~No Matter How Hard~
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
No matter how hard I try,
No matter how hard I avoid,
It leads to your road..The thought comes back..Every long lost dream, led me to where you are..Others who broke my heart,
they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way,
into your loving arms...
This much I know is trueThat God blessed the broken roadThat led me straight to youYes He did..."I'll whisper in your ears..."I hope you did well..=)
Hurm..;)
ahh..Nothing else to say..just wanna keep them to myself now..hehe
6:53 PM
~First Thing I Ever See~
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Oh!..Wouldnt it be wonderful if it's true?=)So sorry for so many random posts lately..=PSo sorry for not updating my outing with "Geng Remaja Gila" the other day..I am lazy larhhh..=( Dream! Dream big~ Dream small..Or..dream when you're asleep..=PI had a wonderful dream last week!It was so wonderful that I cant forget that dream!XDCall me weird..=)Sadly, it was just a short dream..Aww..All I can say about that dream is..Whoaaaa!!..Wee!XDI wish it comes true lar..=)I guess, I'll be the luckiest person by then..xD
Yumm..Very seducing..XD
Argh!XD
Some of you might get what I am saying here..Oh well..=P
Shh~~
HOT!!XD
Okay..
So..Do you wanna know whether have you gone insane or not? here are some symptoms shown by an insane person..=)
I am mentioning myself here..ahem..=P here you go..=)
[1] You talk nonsense..=) You keep talking and talking. There is not a single comma, question mark, exclamation mark or full stop..
[2] You get those weird stares from people around you when you start talking..And you ask yourself, "hey, what's wrong?"
[3] You laugh too much.=P
[4] You talk when you feel tired...
[5] You talk to yourself..in your heart only lar.=P
[6] You make silly faces to people around you~ Yay! =D
[7] You sing out of tunes..=) According to your mood..=P
[8] You dance around..All those silly dances..=P
[9] You start saying everything is cute around you..*gasp*
[10] You think weird is cool..=P
[11] You start acting silly.=) Like..Trying to bite on papers when one passes a stack of papers to you..=)
[12] You knock yourself against the wall..=P
[13] You think that wall is very seducing..mmmm..=P
[14] You wanna kiss the wall..XD
[15] You love spongebob! XD kay~ That is not one of the symptoms..=P
[16] You think way too far about a certain topic *shakes head*
[17] You try to imitate someone so badly but you fail because you overdo it..You laugh later on..=)
[18] You want to go to rehab centre so much..
[19] You confirm your registration in the rehab centre..
[20] You wanna get married to an animal.=P
There you go..=) I have all the symptoms..
This is proven clearly that I am insane..=)
yay! XD okay..I am out of my mind.=P
I am just joking lar on those symptoms..=P
I need to get rid of stress kayyyy..XD
It's not wrong to use smileys..T_T
Dont blame me..Smileys are cute..=)
wee!XD
I miss my uncle..Hurm..
"Still standing here..=)"
I miss you..
Where are you?
Why am I still afraid to talk to you..
Haiyy..Memories will be memories.
Somehow, I wish to recreate them..=D
7:03 PM
~Strawberry Avalanche~
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Do you remember?I need to know..=) Everyone has problems.. Nobody is perfect..Not even the Earth..=)
I've came across with people with different personalities and characteristics..
So, now, there is a number of people who thinks that they are the ONLY ones who face problems...
They fuss so much about it when they can take that time to slowly find a solution..
These people annoys me..
When they have problems, they think that their so-called worlds are coming to an end..
They start complaining yet they dont take up the first step to solve their problems..
I am not saying that they should not share their problems with anyone..
Just that, they expect others to help them to get through their problems...
But, they dont try to solve their problems..
People around them are only capable to help and to give advice..
And not being them to go through their problems..
Besides, when others give advice, they turn deaf..
They create all sorts of nonsense saying that they cant do this and that..
Oh c'mon..Reasons..just smart enough to come out with reasons...It's because they are not trying and they fail..
It's not like I dont wanna help these people..
But, they just dont accept the fact that I cant take over their positions and go through their problems..
If they are so afraid of facing problems, and yet they cant even help themselves, please..just run away from problems..and dont face the world..
And let the others call you weak and a coward..
I am not being mean or what..
But, sometimes, these people need to know the truth..
Nothing is impossible..
Unless, you tell youself that you're useless..and you keep on demotivating yourself..
Sorry for being mean and what so ever..
But, now, it kinda irritates me..
Not once or twice..But, it happened many times..=)
I have limited patience too..
All I can do is motivate..That's all..
I have a life to continue..
One must gain confidence..
Not by waiting for someone to gain that confidence back..=)
FREAK..=)
So to those out there, if you meet these people..be kind to them..maybe for the first phase..Guide them..Try..If it fails..Try again..Until you cant..
If it continues. *tembak* lar..XDThey need to know that they are not the only ones who have problems.=)
And not like they cant solve the problems..
They can..But, they lose themselves somewhere..=.=
Jealousy..
Sigh..
That strong feeling..Comes and goes..
All the time..Nobody should feel that way..
But, it will be a lie if one admits he/she never felt that way before..=P
It's human's nature..
Jealousy brings nothing good..
It kills..=)
It brings anger..and revenge...
It makes one loses control of him/herself..
But, it's hard to get rid..
It depends on how one controls that feeling..
it's never easy..you feel jealous on things that you want or things you have..or things you once had..
Will power is important..=)
Just ignore..=) Although, it's hard and it hurts a lot..
Well, like I said before..
Nothing is easy...and..it's not impossible either..;)
That's all for now..=)
P/S= Topic for today, "kiss".=O kisses are like drugs..=P
"It's gonna take some time to patch things up..Just slowly..I know I can"

So, I heard you have MSSPP..=)
But, I am afraid to wish you good luck..
Just why?
It brings back memories of last year..
I am a coward..sigh.=(
But, I am still hoping and praying for your achievement.
And I am going to wish you all the best here..
Please do your best..Because right now, all I can think of is your victory..=)
10:51 PM
~Earth hour 2010~
PLEASE SUPPORT EARTH HOUR 2010!!..=)
SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS FROM 8.30PM TO 9.30PM.
JUST AN HOUR..
WONT AFFECT MUCH,RIGHT?..=)
VOTE FOR EARTH!!
SAVE EARTH FROM GLOBAL WARMING..=)
PLAY YOUR PART..;)
12:05 AM
~There's Nothing Left to Hide~
Friday, March 26, 2010
Conversation has run dry,That's what's going on..March is ending..April is coming..It's gonna be a busy month..Yeap..I am pretty sure..I am gonna be stressed out again.=( [even my period came early..sigh]
extra classes..uwaa!..=(
anyway..I find that adults are cute at times.=P
The way they tease each other, is some what funny and cute..
They somehow find ways to reply each other..although the answers are stupid at times..=P
And..!! XD they are somehow childish at times.=P
one day I will be adult too..=P
And most probably, I'll laugh at myself that time..=P
I just found out the meaning of "heck"..
Kinda like a shocking discovery.hurm.
usually..when something goes wrong and you say out "what the heck?!" so loudly..=P
so, heck..what does it mean?
nahh~..=P
you cant find that word in the dictionary..
It's actually a combination of two words..=P
guess what?
it's actually a combination of "hell" and "f*ck"..
take the first two letters from the word "hell" and the last two letters from the word "f*ck" and tadaa~~~ there you go.. "heck"..xD
so now, I'll think twice when I say "heck" out loud..
because, it's two times the sin when you combine the two words together..O.O
thanks Rachel for the info..=P
Awesome..That's all I can say..
The first and the last one..is always awesome!
wee!!
xD
[An"gle" lyn said wan..=P]
I think...
I am insane*full stop!* wee!!XD
Sharyn and Rachel..
do you know, I rather seduce a wall?=)
lalalala!XD
And Angie sayang..=P
i love to hug pillars! wee! XD
I am obsessed with non-living things..=)
Yes..I am crazy.=)
Hurm..
Gonna be a short update for now..
Nothing is on my mind on what to update right now..=)
"My heart skips a beat..=)"
You took my heart away..=X
I am afraid to approach you..
Please dont blame me..I have no idea why too..sigh..=(
2:16 PM
~Whisper~
Monday, March 22, 2010
If falling in love is as easy as learning ABC,Then, I would have fallen deep for many guys..=)But sadly, I didnt?=P
Hurm..Love ..Some mistaken it as a "crush"..=)
Crush doesnt last long..
Some people go around and say "I love *tuut*" XD
But love is everlasting..XD
oh crap..I'm blaming this on Camy~..=P
[paham2 lar what I mean right?=P]
Love and like are two different things..
I like cucumber..but I love tomatoes..XD
okay..whatever I am crapping lar..=)
Main thing is..
I am actually confused.=)
Who cares?XD I wanna express myself here..=)
Sometimes, I really do wonder if I deserve all those from you..
What have I done to get such treatments from you?
Why did you even forgive me for every mistake I made?
And to even guided me through anything?
You taught me when I was in the wrong..
You forgave and forgot all my mistakes..
and also you gave me such attention..
Why did you give me so many chances?
When you knew I was such a jerk?
Honestly, I love all the times when you scolded me..=)
I realised how stupid and silly I was...
The guilt comes suddenly.
Why did I treat you in such way?
And yet, you didnt even sound a word?
It hurts badly now..
Words cant be as powerful as my actions..
So, how can I show that I am very sorry?
I owe you a very big thanks..for always being there.=) I am glad..I met you in this road..
I owe you an apology..
And I dont think I deserve any apologies from you..
I dont find any point for you to forgive me anymore for now..
In fact,I think I am still a jerk to you..
It's gonna take a long time to erase that thought..=)
It's okay if you dont forgive me..I've taken the fact to carry this guilt in me until the day I finally get tired...
P/s= I love you pal..=) Friends forever..!
Just one day...
SAYANG!! I love you..XD hugs!
"Someday, somewhere,sometime"
Do you think of me at night?
Honestly, please tell me..=)
10:00 PM
~Rise and Shine~
Sunday, March 21, 2010
wee!XDback to school tomorrow!!I cant believe one week went by just like that!..O.Osigh~..Wont be blogging that often anymore..=)So sorry peeps! XD Do stay-tuned!!..=)"It's too big, I just cant quit~"Seeing you tomorrow..
Hurm
Good or bad?
10:52 PM
~Wanted~
Saturday, March 20, 2010
WANTED!!
Spotted 7 teenagers hanging out at Gurney on 19th of March..
They are about 15 to 17 years old..2 boys and 5 girls..
Too many crimes done by them..
Pictures of them are too blurry to be uploaded..
Crime 1: They were as if drunk at Gurney Drive..Around 9.20pm..Crime 2: They were taking random pictures..
Taking pictures of their shadows on the rocks..
And also shadows on the pavement..Passers-by were looking and staring at them..
Some saw two cute dogs and started going "aww..so cute! Take a picture of them"
Crime 3: Spotted one teenager..Standing on something where people sit on..And hugging a tree while looking out for bus..
Crime 4: They were making too much noises by laughing..tsk tsk tsk
Crime 5: Some kinda scared a small boy..
Crime 6: One of them went "aww..look..there's a dog in the car..*waves*"
Crime 7: Some were caught dancing by the roadside while waiting for bus like cannibals around a fire..
If anyone of you out there spotted these teenagers on 19th March 2010, please inform the blogger immediately..
If you found them anywhere, inform the blogger too..
I wish to interview you..
Reward...
ONE Mentos mint..not tube..
Thanks for cooperating ..=P
Wee! XD ignore the so called crimes..=P Just for fun lar..=)
Cheers~
"I want to be your favourite hello and hardest goodbye"
It's not the same without you..
I thought of you in the bus..
I thought of everything you told me before..
Looking at the spaces between your fingers..
I once fit my fingers between those spaces...
1:49 PM
~Only For You!~
Just one last time,That's all I'm asking for..=)So, here's a quick update on what I've been doing this whole week..=)My one week school holiday..The best so far..;)Hurm..xDSo, on the first and second day, nothing much happened lar..=POn Monday, I went to school to decorate some stuffs in the morning..Pretty boring day for me..Oh well...xDOn Tuesday..Whoaaa..=P One of the tiring days of the week..Went to school from 10 am to 2pm.=PHad musical meeting..Later on, we came out with an unplanned outing..=pSwee Honn, Rachel, Joshua, Sharyn, Ammala and I walked to McDonald's in Sungai Dua to have our lunch..Then, Sharyn and Ammala left us there and headed to Queensbay..Later, I cant remember who, but somebody suggested to go Infinity..So, I was like "okay..Let's go"..In Infinity, we settled down with our computers...Coincidentally, all our computers couldn't function well..When we clicked on any programmes, the cursors couldn't move at all..=.="Got so fed up..Thought of playing games there..Ended up, we were fb-ing with each other..=P [call us lame or whatever.=P]After that, we headed to Baskin Robbin's..=PPampered myself with a kid's cone..=P hehe.=P Oh yea..My ice-cream dropped..=(But, luckily, it didnt drop on the floor lar..It was on the desk..=Pand and!!XDAngelyn!! =P I risked my life because I wanted to text you..wee! XD just joking lar..=)I love you so much dear..=)It was around 4 something we headed to Tesco Extra..We asked our parents to pick us up there..My dad came around 5.30pm..Went back, bathed and came out again..Had dinner then headed to Joel's house for our Moral project..=PShould I mention this? I think I should..=PWe agreed to meet each other at 8pm..and finish our project at 9.30pm..Guess what time we started our project?=P9pm!!..we waited for one member for an hour..=P *ahem* guess who lar..=PBut, we finished our project quite fast..=)wee!!..=)Headed home and online..wee!XD oh..and suddenly, the electricity was cut off..=.=""I ran away from where I sat..I wonder why..XD
[the first person I thought was *you*..=) I remember the times you were there when there were lightnings and thunders..I miss you]
Wednesday was the most tiring day ever..Went to abigail's house at 12pm..Did our Civic project..until 4.30pm..=)I have to agree, it was actually fun although tiring lar..=PI hope our project turns out well..A lot of accidents..=PSome people cut themselves..=pA lot of funny moments..especially while taking pictures for our civic folio..=PA lot of frustrated moments..especially when I couldnt get the sponges into places..~~ xD Washing the floor was fun!!.=PErm..Then, we ate spaghetti..=PAbigail's mum cooked for us..=)It was good! yeap2!!..=)After 5pm, Abigail had to leave..So left only me, Eunice,Nhiva and Joel..Eunice left first..Then left the 3 of us..We met Angelyn at the lobby..=PWe chatted and..it turned out to be a debate..pfft..=P Then, Nhiva left..Left Angelyn, Joel and me..Angelyn went back home to bathe later..Then, I went for dinner and family..oh and also with that guy..XDAfter that, straight went to tuition..from 7pm to 10pm..sigh..I was so tired...Yawned a few times..Closed my eyes when sir was teaching..=P And..Fine..=PThere was an unforgettable incident..yea..it happened to me..=PAt least it kept me awake for the next hour..=P I.fell.off.the.chair. happy?=P I cant remember the last time I fell off the chair..XD so embarassing lar..=( Sigh.Thursday..was the boring day for this week lar..=)Woke up..Watched tv..ate b'fast..Just like normal day lar..=PIn the afternoon, did a lil homework..Then at night, had tuition..=POnline again after tuition..And..slept..=PFriday was the bomb~..=Phaha..xD I think I'll update that in another different post..=)Because it's going to be a very long one..;)So, I hope it doesnt bore you..Holiday is ending..This is no good..=(haha..xDAnyway..Cheers for now!!.."One time..."because it wasnt working out..
that's what you tell everyone..
But, why wasnt it working out?
It haunts me until now..
12:36 AM
~Goal~
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Christmas wasnt merry,14 February,not one of them spent with you...Justin Bieber- One less lonely girl [wee! love love..~XD]exactly like how I had experienced before..;)Ambition..A word that scares me every time one asks..because, I have no particular ambition that I really want..=)
Everyone has a different ambition..
From psychiatrist to physiologist to pharmacist to teacher to anything else..=P
I thought of becoming a teacher..
But thinking about some of the nerve-wrecking students..urgh.=P [no offense] XD
I think I better not be a teacher..=)
Unless, I'm left with no choice lar..=)
Think positive..
Being a teacher can be fun!..=P
I love to share information..oh well..=)
Once..when I was a kid, I thought of being a policewoman..
I thought of going to crime scenes..
Catching thieves and do everything a police does..
And of course, I once thought that the police uniform was quite cool..=P
The uniform was the main reason I thought of becoming a police.=P
Later on, I thought of becoming a lawyer..
Why?
Mainly because of my mum..=P
She kinda asked me to be a lawyer..
Since the earning is very good..
So I was like "OK! I wanna be a lawyer!!"
But!! Back then, I didnt know what a lawyer is..=.=
I didnt know how much a lawyer needs to read..
All the laws and everything..
It's definitely a NO for me because I dont like reading too much..=P
Besides, I dont like the outfit of a lawyer..xD Silly much?
Next, I wanted to be a doctor..
Why?
because I thought of saving sick people..=P
People who are in need of help...
And of course, because of the outfit too..=P
Doctors have cool outfits kayyy..XD
And also, the pay is good..=P
Until I had phobia towards blood =P
Besides that, I thought of becoming a surgeon the same time too..
But thinking about the way I conduct an operation..
I will faint there..=)
Most probably, the patient will die..XD
And also...
Since I have phobia towards blood..[as in..like a lot?]
Then, until form 4, I've decided what I really want..=)
There was once, I got a lecture from my aunt on the phone..=P
Because I have no ambition..
But I know, which area I want..=)
So the area is???
Engineering..hek2..=P [go on and tease all you want..=(]
reasons?
I love calculations..=)
Not too much stuffs to read..
It's all about observing..
honestly, I enjoy doing all these things..=)
I stay awake during physics, add math and math classes in school..
I never get bored during those lessons..=)
unlike...reading biology..@_@ [no offense kayy..=)]
I have a VERY bad connection with biology..sigh..=(
I kinda envy those who have interest in biology..=)
What kind of engineering?
First priority is civil engineering..=)
Second priority is chemical engineering...[it involves a lil of biology but mostly on chemistry and physics]
Third will be E and E engineering..
Fourth, computer science..which is kinda though for me..
Most important is getting a scholarship...*sigh*
Decision making is hard..sigh..
I went through brochures taken by Sharyn the other day..
I was kinda confused..=X
I wasnt sure of what to take...
And what suits me most..
[sorry..too much braggings..=P]
Finally, I've decided on civil engineering.=)
What's civil engineering actually?
I wikipedia-d it..=P
To me, it's kinda interesting lar..=)
Civil engineering is a professional engineering discipline that deals with the design, construction and maintenance of the physical and naturally built environment, including works such as bridges, roads, canals, dams and buildings. It is traditionally broken into several sub-disciplines including environmental engineering, geotechnical engineering, structural engineering, transportation engineering, municipal or urban engineering, water resources engineering, materials engineering, coastal engineering, surveying, and construction engineering. Civil engineering takes place on all levels: in the public sector from municipal through to federal levels, and in the private sector from individual homeowners through to international companies.
What's your decision to your future?=)
It's all up to you..=)
Be comfortable with what you really want..
And work hard for it..
Achieve your dream!.=)
Never give up..
"One day, I know we'll be apart.."
I owe you an apology..
Just wish you will forgive me..
But, what have I done to deserve that apology?
I was such an as*hole to you..
In fact, why did you treat me so good back then?I am curious..
I am curious
10:25 PM
~One Time~
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Did you realise?That this year will be our last year to actually experience the first day of school?~Joel Thum~It was a very random question by him..Oh well..When we were doing our not-so-successful civic project[for now..=P], we were so fed-up already..So we started asking random questions..Nhivashni, Abigail and Eunice were there..Soon Wei and Jia Jun? They went back early..wtheck..=.="What Joel said was right..It's gonna be our last year in school..I am gonna miss the first day in school..Sadly, the first day of school this year went by already..=)And it was very tiring..because I wasnt in class most of the time..But!!I still experienced my first day of school the last time..The laziness that held me back to sleep..The tired eyes..The pale face..The moody feeling I had..The yawnings in class..The chit-chats early in the morning..Oh well, I wont experience it anymore.hurm..=)I'm gonna miss it..Mainly because, after form 5, most of us will be in college..And college life is definitely different than secondary school life..=)There's no more reserving places for your friends..There's no more choosing the place you like and sit there for the rest of the year..
There's no more rushing up to the class so that others wont take the place you want..
There's no more yellings from you asking your friends to reserve place for you when you're still at the assembly square..
I'm gonna miss those moments..=(8 more months till I leave school..oh well..=)This is life..wee!=)Cant wait for tomorrow..Yeah!!Finally! *hearts* "Drenched in vanilla twilight"It's funny how u dont look at me anymore..
It's funny how you treat me now than we were before..
Sometimes I wonder, did you actually act all these so that I can move on?
And hurt me more in the process of healing?
because, the more you hurt me, the more I feel numb..
10:40 PM
~There'll Still be Hopes~
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
"I got 82 4 add math!! from 16 to 24, from 24 to 48, from 48 to 70, n now from 70 to 82!!"
~Partibhan~
Good job there Partibhan..=)I am actually..very happy for you..And in fact, I'm sure most of us are happy of your achievements..You finally achieved what you've been wanting all the while..Yesh..I am hoping for the best for you too..=)The thing I'm trying to say is without efforts there wont be success..There are no shortcuts to success..=)Partibhan here, he was working his butt of for add math..I could see that when I was in the same class with him..He constantly asked teachers and friends add math questions when he didnt know how to solve them..He didnt give up although he failed many times..He gave his 101% in getting good results for add math..He showed his determination..And that amuses me..And his hard work? well, it does pay off at the end right?=) His achievement is enough to satisfy him..I know that..=) Giving up is not an option to any one out there..Because, there's still a light at the end of a tunnel..=)There's still a hope..In everything you do, if something holds you back, are you going to give up what you've been doing all the while?If pushing your responsibilities to others is your choice, are you showing that you're strong and capable?Do you think that people would ever trust you ever again?To me, it's a big NO..=)If you were to take up a responsibility, complete it..=)If one gives u a responsible, take that responsibility..It might be heavy..It might be harsh..But take it this way.Every responsibility will teach you to be tougher in life..To be more matured.. To be more open-minded..To know more about something.. To be wiser..It's okay if you cant handle one responsibility all by yourself..There are others to back you up..So, do you still feel like giving up?=)hurm..
I aint giving up on my hopes yet.=)
P/S=Will update soon about my unplanned outing today..=)"I wish you were here...."*giving out the biggest sigh ever*
I wish you were here!!..=(
I wanna cry so badly..
Yet, I am too tired to think about it anymore..=(
I miss you..That's all I know..
gahh..crappppppp...
11:27 PM
~Vanilla Twilight~
Monday, March 15, 2010
Sometimes I feel so free,Sometimes I feel so empty,Is this life without you?If it is I don't wanna continue,Memories we had,Those are the times I never regret.I would love to look up at the sky again,Confidence I shall gain,I'll find a way,And find the light rays.Where are you?Because I'll be thinking of you tonight..=)Yes, I know together we can go through..Because, we are now in the same situation..I'll always have your back...Dont worry.."My vanilla twilight...=) "You and I..
Something I still have faith on..lol?XD
6:07 PM
~One Less Lonely Girl~

Free me,
From this misery..
I cant believe it..@_@
That holiday is such a busy time for me..whoaa..
It's worse than school days..sigh..because..I have projects to do..=(
Sigh..
Anyway..Today I went to school.=P
I was kinda satisfied lar with the results of decorating something wee!..=)
Thanks so much Fatin!..=)
Hurm..Oh well..
Who do you support for American Idol?=P
I have mine already..aww!!..=)
haha..XD
the name is [Aaron Kelly=P].
shhhhh..=P
I wanna find my friends..
I wanna talk 2 them..sobs..=(
Anyway.=P
Go listen 2 Justin Bieber- One Less lonely Girl..
[See angie..I am promoting for you..=P]
There are so many things I want right now..hurm..=P
1) I wanna go swimming with Sharyn and the girls!..=P [Sharyn..see see! I wanna go swimming with you..bt u ..u...laughed..T_T]
2) i wanna hang out with them too!..=P
3) I want my camera fixed..T_T
4) To get the true "me" back.=) [I need some time to think!!..sigh..=(]
5) I wanna scream as loud as I can! Yesh I need that! I need to scream some names..I just need to!!..=(
6) I want ice-cream..=)
7) I want to know something so badly..Sigh..I guess I wont ad lar..Stupid me..=)
8) I want my cousins!!..=)
9) I wanna go shopping!!
10) I want food..=P
Tadaa~~ So random I know..=)
P/S= Angie! Someone merajuk at u horrr?=P lalala...that someone called me le..=P muahaha.XD dnt be jealous..=p I know you are *wink2*..=P
"My wish is still not fulfilled.=)" Why just why..
Do I keep thinking of you..hurm..=(
4:05 PM
~One Step to Reality~
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I've changed?What about you?
Holiday has started..and one day has gone..=(another 7 days to go..nooo!!!!..
I dont wanna go back to school..awwww....=(
Hurm..anyway.
I would like to have comments from you readers about the pictures above *points*..
I was bored..after cutting papers...so....
those were actually left overs...=)
And a lil editing on the pix, tadaa!! XD my so called artwork.=P
Please leave comments yea..=) thanks for your feedbacks..ahem.XD
So..As I always wanted, a DSLR..
hurm..I know..it's expensive..
and..what does it have to do to a teenage girl like me?sigh..=(
I know I know..I am too young to have one..It's okay..
One day..just one day, I'll own one!..=P
Although I love to take pictures around me, but it's okay..
I'll survive with my digital camera..=)
Hey, the picture quality isnt that bad right?XD
Hurm.Sometimes...I would like to start my whole secondary school life again.=)
I cant believe it's March already..and I have like..8 months left to spend whatever time I have with my friends in school?
Sigh..=( Time does fly..
I remember my first day to BJ school..
Blur blur blur..that's all I can say..=P
I got lost on the first week of school?like errr...seriously??XD
definately awkward too..being the new student in that school..=)
But things went well after that.. Got to know many friends..afterall, my form 1 life didnt turn out horrible as I thought it would be..;)
Secondary school life is definately more challenging, different and fun compared to primary school life..
Did I mention about the amount of homework yet?
I dont wanna say about that..=p
And also the amount of projects and folios? hurm..=)
Form 2 was a lil' like a bitter sweet year for me..=)
I was..oh well..Not such a good student back then..;)
I admit I was immatured..yeap..I was.=P
I was playful..I was like a *tuut* screaming here and there..
Thinking about it is kinda embarassing..XD
Hurm..what else..end of form 2 was a lil' hard for me..
To face some "truths"..It was hard..real hard.=)
Form 3 was like heaven to me..=)
Nothing seemed wrong that year.
Everything went on smoothly..
I had such great memories..With friends,family..etc..=)
Although I had to sit for PMR that year, but truthfully, being 15 was the best to me..=)
Too much memories.
Just too much to be forgotten..=)
Form 4? Hurm..many ups and downs..=)
Too much pressure..
Too much stress..
Wasted too much time crying..
oh well..XD
Wasnt a honeymoon year for me..=)
Form 3 left a big impact on me..Too much leisure after PMR..lalalala..XD
Too much having fun..Too much distractions..
Hurm..Form 4 was kinda like a life changing experience to me..
Changed a lot in terms of thinking..
But for once, I actually felt like a family with "them"
I think I've gone insane..=P
Form 5? Hurm..=)
There are spaces for memories to be created..So far...I enjoy myself in form 5..
EXCEPT!..on the amount of homework and projects..=P Apart from that, nothing bad happened yet..=P
Let this year be the best year of my secondary school life..
Let it be filled with colours..
cheers!!
"Catch a falling star..."
Do I ever cross your mind?
Or am I just someone whom you dont know anymore?
Hurm..=)
12:59 AM
~Dont Stop~
Friday, March 12, 2010
"So, you rather skip tuition class just to study for monthly test,
rather than getting good results for SPM?"
-Abdul Aziz-
Right..=PGood point there though, Aziz..Hurm..But to be honest to you, I agree with your statement..=PExactly! This is just the first monthly test..=.="It doesnt make any difference if we fail any subjects..=Xmost important is the trial right? And Oh-the-painful SPM..=(But still, I know I have to do my best.That is not to fail any subjects..=)Hurm..Finally, the first monthly test is over..Fuhh! XD three days of torture?hurm..=PThere wasnt any breathing space for me this whole week..No tv for one week! ahh!!XD the pain..=.="Finally, I can have my tv privilege back..muahaha! XDAnd also, going online till the wee hours..;)Three days of torture was like three weeks..Sigh..=( But overall, the test was okay lar..Lesson learnt...Never study last minute..=P ya lar ya lar..XDI always tell myself that..pfft..I know it doesnt work on me..=) Whatever right?XDin three days..I've skipped tuition classes..TWICE!! twice I tell you..TWICE!!..=.=""What a waste of money..pfft.=POh!Guess what was my bedtime story for this week..You wont believe it..;)I bet! XDhurm..let me tell you lar..dont crack your head..=.=""It was....biology...or chemistry!! yay! XDEvery night, I read bio or chem, I never failed to fall asleep..;)Yeap..It feels so good to read chem or bio before you sleep..very soothing..XDAnd the next morning, you wake up, and you can ACTUALLY remember what you've read the night before..cool eh?XDTry this more often..=PIf you dislike bio or chem to be your bed time story, try history instead..;) I give u a..erm..99% guarantee that you'll fall asleep..XDHurm..Today..Was the best day.=)Before chemistry paper, I was "studying" with Sharyn..At the corridor..fuyoohhh..=)It was so peaceful there..;)Nobody bothered to disturb us..hekhek..XDAnd, Sharyn, ahem2..=POkay..I admit I was a lil' unconscious that time..=)Both of us were studying chemistry.and asking each other about chemistry questions..and then..jeng jeng jeng...XDI asked a very random question..."Wanna go swimming ah?"We both laughed..XD Because it has nothing to do with chemistry..=PWe discussed about ahem2 lar..And after that, got lar..P & C stuffs.=Ptsk tsk tsk..XDHurm..besides that, last week was a very rough week for me.I know..I had too many rough weeks..=PHurm..last week.. a lot of events happened..
Not sweet ones..But bitter ones..hurm..
Some of you might know..But, thanks for being there and cheering me up..=)Especially webcam-ing with Sharyn..=P [paham2 lar kan?XD]Staying back after school was fun..=PFor the musical thingy and temenggung practice..;)Had Aku Janji tingy last Saturday..I duwan to janji anything lar..=(Sigh..It's though..But, one thing about that day was I took a lot of candid photos..muahahah..=PShould I upload them?I guess not..pity lar ..XDAnyway, one-week holiday is here!fun here I come! muahahha!XDBut, holiday wont be holiday for me this time..hurmm..=(Many things to do..Most probably, I'll be in school almost everyday..hek hek..=PCant wait to hang out with them again..I miss hanging out with all of you.Oh i am so excited!!..=)Hurm..sometimes..I stop myself from reading Sejarah or Biology because..Both subjects bring lots of memories when I was in form 3..;)I shall end my post here..;)Stay-tuned!! "I'm not surprised..;)"
What am I suppose to do?
When the best part of me is gone?
I'm falling to pieces..
Deleted.breakeven..
3:47 PM
About The Blogger♠
Her name is
Li Ean.
This shall be her
short and sweet introduction.
These are the
little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on
12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt
~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote :
I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥
Wanna know me more? Feel free to ask~=)
★★I Wish Upon A Star★★
Wishlist.
** A Big Wardrobe of Clothes and Shoes =P **
** A Car **
** A Vacation to Europe and Korea =)**
** First Class Honour XD **
** A Fairytale =) **
Beginning My Past ♠
Started in Year 2008
Why?
[My Blog is A Getaway]
[To Express And Share My Thoughts]
[To Have My Memories and Past Events To Be Written Down Somewhere]
[To Have My Personal Space Without Being Interfered]
[Midnight Rants]
[To Capture The Right Moment]
[I Love To Write Once A While]