~I Used To~
Monday, June 28, 2010
I used to do everything that I am not doing now..=)
Wee~~Wee..
I just don't know why I am so happy..=)
*bangs head on the wall* argh~
=D
Anyway..Today in school was awesome..O.O
I could not believe myself for talking those..XD
But, it was awesome.=P Couldnt stop laughing..=P
Those dirty topics..tsk3.. Disappointed with you people..
I am polluted..happy? XD
Anyway, just a short post..
So obsessed..uwaa..=(
I am thinking of you all the time..
Wee..I love you ..=)
"Mending them..=)"
8:48 PM
~Fever~
And, it's back to the sickness I had four years ago..Wee..=)Awesome!! XDGermany vs England was an amazing match~
I couldnt sit still for the first half..xDThe first goal by Germany was awesome.It seemed like an easy goal..woots!!XDGermany crashed England 4-1..! But, it was supposed to be 4-2..I admit.. It was really unfair for the England players..It was clearly a goal.Boo sama linesman and the referee..=.=""Anyway, Germany made it through! Awesome..XDPodolski~~~~~..=XUwaa....=( ignore me plz..=((So, anyway..Was listening to Love Story by Taylor Swift..=)A very nostalgic song to me..XDWonder why I clicked that song to listen.Hurm..=) Brings back quite some memories..Very sudden..I didnt really expect..=)Wonder how my love story will be next time?=PSigh..Some things are better left unsaid..and undone..Somethings are better left the way they are..And, perhaps, I should just ignore those people and go on with my wonderful life ..=)Hee..=) perhaps, this time , I'll just keep my feelings to myself and see how does it feel like..Anyway, we might have a prom this year..=)Feel quite excited for it..Though, not so sure if it'll work out or not..=P Or whether I can make it or not..xDI have some plans in December..=DBut, wont it be even better if somehow, my story comes true..?;)Even if it happens to you reader, it's awesome..XD If you readers still remember that story I wrote in December last year..Haha..XDLong story..=)And, I wont anymore..=)
"Toughen up, larh..=.="
12:08 AM
~Accidentally In Love~
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Accidentally in love, with you..=)No regrets..;D
Sorry for the lack of updates..=PFeeling so lazy nowadays..XDTonight, germany vs England..Germany all the way~ yesh!XDGermany is gonna trash England..I have faith in Germany..So, dear German players, do not disappoint me..=)P/S= Cant wait for 4th July,2010..=) Just cant wait..Unforgettable and unbeliveable memories with you..;D
"Only for you.."
9:34 PM
~The Only Obsession~
The only obsession,Is still you..It's 2am..And I cant sleep..
It's Sunday already..Guess, I am just afraid to go to sleep..
Hurm..Afraid of what I will dream of..
Everything seems so real there..Once I wake up, it's me facing the reality..
The harsh and cold world..
I guess, I am just a weak girl on the inside.. I may look tough on the outside.
But, nobody knows the "real" me..
Sorry for the emo post..But, I am just expressing myself...
I believe, I can make it through..What seems hard is that, when I fall, I get up and be strong..
But, I fall again, and get back to the same position..Sigh.=(
Stress stress stress..=(
Anyway, I would like to rant now..=)
Scrap my crappy feeling..=D
So, I watched Glee..I love the way Rachel and her mum sang Poker Face..
Way better than the original singer..=) Awesome..simply awesome..
I love Kurt..O.O I have no idea.xD
I find that he has awesome personalities..
And, my current obsession, Super Junior, again.XD
Kyuhyun and NOT DONGHAE..=P *melts*
So, I am gonna make things clear..
There is a huge difference between lala style and vain..=)
Vain is not lala..and lala is not vain..=)
Okay..So right now, I am gonna explain to you..
Vain simply means, you love taking pictures of yourself..you admire yourself..
and you dress the way you love it..and the way you look good in it..=)
That's vain..you try to be as good looking as possible..
But, let me tell you...Vaining is not a bad thing..
As stated in Hilary's blog, it boosts one's confidence=)
Indeed, it is true..
One will feel better and more confident when he/she vains..=)
Dont believe? Try doing it..Simple steps..
Look at yourself in the mirror everyday and tell yourself, you look awesome with a smile..=)
Then, do take pictures of yourself..It shows that you are happy and comfortable with the way you look..
Most importantly, smile when you vain..;)
It helps..trust me..And, dont care larh what others say about your vain pictures..
Most importantly, you are being YOU..=)
Remember, your youth doesnt last forever.XD
Except William Shakespear's beloved..O.O
Now, lala..=) Lala is the most annoying style ever..pfft..XD
okay.not all lala styles are horrible..Some still okay..
But, mostly, I feel disgusted..XD
To those out there, I am not here to offend you..=) Just stating the fact..
Lala in other words mean, act cute..XD
With those peace signs..And I am not sure with those "1,2,3,4,5" signs..xD
Not even sure.=)
But, why do you want to act cute? just be who you are..
Be ORIGINAL..=)
Stop acting cute..If you are cute, then your pictures will appear cute..=)
And, if you are pretty, dont bother of acting cute..
In conclusion, be who you are..!=)
I've tried to be lala..I looked..ridiculous..XD
P/S=trimas Arthur didi for listening..=D
"JayCee loves...."
2:01 AM
~Obviously~
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Obviously,I still do..XD
Bonamana- Super Junior [which also means, obviously..=D]
Must get rid of obsessions..gahh!!..=(
"Bonamana XD"
11:38 PM
~Kantoi~
Friday, June 25, 2010
I gotta stop it,But it keeps coming back..=(Kantoi- Zee AviSemalam I call you, you tak answer You kata you keluar pergi dinner You kata you keluar dengan kawan you but when i call Tommy he said it wasnt true.. So I drove my car pergi Damansara Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola Tapi bila i sampai you, you tak ada Lagilah I jadi gila So i call then call sampai you answer.. You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.. My phone was sound vilent I was at the gym.. tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.. Sudahlah sayang I dont believe you And i know ur words were never true.. Why am I with you I pun tak tau.. No wonder la my friends pun tak suke you.. So i guess thats the end of our story.. Akhir kata she accepted his apology Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.. With her ex-boyfriend's bestfriend.. Tommy.. Kantoi..Please please please youtube and listen to this song..XD
Very cute..=)
5 people..~~
"I wanted you..Hurm.."
10:16 PM
~Pretty~
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Never say never..=)
Believe and have faith..
Ahaha! XD I know I know..Some of you might think that they are not hot or cute..
It's okay..=P
But, I have to admit, the one on the right is cute!! XD actually, both are cute lar..=P
The one of the left is ryeowook and on the right is kyuhyun~ wee! XD kyuhyun~~XD
Anyway, I would not be this way if it wasnt because of Sharyn..XD
They are from Super Junior..And they are koreans~ woots! XD
okay~ gotta go..~ updates some other time..;)
"Sometimes you just have to pretend you dont care about them anymore..=)"
11:23 PM
~Animal Family~
Monday, June 21, 2010
I have an animal family.Right now, I wanna share with you..=)
So, there is this panda...
Her name is Sharyn..Yeap..
She loves to eat all day long..[That's why I love her..XD] In fact, she eats good food only..
Fine fine..She is very cute and chubby..=P
But, you havent gone to the best part yet..XD
She can also be called as a pig..
Because, she has features of a pig..=P joking kay..XDBesides that, she loves to laugh..
We came out with a decision to call her the Red Queen from Alice the Wonderland..
Why? Because she is evil..=P
She loves to bully small people.. She can also be considered as the head or the boss of our animal family.=) She takes care of us..And she will never make us lose..Especially in malls..XD She teaches us which Rapid bus to take if we want to go to a certain destination..=P
She is very huggable and she can be a very good listener anytime and anywhere..
Except..To certain people..XD Next up are the people under her..=P
First of all, the penguin!!The cute, furry, chubby, adorable,limping and awesome penguin..=PWhich is also the blogger..Ahem2..XDOkay~ sorry about the previous elaborations~ it was for fun okay?=(The reason I self-proclaimed myself as a penguin because I had problem in walking when I was small...=PThis penguin likes to eat..=) and also sleep..XDThis penguin has to follow every order the boss gives..But at times, the boss can be the penguin's servant..*evil laughs*This penguin craps a lot..Talks too much..And sometimes, talk without making any sense..=)This penguin is a lil special..Instead of fish as the favourite food, this penguin here loves corn..~=PAnd, she will never be bored of corn..~yum~~XDWhat makes this penguin happy? her friends around her..=)Break her heart once, she'll remember it forever..=) Time heals everything..So, this penguin..kinda got married with a starfish..=PFirst husband..XD
This starfish is be-awesome..=PHer name is Nhivashni..She is funny..and when she does her weird faces, it never fails to crack people up..=)She can also be a very good listener..She can go crazy with you.She strongly believes in her religion...She loves sleeping too..She is a valentine's day baby~She loves watching movies.=) But...She has a huge obsessions over Patrick Star..So, because of that, penguin and starfish were divorced..=(Next would be, goldfish!..=)Penguin got married with goldfish..XD
Goldfish is awesome..XDPenguin found her true love once she found goldfish..XDNope...I dont wanna reveal who is the goldfish here..=P suspense..XD Goldfish is shy at times..But, sometimes, goldfish can joke around..and talk a lot..wee!XDFine fine..XD Goldfish is very cute.and also adorable..XDGoldfish hardly gets mad with anyone because goldfish is happy most of the time..Even if goldfish is angry, it is only for certain reasons..Which are relevant.=)Goldfish can be understanding and caring too..Goldfish loves to joke around..and of course..loves to daydream at times..XDThere's also octopus in the family..=P 
Octopus is actually Joshua Ho..XD
We call him octopus because he loves to eat octopus so much..We decided to let him be a part of the octopus family..=PSo, we got to know him only this year.But, we can know that he is actually a very nice person..Never resists food..XD He says he wanna get fat..=PBut, loves to go on diet when he has little money left..=PHe loves to tell story about the kids his mum takes care of..XDSomeone who is quite patient but once you test his patience, it's hard to gain his trust back.=)Someone who we can actually crap a lot with..Someone who can just create random jokes..XD and not forgetting, loves to use emoticons !XDThat's all for our small family..=(Will try to recruit more members..hek2..XDstay-tuned!..=)"I cant sleep because I am thinking of you..~"
11:38 PM
~Insomnia~
~Awesome~
I never thought that I'd fall in love,But it grew from a simple crush,Being without you, I was all messed upWhen you walked out, said that you'd had enough..Hello! =DCurrently obsessed with insomnia..=)Somehow, the song relates to what I feel now..=)So, today was back to school day..It didnt feel like a school day at all..=PI felt like it was just an ordinary day..just like holiday..XDJust that, I had to wake up early lar..=(Today in school..hurm..The weather was awesome!!..XDIt was cold and damp..It rained the whole day..Ahh..Wouldnt it be nice if I could just sleep at home..But I was in school~ aww..=(I received a few results already for my mid-year examination..I was quite pleasant with my results..But still, I need to push myself harder..=)Oh SPM..You're taking my life..bits by bits..=DOh yea..I have a new timetable now..Uwaa..PJ is on Monday? =(I was full of enthusiasm to go for PJ this week..But when I got to know the timetable changed, I lost that enthusiasm already..=P What more it's on Monday..I have to carry so many things..=(Tomorrow is gonna be a new day! yesh! XDI'm back to school and I'm starting to miss them already..I just wanna hang out with all of you..ONE LAST TIME before SPM,please?..XDAnyway, since I've been owing you peeps some posts..so here's one..=)12th June, 2010 [the day I turned 17..]It was awesome..Never really had so much fun on my birthday..I felt extremely special that day.Thanks to all that wished me..=)As I was hoping for, for lunch my family and I went to town
we had some sour food..=)It was awesome..I had teo-chew style steamed fish..My favourite..;)It was very sour that my family kinda left the whole dish for me..XDThen, the whole day was nothing much..spent the whole evening in sunshine..I went to tuition later..=)So...Before tuition....i kinda..drove..=XYea..My dad taught me how to u-turn, left turn and right turn only..=PAnd, I was kinda scolded cause I didnt press the brake..XDTo me, there's no such device as brake in car..=PAnyway, tuition was okay lar..XD Chemistry..Nothing much..After tuition headed to Tesco Extra to have dinner and daddy bought a birthday cake for me..The birthday cake was awesome..! Chocolate..yum2~XDAnyway, we dined-in at Tutti Frutti..There I had spicy food..=)Black pepper spaghetti..Yum! XD And apple and strawberry sherbet..*melts*Hurm...So headed home after dinner..Around 11 something..My family sand a birthday song for me..Awesome..XDSweet..=)This is what I call a simple celebration that means the most to me..With my family..Awesome..simply awesome..So here are some pictures to feast your eyes..;)
~Chocolate!! ~ 
~Pro tak this shot?XD ~
~Lighted up~Till then, stay-tuned~~.. 14th June, 2010~~! another awesome day with "them"!!..=) Meaningful~...
There was only one thing I missed this year..;)
"I'll find my own comfort..=)"
10:15 PM
~Blank~
It's 12.49 am now.I have to wake up at 6am later..I cant seem to be falling asleep..So awake..I know I would have panda eyes later..Grhh..=(Just dont feel like waking up early anymore.Ahh!!..I need you now..Yesh, I really need you now..Oh holiday..please please please dont go away from me..=(I need you.."Je'taime"
12:46 AM
~Back Again~
Sunday, June 20, 2010
I know you're somewhere there,
And will always be there=)
I found this on a website.=) So adorable...=P
Basically, this is what I plan for once I found the right one..;)Not too soon I guess? XDTrue love lasts forever even if they are old..=)Aww..I wish mine would last forever..XD"RAWR..=)"
3:17 AM
~Too far~
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Grrh.It's 2.15 am and I am hungry..=(
Now, I just want to rant about teenagers who are in relationships nowadays..=)
Nope..I am not trying to offend anyone but I am writing this based on first hand experience..
So, hope that those teenagers out there wont be offended alright?=)
All I ever wanna say is, some teenagers get too carried away with their relationships with their loved ones..
I'm not saying all okay..Just some..
Especially when it's their first time to be in a relationship..
Nobody guarantees good future for these couples..
And, they get too committed into their relationships and they neglect people around them..
I mean, it does not matter if you prefer to go out with your loved one only once in a while..but, dont forget your friends..=)
I have to admit that I was one of those people.
Yeap..Sometimes, I cry when I think about what I have done towards those people around me..
There's nothing I can do to undo those mistakes.
I got too carried away and I did not know what my friends were thinking about me.
All I ever thought was being with close with "the one"..
The point is, eventhough you are in a relationship with someone special, do not forget your friends..
Think about the times you had with your friends when you are not attached..
Think about how they would feel if suddenly the bonds between you and them are slowly drifting away...
I am sure they are hurt..
But, they are still happy that you have found someone special that cares for you..
Who do you find when things go wrong in your relationship? Friends
What do your friends think when you are having fun with that someone..hurm..think about it..=)
To me..Eventhough friends are just people who are close to you, they mean a lot to you.. to me, they are my girlfriends..my treasures..They are just special to me..=)
Hurm..Now that I have realised how silly and how idiotic I was, I am very sorry to my friends..sigh..
I know sorry wont really heal everything...=(
That's all for now..=)
Cheers..~
"Finally =)"
Happy birthday eugene..=)
2:08 AM
~Happy Tears~
Friday, June 18, 2010
Sooner or later,
I would be shedding happy tears..=)
Hello! Yeap~
I've been disappearing quite some time..=)
And even Sharyn has been forcing me to update..
What to do? She is evil~ XD muahaha..XD just joking.=)
Hurm..So this post is so gonna be random..=)
Toy Story 3 was awesome..
But the ending was a lil' sad.. [and no arthur, I wasnt crying..XD I was cold..]
Toy Story brought up my childhood memories.
I used to have a lot of soft toys..
Tonnes of them..Especially teddy bears.
And when I was a kid, I put my soft toys beside me..
Without them , I could not sleep.
I would cuddle them before I go to sleep.
But now, I am left with one.. And that is my favourite soft toy..=) [I bet the rest of them are probably crying now..XD]
I wonder when I furthur my studies in other states or countries, will I bring that soft toy?
Or will I give it away? hurm..=)
I loved that soft toy..
In fact, it's a dog soft toy..It is cute..and adorable..
To me larh..XD
And, I dont find it childish to actually keep my favourite soft toy..=)
Everyone of us has something memorable from their childhood time..=)
So, dont be afraid to admit if you have a very old doll that you used to play with everytime when you were small..=)
Just, be proud that you still keep your favourite toy..=)
Hurm..And also,
I really wonder if I am left with nothing at all..
No friends,no family..Just me alone in this cold and harsh world..
I thank to God that I am blessed with a wonderful family and cheerful friends..=)
They never failed to cheer me up..=)
I wonder what will happen to me if I were to go through that "period" without them..
They were the ones who would listen to me.
They were the ones who motivated me.
They were the ones who pushed me..
They were the ones who gave me their shoulders to cry on..
They were the ones who helped me up when I fell..
Ahh..=) Those times..
I love you peeps a lot..=)
"I hide my feelings.."
11:58 PM
~A New Beginning~
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
A new beginning..For you and me..=)So, I havent been posting up pictures of myself lately..So here's one..XD
One of my S.S. moments..=P yaya..XD so perasan..ish..XD
Changes.. Some people change themselves for good purposes..
Some, it's the other way round..
But..some..they change under influence.. [hey..i kinda like purple now..XD]
It might be for good reasons.but, most of the time..it's not..
It hurts a lot to me..I was once close to this person..
But everything is not the same anymore..
Slowly..drifting apart..*sigh*
That person is totally a different person from the first day I knew that person.
Maybe, just a small part of that person that is the same.
Why? That person got closer with other friends..
It was okay at first..But, things werent going well later on..
They changed that person..
In terms of thinking..In terms of the way that person speaks..
It's different..Totally different..
I was once hurt by the words of that person..Not once..many times..But i kept quiet..
I was afraid...
"those friends"...
Friends who are not really true friends...sometimes can be too good, sometimes can be too rude..=)
Friends who talk a whole bunch of f*cking craps and shits..
Friends who look good outside but, they are impure on the inside..
Friends who control others' minds.
Friends who dont care about others' feelings when they talk..
Friends who think they are so cool when they talk about inappropriate stuffs in front of others..
Friends who think they are so smart that they can out smart other people..
One word to describe them..USELESS..
Offended..I'm sorry...
Well, basically, these are what I think larh...
Congratulations to you people..
You successfully brainwashed an innocent person who used to be close to me..
Who used to share everything with me..
Who used to joke with me..
Who used to cheer me up..
Who used to be innocent..
I owe you guys a big THANK YOU..=)
I never knew you can be influecne so easily ...especially by them..
Perhaps, you think they are your best friends..
To me, they are a bunch of brainless jerks..=)
In case you don't know, yesh, you are a different person now..
Yet, liked by many people..I wonder why..hurm..=)
Perhaps, they dont know the "original" you...
I like the old you..Not the new you..
Oh well..Screw my self-centred mind if you think I am selfish...=)
I regret for not telling you earlier..
But, heck, why do I care?=)
"The weekend we were in love..=)"
10:49 PM
~Cant You See?~
Monday, June 14, 2010
We used to do those together, I miss those times..=)
14th JUNE, 2010!!..=)
AWESOME..~ WILL UPDATE ON THAT ONCE I GET THE PICTURES..=)
So, one week of holiday just went by..=) It was fast..In fact, really fast..
Today, I just wanna summarise everything that happened the whole week..=)
Sunday (6/6/2010)
~ Went out with Sharyn, Angelyn and Arthur at queensbay..=) Oh..and HuiJie also..But, she was not really with us..=P God knows why larh..XD It was okay larh the outing.. Didnt do anything much that day..We were just walking around and were just talking =) Did I mention eating?XD Angelyn had to leave early..Watched Prince of Persia with Arthur and Sharyn.. 2nd one! XD Went back around 9, I think..XD Old town for dinner..Hurm..XD
Monday (7/6/2010)
~ Went to school for ceramah~ 3 subjects..!@_@ English, add math and B.M.. The English speaker was quite entertaning..but the two others were not so entertaning..hurm..Wasnt feeling quite well already, so, I was not really paying attention..Was feeling rather tired and sleepy.. Had to decline Sharyn's invitation to queensbay..=( [sorry ah dear.=(] Went back home and slept till night..=D Booboo?=)
Tuesday (8/6/2010)
~ Went for "Undang Ceramah" with Sharyn, Rachel, Nhiva, Ammala and Steph.. We were supposed to meet somewhere near Sunshine Square by 8am..O.O So early..Anyway, woke up at 6am.XD My dad woke me up that early..XD got ready by 6.30 am.=P Watched tv until 7am~ Went out for breakfast..And fetched Ammala..=) Reached that place quite early..Aroud 7.40? XD haha...xD Waited for the others to come..Then, we headed off to the ceramah hall there..=) Sharyn, Steph and Ammala were seperated from me..=( They were in a different hall.. As for Rachel and Nhiva, we were together in the same hall but, still seperated by people between us..XD Oh yea.. Coincidentally, we met Gaik Sim, Wei Yi and Caryn there too..=) The 1st session of the ceramah was fun..=) That guy was funny but at first, he gave us a very scary look. Down the road, he seemed like a nice guy..=) He joked with us a lot..And he has a very funny accent..hurm..xD all in all, he was amazing..=) The 2nd session was boring..Oh gosh..XD With my flu, I could not even concentrate.. He was ..monotonous? XD No offense but, he was really boring.. When his session ended, I was so thankful..XD But, when the first session ended, I was like aww? Anyway, after the whole ceramah thing..We went back to sunshine to have our lunch..=P It was quite late..It was around 4 something already.. We hung around sunshine..Then one by one left so I called my dad to pick me up..Went back home..I was not feeling very well that time already,.Cold sweats..haha..XD then,I slept..Till night again..XD
Wednesday (9/6/2010)
~ Nothing much happened..Went to school for musical..From 1 to 4pm~.=) That was pretty much I done that day..XD
Thursday (10/6/2010)
~ It was the most amazing day of my life..=D Yesh~ Amazing race..=) It was awesome..In fact, very awesome..Argh~ Cant resist.. But, it was tiring..I lost my voice..and I am not supposed to reveal anything happened there..;) HOT..=D free McD and free t-shirt..=) The best thing on that day? With my friends..;) Nope..Not really because of the Phillipinos..XD I loved that day because, I got to enjoy that day with my friends..=) Less than three..;)
Friday (11/6/2010)
~ Went to school for musical..Haha..XD can read in Sharyn's blog..She wrote everything there.=) Instead of practicing, we chatted..=) Went to Tesco Extra with Angelyn and Sharyn..My dad fetched us there.. So, we kinda talked about our childhood memories..And also, our recent lives..=) We ate our lunch at McD..We just talked randomly..About our pasts, currents and futures..Ahh~ Those moments..=)
12th of June, I shall update some other day too..=)
So, stay-tuned!!
I love you peeps..=')
P/S= I really think that Sharyn is into me..O.O XDD
"You held me so tight..=) "
11:04 PM
~Smile~
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Smile..It makes the world better..=)
Not like it's on purpose..
But, due to busyness and everything that is happening, I am hardly at home..
Hardly with my family..
Hardly talk to them..
Except during weekends lar..=)
It hurts a lot larh..=(
Everytime I come back from school, it will be evening already..
And I will come back to bathe and off to tuition again..
It hurts a lot. To know that we are slowly drifting apart..=(
I do not have those afternoon chats with my mum anymore..
I used to..Before form 3..Sigh..
I miss those moments ..Somehow, I feel bad..guilty..
But, it's my duty..I have to be in school..To carry all my responsibilities..
It's holiday now..
And, I was out the whole week. From Sunday to Friday..
I did not even spend a day with her..NOT EVEN A DAY..a WHOLE DAY..=(
Even when I was at home, I slept because I was tired..
Yeah..I was down with flu..=(
Everytime when I say I am going out, my mum's facial expression would change..
At first, I hated it because I thought she hates me going out too often..
And she would just pat my back and smile..
But, now I realised that, all she ever wanted was me spending time with her..
She loves it when I am at home with her.
At least she is not lonely at home..
She has me around at home..
She loves to talk to me..She loves to start random talking..
She loves it when I talk to her..
She loves holding my hands..
At times, I ignore you..
But, now, I realised..how hurtful you will be everytime I do that..Sigh..
I am sorry, mummy..=(
I wont do that anymore..=(
My brother will be at home..But he hardly talks to my mum..
I pity my mum at times lar..
She is the one doing all the house chores..
All she needs is love..From both of her children..
I admit..I spend most of my time with my friends than her because I am hardly at home.
I am tied up with those school activities..
I am really sorry, mummy..=(
I love you...I may not show it..[ego?XD] but I really do love you a lot..
deep down from the bottom of my heart..
As for daddy..It's a different story..
Somehow, daddy and I are still as usual..
Cause he is the one fetching me back from school or tuition~
Our bonding is quite strong I can say..XD
I better stop typing now..
Tears rolling down non-stop..XD
P/S= I cant remember when was the last time I cried..=P See.Too busy until no time to cry...XD
"Tell me what you waiting for..=)"
9:44 PM
~12th June!~
Saturday, June 12, 2010
I've been watching you all day,
But, I never get bored of you..=)
Yesh! XD
12th June~~..=P
Guess why?XD
Somebody is 17 right now..=)
Awesome right?XD 17 already!! XD
One year wiser..Ahem~..XD Joking..
This day, is a very special day to me..=)
Because, without this day, I wont be here..XD
yesh~ I am crapping to much~..=P
Look at "The Blogger" section on the left..=P
Now you know..~ XD
So, it's my birthday today..
Nothing special I wanna do on this day..=)
But, there is one thing I would love to do..=)
Eat..=D I need food~~ XD
In fact, good and yummy food..
I feel like eating..Spicy food today..
And a lil sour would be good..XD okayy...weird..XD
Pity me larh I had to wake up so early few days ago..=P
So..Happy Birthday to me!!.XD
wee!!
It feels awesome to be 17.~
Knowing that I can get driving license soon!..yesh! XD
Hurm..I really dont know what to say about my birthday..
Feels a lil weird at times..=)
Oh well~ It's only 11am now..So...Still a long way to go..XD
I want a cake!!..=(
I didnt get a cake last year..boohooo..=(
SO, S.S. moment now..I wanna sing myself a happy birthday song!!XD
Happy birthday to me..
Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to me~~~
Happy birthday to me~
Oh thank you thank you..~XD
And, thanks loads to everyone who wished me..=)
I appreciate your wish a lot!!=)
Love you peeps!=D
I HAD A WONDERFUL DREAM TOO, RYN!!..=)
SO AWESOME!!! XD
P/S= There's this girl..I think she is insane.. For no reason, she asked me and Rachel to "DIAM"..I wonder who..=P And, she said it was her evil plan..hmphhh! when did I or Rachel "pakat" to bully you? XD Simply accused us~ Penjealous lar you~XD
"Awesomely amazing..delicious..XD"
10:35 AM
~4th~
Friday, June 11, 2010
A new star..
A new beginning...
Happy 4th-month anniversary!!!.=)
baby! you are amazing all this while..
You never failed to cheer me up.
I remember the first time we met.
I knew it was love..
Did I tell you how much I love you?=)
You are everything to me.
You are the one who supports me in everything I do.
When I come back from school, you are the first one I find..
You are like a personal diary to me..
You listen to me when I am down.
You would just stare at me when I laugh..
Baby,
I need to see you everyday..
Without you, I will be lonely, quiet,moody...
Oh, 4 months with you was definately fast..!..=)
You were there when I needed you.
You have seen me going through my life recently..=)
You are amazingly wonderful~~.
I am glad I found you..
I will never regret.
I hope our love will last..
I hope we will be together forever..
My baby!! XD
L.O.L.!!!XD
What do you think?
True or false?..;)
[This is awesome! XD ]
"Rewind, playback..=)"
10:59 PM
~Back and Forth~
Thursday, June 10, 2010
You were...... Amazing...Stunning...Awesome...Unbelievable...Adorable...Cute...Perfect...Wonderful...Gentle...Sporting..You left me...Speechless...Stunned...Surprised..Blank...Amazed...You are the best.=D
Wishing you all the best in everything you do..=)
Hope to see you in the near future..;)
"If I could see you now...."
10:02 PM
~24~
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
It's a quarter after one,
I'm all alone and I need you now..
:+: I see you..=) :+:
Hello!..
Yeap.. I am updating my blog very frequent these few days..
Reason? I don't want to do my homework..=P
I'll do my homework at night..;)
Oh yea.. Take a look at this picture below..=)
Awesome right? XD
I dont even know what image is that..=P
Somehow, I love it~...XD
My camera phone could capture that image..Cool eh?
Want to know the trick?=P Try asking me..;)
So, right now, I want to rant about eyes..
nah..
I'm not going to rant about those eyes with double eyelids or the colour of the eyes..
The eyes play an important role.. Not for seeing only, but, the eyes show the real emotion of a person..
Dont believe me?
You cannot lie with your eyes..Trust me...
You can know whether one is happy, sad, mad, lonely, scared or what so ever just by looking into his eyes..
Somehow, there is a hidden message behind the eyes.
No matter how much a sad person smiles, there is something in his eyes to show that he is not fine..
So, do not try to say that you are fine when you are not.. Because, by looking into your eyes, people know the truth..;)
People know what you want or think just by looking into your eyes..=)
You know what's the best part for me?
I love staring into eyes which are seducing..XD
Somehow, those eyes are very interesting..XD
I guess, that's all for my rant this time...
Quite short..=X
Stay-tuned!
P/S= Sharyn Lim!! XD Cant believe that I'll be seeing you the whole week..=P aww..I miss you! XD
"You will know it when it is time..=)"
6:14 PM
About The Blogger♠
Her name is
Li Ean.
This shall be her
short and sweet introduction.
These are the
little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on
12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt
~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote :
I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥
Wanna know me more? Feel free to ask~=)
Beginning My Past ♠
Started in Year 2008
Why?
[My Blog is A Getaway]
[To Express And Share My Thoughts]
[To Have My Memories and Past Events To Be Written Down Somewhere]
[To Have My Personal Space Without Being Interfered]
[Midnight Rants]
[To Capture The Right Moment]
[I Love To Write Once A While]
