~Before It's Too Late~
Friday, February 26, 2010

Let the rain fall, Let the tears fall...
To regret after something is done is too late...
Appreciate what you have now before it's gone before your eyes..
I regret once after my mistake..But, what else can I do to undo that mistake?
I was too late..
And, I've learnt to appreciate every single thing around me..especially those people around me..
To forgive and forget easily..
You might never know that someone important to you, will be gone forever..
And, you might not have the chance to say or do anything anymore..
Forget quickly..cry if you want to..
but, life is too short to waste it by crying...
"I never told you, I just held it in..Now I have no chance to tell you anymore.."
Trying to forget you..
Is the hardest thing ever..
4:23 PM
~Your Smile~
Monday, February 22, 2010
I thought I'm okay,
But my actions have spoken.
I'm gonna miss CNY this year.
Although it was simple.. yet, I felt the love between my family members.
The laughters I had together with my cousins whom I can only see once a year.
My cute lil' 6 year old cousin who had all my attention and love during CNY.
The moment I made her cry.
The moment I learnt how to play Siamese Blackjack.
The moment I was interested to gamble..poker and blackjack...
The moment I had when I went for visiting in Taiping. Splendid although the long hours I had there.. Yet, the weather was extreme there..
The time I spent my time doing my freaking folio when I can enjoy my CNY..=.="
The moment I ran around the playgroud trying to keep an eye on my cousins.
The moment I played on the swing after many years.. Brings back childhood memories..
The simple dinner we had on New Year's Eve..
The day I said "goodbye" to my grandma that was going back to Shah Alam...
The day I had a crappy talk with Camy that lasted for more than an hour..@_@
There are too many events to be listed..
Just.. a simple CNY..=)
But.. I just have to say.."that feeling" has been going on and off this week..
I am confused..
Memories..ahh..=)
I love them...
much love..hugs to all of you...
I miss the moments in Genting with "THEM"..
Too much memories..
Too much hopes..
Finally..
numb...
"Some tears never dry..."
It's okay..
I dont mind if you care or not..
But, I will always remember you..
everytime a sad song comes to my playlist, I cry.. thinking abt you..
and what happened between us..
everything will eventually fade away..
but, the feeling I have for you.. will never fade..
11:58 PM
~Freed~
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Lepaskanlah,
apa-apa yang terpendam di dalam hati..
Sometimes...
It is best for you to spill out everything you've been keeping in your heart for some time..
It's best to share some of your problems with people around you..
Try to get their advices. Try to be optimistic about life..
Don't just keep every problem to yourself.
You might suffer from depression most of the time.
And you wont be happy about life anymore..
Oh crap..XD
yeah.I'm crapping a lot nowadays...=)
But, to be honest..nobody in this world is actually happy-go-lucky..
i'm sure every single one of us here has a problem..
Which you cant really solve it now..Or perhaps, you are trying to solve it..
Nobody's perfect..
Nobody's like a robot..with no feelings or emotions..
Everyone faces their tough times..
And nobody had ever said life is easy..
Even I have my own problems..
I do share my problems with my friends.
And I feel good about sharing my problems with my friends..
At least, I get some point of views from them..
Problems are never easy to be solved..
And it's only YOU can do the solving..
Perhaps, you might find it embarrassing to share your problems..
But remember, you are not the only one having problem..=)
So, just share yours..
That's all for my update this time..=)
Cry if you really need to..
You'll feel better.
But, life is too short to waste your time too much by crying..
laugh more..smile more..and live life to the fullest..=)
like there's no tomorrow..that's life..=)
appreciate what you have..
you might not have the best of everything..but make the best of everything you have..=)
cheers!!
I love all of you..=)
"Let it be...Cause I have no more strength.."
As days go by.
I wait for your messages.
Day and night..
Even if it's one simple message, I am delighted..
But, when was the last time you actually messaged me?
i miss you..
2:00 PM
~There's Nothing Else I Can Say~
Monday, February 15, 2010

CNY this year..oh well..it's kinda simple this year..
not many relatives came down to penang..=(
But still, it's memorable lar..=)
having my grandma here..
few of my cuzins down Penang..=)
hurm..1st day was tiring..because I didnt have enough sleep.=P
Fine lar..I sleep a lot..so wat?=P
2nd day was..phew!XD
sweaty=P
will update more soon!!.=)
So stay tuned!!!..=)
"But, there's ONE THING i really wanna say..=P"
I look at the stars that night..
And I thought of you..
What happened?
11:57 PM
~Happy Chinese New Year 2010! ~
Saturday, February 13, 2010

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010!!
MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!
HAVE A ROARING NEW YEAR!!
MAY THIS YEAR FILLED WITH JOY,SUCCESS AND HAPPINESS!!
GOOD LUCK AHEAD!!
and also~~~
happy valentine's day to all of you..=P
says hu valentine's day is only for couples?=P
hurm..=P
have a great valentine's day..wheather ur single or attached lar.=P
enjoy every single moment..=P
happy birthday to all valentine's day babies...
XD
my dear Nhiva.your 17 ad..=P
dnt play play ad..XD
happy birthday to Jay Sern too..=)
and also to Weng Yee and Weng Tatt..=)
May you have a spledid birthday..
May this year bring lots of memories..=)
Good luck in everything you do lar.=)
anywayy..XD
here's a quick update.=P
She surprised me when she knows how to sing "Sweetest Dream-Beyonce" and also "Nobody-Wonder Girls"..
O.O
I'm gonna miss her real badly..=(
Sigh~~.
She's having a bad headache now..=(
I love her..=)
She's my smart brat.=P
"What do you want from me?=)"
Missing you..
But, I hope u dont know..=)
When you have problems, I feel worried..Hurm..o.O
9:53 PM
~Straight to my heart~
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Did i see that?
Or was it just your act?
CNY is coming!!
and guess what?
I'm down wit sickness! yay! XD the joy...=P
lost concentration in scul for 2 consecutive days..=(
got better on Friday..=)
anyway..
my grandma and my little spoilt brat, Siew Quin are in Penang!! yay!XD
sorry lar.. I'm excited to see them..can only see them once a year..=(
*sigh*
here are some pictures to feed your eyes..=P
Dont be surprised..=P
And they are in random order..=)

:+: Daddy and bro..tsk tsk tsk.=P guysss..XD :+:
:+: Siew Quin and grandma! =) :+:
:+: Bro and I :+:
:+: Natural :+:
:+: Madness..XD :+:
:+: Promoting "Colgate" =P :+::+: Randomness =P :+:
:+: Smileeeee...:+:
:+: Hor..Looking at what?XD :+::+: o>.
:+: Crazy fella :+:
:+: I love her..muacksss..=) :+:
:+: Adorableeeee...=) :+:
:+: Tsk tsk tsk..She bullied me~~XD :+:
:+: She said "why our eyes so small wan???" I replied "Let's make our eyes big big lar..=) " :+:Adious!! =)
"Numb is the feeling I have..=) "
Hurm..
Jealousy kills..
But, the more I feel it, the more I feel numb..
Yet, I still have "that feeling"..
Blame my stupidity..=)
5:07 PM
~Silent mode~
Monday, February 8, 2010

Maybe it's true,
Or maybe it's just my stupidity...
Yeah! Finished my oral! for BM and English~ woots!! XD
I dont have to stress myself in those anymore..hoho..=P
BM oral was terrible for me.. Ish..XD
I screwed the whole thing..As expected lar..*sigh*
Now, I can concentrate on my folio to work on..and also..my moral kerja amal..
pfft..=(
So many things to do, in just ONE week..Sigh~.. Hope I can finish the folio and kerja amal before CNY.. I'm gonna be really busy..Sigh~..=(
Time management..?crap..=P
I feel dumb..
for what happened on Saturday..
Gahh..=.=""
I feel like an ass..Sobs..=(
So silly lar..I shoudnt have done that right?
Whatever lar now..Crap..
Keep falling for you~Wee! That song is stucked in my head..
Thanks to Saranyah~~..=P
Been singing that song almost the whole day.
That explains why it rained today~ yay!XD
Hurm..Today's karate training..
was fun..
But I lost focus?
I love writing to express myself now..
oh well..
Sharyn dear looked lost during training..=P
Was so worried of her..XD So moody..
X makan pun..=P
I'm just SO TIRED of MYSELF..
Grhhh!!..
It's really my stupidity..
Ahh~ The anxiety is killing me..
Oh please tell me fast.=(
"I believe in destiny, as always.."
Just, why do I do that?=)
It's killing me....
because, you make me weak..
Physically and mentally..
You arent here..
And that's the difference..
And that's why i cant move on.=)
9:13 PM
~Two Is Better Than One~
Friday, February 5, 2010
:+: RAWR! Fear Me..=P :+:Where are you?
I've been searching high and low...
So, this year..is the year of the tiger..
what are my plans on CNY?=P simple..XD
1st and 2nd day of CNY, visitings..
then the rest, I'll be doing my projects and homework..
oh yeah!! the joy..=P
okay lar.. I'm not complaining.. In fact, I actually feel like doing something rather than rotting.=P
I wont be home most of the time..
Most probably.. I'll be at... *tuut*'s house..=P
Duwan to tell..XD
secret..=X
anywayyyy..
Two is better than one!
wee! boys like girls~ Ahh! I love this song lar..
I duno why..
But, I'm obsessed with it..=)
phew~~ tmr's merentas desa day..
Bt, i'm not running..
Aww?=)
I have some other things to do..
Besides, I cant run..
*dush*
I sprained my foot in the evening?
ish~..=(
Why must this always happen when CNY is coming?
sigh..=(
I hope it'll heal lar b4 CNY..
I dont wanna limp when I go for visitings right??=P
Been having mood swings lately..
sigh..
I hate myself too..=(
Went out with the girls again just now..=P
Fun~~.
bt. diz time, we didnt laugh so much..aww?XD
i duno why oso..
=P
more to serious talkings, perhaps?
hurmmm..=)
that's all for now lar..
I am so tired..Headache..=)
I have tuition later..woots!
Add math..~
Looking forward for the math quiz..
Bt i know I wont make it through the second round..=P
lalalala..XD
Still, I'm hoping for the best lar..
This CNY, I'm gonna study math!..XD [like i will..say oni lar..=P]
"Maybe it's true...Maybe it's just another illusion of the heart..Maybe, I should take a step forward..=) "
And the feeling strikes back..
The feeling of missing you..
And wanting you to be in the class although the fact is you're no longer mine..
I want your presence..
6:17 PM
~2 Fast 2 Furious~
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
:+: No I never told you..I guess, I never will..=) .:+:What have you been doing recently,
Because, you've got me thinking of it crazily...
=P[random]
So..here's a quick update about me..more like a random post =PSorry I've been busy lately..But it seems that this week is kinda relaxing for me..New timetable..=)Less homework..Pheww~~CNY is around the corner..Like finally! I've been waiting for it..=)Perhaps, this year, CNY is gonna be a lil different..I might not celebrate CNY as special as last year..But it's OK..=)Bought all my new year clothings almost at the very last minute...?I was really busy in January..Most of the saturdays were ruined..=PSchool.. Tuition classes..So yeah.. I need my 12am to 12pm sleeps..=(Hurm..=(So.. The song "I Never Told You' by Colbie Caillat,somehow describes the feelings I have now..=)Found out about this song through Hilary's blog
[wink2.. I read your blog, Hilary..;) ] Download this song!!..=)I love the lyrics.. simply meaningful..very true indeed..=)Ahh.. the memories.. still linger in my mind.. Although I'm trying to keep them somewhere far behind my mind..hurm..=) I want to go back to Hong Kong!!!Uwaa~~I miss the weather there..sigh..And also, the fun I had there..I was like a kid! Oh gosh..~Now, I am so stressed out with school!..=(I guess, I have to live with this lar..No choice..=)I love shopping with my dad!!!..=)Wonder why?=PHe never says "no" to the clothes I choose..Muahahaha..XDMakes my life easier..=PIf I like it, he'll ask me to try..And if it's nice on me, he'll buy for me~ yay!!XD Unlike shopping with my mum..Shh..~She objects most of the clothes I choose..grrhhh..=.="" I have a new hair cut!..Nah, I'm not gonna post the picture of my new haircut..=PBecauseeeee...I dont feel like it..=(So so sorry..XDI look.... weird in this hairstyle..Hurm...=XI am very satisfied with my english oral this year!
credits to Abigail!..=)
yeah!!XDI know it was kinda quiet..and there werent much actions..I guess? But, I find that it was OK because we didnt have much practice at all...And, the actions and words were kind of spontaneous...=)oh well.last minute work again..phewww..=)BM oral is next week!And I havent prepare anything..=.="Sighh!! I'm so nervous!!!I'm worried that I might screw the whole thing..sighhhhh....I need to talk to my dear..=(Like seriously we havent been talking much to each other recently..sigh..I miss her lar..I just wanna hug her now..hoho..=PWe are 101% not lesbians..=PMoving on you're asking?Do you want to know the truth?=)Hurm...I cant really answer that question..=)I'm actually confused of myself..Happy, sad, angry..
Call me lame or stupid..
Others might be able to move on easily..But, definately, not me..=)My dad thinks that getting married at 24 is too young..Like what?!!XDThat's the age I want to get married..Oh gosh..=P[P/S= I didnt tell him I want to get married at 24, kay..XD]He thinks that 27 is the ideal age..Fuhh..Wont I be a lil too old?=PAnyway, who lar wanna marry me?XDWho's the unlucky one?=P I love looking back at those pictures..=PI wonder why..Puts back a smile on my face when I look at them..=)Although..I might have a very uncomfortable feeling inside..pfft..=)I love to use "pfft" when I chat through MSN..I have no idea why..But, it's kind of like a habit..=PWhatever lar.. I find it kinda annoying now..=P
For some particular reasons..=P
I am weird..I know..Sue me for being weird..=) I like you one moment, then I hate you the next second..Oops?=) I feel numb..Hurm..
I dont remember how does "that feeling" feels like..=/No, I dont emo at home..=)I dont sit down at one corner in the dark and starts emo-ing.I have other better things to do..Ah-ha?XD Although, at times, I'll sit down quietly, ON THE CHAIR, and think back the past..=)just to think if there's any miskake I want to change..Hurm..=P I day dream during History lessons..Blahhh..=)Sorry lar...I cant seem to concentrate during History lessons..I'll answer teacher's questions wrongly..EVERYTIME..yeah!XD Oops? I'm loud..=) Sorry for that..lalalala..=)Oops again? "I miss 'the smile'..=P" It's the 6th day already..Hurm....I feel lonely..When you dont message me..
When you dont start a conversation with me..
But, I cant demand much from you now..=)
P/S= when you smile or laugh, I feel happy?
Stupid me?
4:48 PM