to take a picture of the cigarette..And i couldnt find any nice place to place the cigarette..So..I placed it on a piece of paper..And took a picture..;D
Unless you wanna misinterpret it...;)
I cant wait for SPM! Yesh! XD
i cant wait to end it!
next post up, what I wanna do after SPM..=)
Stay tuned!..=D
I've cut my hair..O.O
"You smile, I smile..=D"
12:45 PM
~Start~
Friday, October 1, 2010
This is not the ending.
But, this is the beginning...Yao! XDI am back blogging..Trial just ended..And..I was quite surprised that I managed to revise through everything for every subject in time..O.OI kinda cramped everything in a very short period..That explains the eyebags and dark rings around my eyes during trial..=P
And I didnt have enough sleep since the holiday..that was a month ago..O.O
Every day, I woke up early and headed for tuition classes for the first week of holiday..
The 2nd week, I woke up early to study..But, nothing went in of course..=P
It seems like I cant study in the morning..XD
Hurm.Trial was okay..=)
Not that bad afterall..
And I was quite surprised too that I didnt feel as much stress as how I felt last time..
Maybe because I am numb already..=P
I was okay with all of the papers..
Except Biology..
I kinda screwed that subject.
Well, basically because I have no interest in Bio and I kinda cramped in everything in a week..=(
I just hope for the best for now..=(
Anyway..
The feeling of after trial is just awesome...
I feel great..As if a part of a burden is gone..
But I realise..The ending of SPM's trial doesnt mean that I can slack..
I need to back up..
SPM is coming soon..7 weeks to be exact,.
And I cant let things the way they are right now..I need to make improvements before I regret..
I still have time..
And giving up is not my option..And never will that be my option..=)
I know I must not waste time anymore..
All I need now is strength..And will power..To push me and keep me going....
I hope for the best..=)
Here! I wanna show you something..
While I was revising through Physics, I saw this really cute diagram..XD
*points below*
So cute!!Haha..XD I love this diagram so much!..=PI duno why..But I find it cute..XDPlump guy with a moustache..And a GM tube..XDIsnt he handsome?=P Look at his hair..XDAnd his glasses!!..XDSorry~ I was being random..=PMore posts up!..=)During trial, I was inspirted many times..But I was too busy revising..So, I abandoned my blog.=PSo, do stay tuned alright?=DCheers!.=D
P/S= 14 weeks..=)
"You're my pillar of support..Loves.."
Whoops? Haha..XD First time I smiled this way in pix..=P
5:43 PM
About The Blogger♠
Her name is
Li Ean.
This shall be her
short and sweet introduction.
These are the
little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on
12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt
~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote :
I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥
Wanna know me more? Feel free to ask~=)
★★I Wish Upon A Star★★
Wishlist.
** A Big Wardrobe of Clothes and Shoes =P **
** A Car **
** A Vacation to Europe and Korea =)**
** First Class Honour XD **
** A Fairytale =) **
Beginning My Past ♠
Started in Year 2008
Why?
[My Blog is A Getaway]
[To Express And Share My Thoughts]
[To Have My Memories and Past Events To Be Written Down Somewhere]
[To Have My Personal Space Without Being Interfered]
[Midnight Rants]
[To Capture The Right Moment]
[I Love To Write Once A While]