~Last Kiss~
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Running away from the truth,
And doubt that I'll make it through...
So yeah..XD recently, I'm obsessed with *points below* =) Kinda like the lyrics.. So, I hope you peeps enjoy this song as much as I do..=) Cheers!!!
LAST KISS- MARIAH CAREY
Baby I know this
Know this, know this
Aint gon' be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
Aint gon' be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
Feel so empty inside
Since our last kiss goodbye
Picture you in my mind
And I can't seem
To rationalize
The way we let it end
It just don't make no sense
This can't be happening
I need you back again
Everybody
Asking questions
Like we're some kind
Of obsession
For the millionth time
Asking I'm like"Uhh, let it rest"
Can I get
A minute to breathe
They're like"Nope
What's up with you
And so-so?"
But in my heart
I know this
Ain't gon' be
Our last kiss
It's too big
We just can't quit
What you think this is
Our love
Will always exist
Oh, listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still
Somethin' somethin'
Oh, this feeling
It's too good to miss
And ain't no kiss
Gon' ever be
Our last kiss
Ooh, you said
You'd never leave me
So I'll keep believing
That eventually
We gon' kiss away the hurt
Do it like it were
And wake up
How we used to be
Never let it go
Get it right
Bring it back home
Stay for life
Call it what you want
It's in your eyes
We gon' make it thru
This I'll prove it
Somethin' bout our love
Will not fade away
Always everlasting and
In my heart
I know this
Ain't gon' be
Our last kiss
It's too big
We just can't quit
What you think this is
Our love
Will always exist
Oh, listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still
Somethin' somethin'
Oh this feeling
It's too good to miss
And ain't no kiss
Gon' ever be
Our last kiss
Baby I know this
Know this, know this
Aint gon' be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
Aint gon' be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
In my heart
I know this
Ain't gon' be
Our last kiss
It's too big
We just can't quit
What you think this is
Our love
Will always exist
Oh, listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still
Somethin' somethin'
Oh, this feeling
It's too good to miss
And ain't no kiss
Gon' ever be
Our last kiss
"Pretending to smile hurts even more than stabbing a knife to your heart.. @_@..so, dont fake a smile..=) "
Why do you appear in my dream all the time?
you're haunting me..
Because, nothing in the dream comes true..
1:49 PM
~Keep Falling For You~
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Ending is the new beginning,
And now I'm actually breathing...
This year is gonna be tough.. Yeap.. I know that..
I can feel the pressure coming in..
Anywayyyyyy..=P I lost my brain..and heart..@_@
joking.=P
My brain is empty.. Filled wit vacuum..? And a memory card.=P I think, it's 8GB..I think lar..If I'm not mistaken.=P
Whoaaa..XD I created this crap when I was in form 3.. Now I'm in form 5..~ wahhh!>.<""
Am back to writing stupid poems ad.=)
Cause, I need to destress myself..wee!!..
I dont need to hear all the words,
Because now I'm ending my road,
As time goes by,
Nothing I can do but sigh,
The space in my heart,
Grows furthur apart,
Everyday I cry alone,
As you're now gone,
Keeping quiet doesnt mean ignoring you,
As for me , this is something new,
Keep falling and falling,
And left no strength for crawling,
A part of me says no,
While another part of me says go,
Sitting here with what I'm left,
Is something I will always regret...
"How long?=) "
Wee!
I have no idea.. But, I heart you!!!..=)
3:58 PM
~A little space, and a simple phrase~
Friday, January 22, 2010
I hope that you didnt see that,
Otherwise I dont know how to act...
Sigh..These few days have been really rough for me..
I've been stressed out.
When I'm alone, I get moody.
Thinking about how stressful my life is now..
How hard it is to go through every problem...
Homework after homework piling on top of each other everyday..
And, what makes things worse is that, everything must be handed in on the same day..
Just.. very stressful.
I never thought that form 5 would be this stressful.
If I could turn back the time, I would go back to form 2.where there was less stress..
And, I didnt have to pressure myself in homework..
Now, am so screwed..
Whatever lar right?=)
I cant do that right..XD
Life's never easy.. I've gotta live it..And of course, live it to the fullest too..
Perhaps, this hasnt been a very good week for me..Started of the week with karate training..
I have to say, I released my stress there..
But things changed when Tuesday came..=(
Sigh.. I stayed back till 5 something.. I couldnt even finish my homework that day because I was so tired..
And wednesday, stayed back for ko-k and came back quite late..
Finished a few homework only.. went for tuition..came back, did some homework..went to sleep..
So now, I cant finish my freaking sejarah notes..
wich is to be handed in on friday.which is today..~ it's already 12 smthing..I really dunno how long can I cope with this.
Am not complaining..
Perhaps, I'm just not used to this situation yet.
And I hope and pray that this will be over soon..And also, I can cope well later..=)
Anyway.. I had the worst dream this year.=(
I still can remember every detail of it..Sigh..
I really dont like that dream at all..
I really hope that it doesnt happen on that person I dreamt of..
It was very scary in the dream.
Imagine, losing someone special and gone forever in reality..
And you look back everything that person did for you before..
I cried in that dream actually.=)
But, I was smiling too..
Silly dream I know..
I hope I can just erase that dream..
But it keeps haunting me..
I wish I could really talk 2 someone now..But, everyone seems to be asleep..I guess?
I dunno what's wrong with me..
It isnt a great kick start for me this year..honestly, when was the last time I smiled the whole day?
I cant remember..
I've been so stressful that sometimes I tend to be moody..But, of course in school, I dont really do that..=)
At home, it's a different story..
I hope.. I will make it through...
Sorry I've been crying too much..
Perhaps, am actually kinda weak eh?=) Haha..XD
Dont worry~..I'll pull it through...
Kerinduan yang melanda dan tidak menuju arah....
"Let love be my witness"
I keep every little thing you gave to me..
The reason? Because I cant let go of you.. And even the tiniest thing you've done for me...
It's too late to appreciate..
But, just so you know, I still miss you..
You can ignore me for saying those of the above..I'm alright with that.
Because..I aint lying to myself..
12:19 AM
~Je t'aime~
Monday, January 18, 2010
Je t'aime
What does "je t'aime" mean?=)
It's in French...
But I guess, I'll let you guess by yourself..=)
In english..
It consists of 3 words, 8 letters but only ONE meaning..=)
Anyway..XD
Je t'aime!
Just you! XD
Wateva that means right?XD
Hurm..
I guess, most of you heard about the dragon boat tragedy right?
It kinda saddened me.
At first, my dear HuiJie messaged me about that. I was in shocked..
[P/S= I was shopping for CNY clothes but I couldnt find any nice ones.=P]
I thought, she was just saying it..But, later, I found out from Bernard and also the news..
I was kinda shocked.. Because, I didnt expect that one dragon boat training session will cause many lives to end..
Death is upon our expectations..
As the Malay saying says " Kita hanyalah dapat merancang. Tuhan yang menentukan"..
Oh well..=)
I can only plan.. And just hope for the best.
And hope the best is coming to my way now..=)
Most importantly..
I've gotta say..Appreciate the ones you have now..
You might not know when you'll lose them..
Dont be like me.=)
regret after the whole thing is simply useless..
What you have now, please hold on it tightly..
Dont let it go to waste..
Have fun in life..
Laugh more everyday..
Smile like an idiot everyday.=p
And of course..
Enjoy yourself with your loved ones.. While they are still here..
Who knows they might get transfer to some other states or country?..
Or, they just leave the world behind?
Nobody knows..
Just take care of yourself.. And be careful where ever you are...
I dont wanna lose any of those close ones with me..
Family, di dis, jie jie, close FRIEND, best friends, "boyfriends", friends and my so called "pet"..=P
I love all of you...=)
I hope you know,
That I cant follow the flow,
I want you here,
I hope I'm not in tears...
my boo2 dar2, I still love you..
8:05 PM
~You Gave Me The World and You Take It All Away~
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Hurm..
So I'm gonna blog a little..=)
Last friday was a blast!!XD
Because, I was dead tired..! woohooo~~XD
Will talk about that on another post..=)
So..
Last night. I was on facebook, and I saw Hanif's status.. Saw Izzad commenting that status..
And somehow.. Thaqif and I joined in to create some sort of a poem..
Kinda weird though.=)
So, below is the so-called poem..created by us..XD
Orange- Hanif
Green- Izzad
Purple-Thaqif
Grey- Norra
Pink- Yours truly.=P
A failure is what I am and always have been.......
The battle with the depression I could not win......
That depression has now become a part of me.....
But the sadness on my face is something nobody can see~
hurt from the inside,
a wound which has no cure,
growing n keep growing....
The cure is so far away.......
That you can only reach it when you're gone........
trying to be strong,
by making the sadness gone...
I fail and I fail,...
and there's no path that leads to that happiness rail..
And the pressure that mounts,
now is as high as a mount..
And yet, giving up is not an option,
hope this anger inside turn into an erruption..
That can lure,
me to failure....
Faking a smile everyday,
Isnt the right way,
I'm trying so hard,
But remember, I dont have a heart of a rock..
My heart is so brittle,
it is now breaking little by litte.......
Mending my heart bits by bits,
And that feeling I still cant get rid,
Shattered dreams I was given,
And I've been proven..
Nothing left to be said,...
Just the room of my heart for you to raid..
And you shall raid me to the last breath,
because i've no reason to continue to breathe,
And i shall be forgotten....
As an apple rotten....
but, I'm always here waiting for you,
nobody, nobody BUT YOU...
You're the air that i breathe,...
you're the one that I need...
AS a plant needs water,
as human needs air,
as the Earth needs the Sky,
as I need you.....
Why did you hurt me over and over again and make me cry,
Why did you call me everything under the moon when all i did was try.
Why did you laugh at me like i was nothing at all,
Why did you pick me up and shake me off and then drop me again so i'd fall.
But, what what I was left,
is nothing but fact..
I wanted you to be here,
Especially when I was in fear..
Why did u give me such hopes?
Why did u keep me hanging on the rope?
The rope that is breaking,
then i will be falling,
From the top of your love,
to the bottom of your hatred......
But I shall be awaking....because i will keep waiting....
Why did you end us and you didn't even tell me,
Why did you promise me forever when you didn't let us be.
I've taken the fact,
saying "forever" is just an act.
And I ask again.
What have I gained?
And i don't know why after everything i did to try to make you see,
But why on earth did you even try to love me when all you did was hurt me.
Perhaps, i was on the wrong road,
And I didnt see that our future wasnt very broad...
And why do you ever tell me that you love me....
Because it is just a lie.....
And I shall walk away....
Because it is my day......
Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner
And to leave everything of you behind,
and never to look back until it's the time..
Don't think I don't miss you.
It still hurts to hear your name.
I love you more now than ever.
But I won't be yours again.
You promise me the sky,
then toss me like a stone,
you wrap me in your arms,
and chill me to the bone....
As each day goes by,
I love you more and more,
How can I tell you,
When i was heard no more?
I am destinied to be yours,
but only in my dream,
and from me,you can turn around...
but i am always around......
And each day,my love expand,
till there is no more space,
in my heart,for anything,other than you...
If you need me,
I'll be waiting at that point where u first met me,
If you need to run to someone,
Let me be the one..
Telling me to go,
but hands beg me to stay,
your lips say that you love,
your eyes say that you hate...
To trust you with your words,
Is something that will never occur,
Our destiny ended here,
And nothing seems so real..
I can't talk to you anymore,
it's not that I am mad at you,
it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you,
I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more.
I'm shy to even look at you..
I'm mad when I cant get your answer
I think am going insane when you show that nothing has ever happened to you.
And most importantly, you left me clueless..
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
You still linger in my mind,
And you've got me longing for u everytime..
Don't say you love me,
unless you can prove it,
because that is the thing i need,
and that is what i will keep.....
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left,
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do
even through my eyes I hate you,
but my heart loves you...
When I'm with you I'll make every second count'cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I'll still get butterflies years from now...
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
The smell of you diffuses into the air,
ahh..and The way you brushed through my hair,
Are the things I'll never regret
.And forever I will never forget.
The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them,
knowing they don't love you back
Missing you isn't the hard part,
knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart.
I would like to stay a secret,
like walking in the dark,
if no one knows you,
no one cares and no one breaks your heart
The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you,
yet not so little as to let you live
You caused me so much pain
I can't go through with it again
I feel a short drop
And a sudden stop
Why must a heart break?
Why must a tear drop? ....
and why did I forget where I was going with this quote?
If you were the one.
You wouldnt hurt me so bad..
All you left me was yesterday..
And the space in my heart.
is slowly tearing me apart.....
Because, you're no longer here..
I looked in the mirror this morning,
but I only saw me without you.
Last night you came back to me and my world was right again.
This morning I woke up against my wishes.
Why must there be a dawn?
each tear I drop,
Is every moment I had wit you.
Each smile I flash,...
is what am faking.
Nothing seems perfect..without you here..
because all I ever wanted..was you and me...
In my dream,
I see you.
I feel you.
I hold you.
When I wake up, then I realise, ...
it's just a dream...
If we must part forever,
Give me but one kind word to think upon,
And please myself with,
while my heart's breaking
And I hope you are the one i share my life with,
and i wish that you could be the one i die with...
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden.
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while,
so when you are lonely, remember this is true:
Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you,And who is that?
That is me,the one you have forgotten,
the one that has rotten...
Such endurement I gave in,
you were the melody in my head that got me singing..
Now, it's heard no more.....
And you left me through that door..
Late at night when all the world is sleeping,
I stay up and think of you.
I wish upon the stars, that somewhere you are, thinking of me too.
But I know,I am only dreaming,and my dream will not come true,even if the sky fall onto the Earth,
even if this world is flooded with my tears...
its hard to say but this is done.
but to me you are still the one.
and every night i lie awake wishing tomorrow would never appear..
bcos its another day without you and another day filled with tears..
broken and uncertainty..
words can't even describe
how much i'm torn cut bleeding deep inside..
your sorrow once had been our sorrow...
your happiness once had been our happinessbut that's no more for today and tomorrow
only death of a waiting love..
To know that you'll never run back,
And here our memories are packed,
I wish you would know,
that someone misses you every now,
boo, i still miss you...
"To hold on everything I have is something I could think of.."
Yes I miss you much
But, I cant find the way to tell you that,
So, I wrote the poem above..Just for you
12:05 PM
~Taking A Step Forward~
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Things have been going up and down for me...Many problems had arose around me..And I really duno what to do.It's not that am weak.. I'm trying to be strong..But, I am just lost.. Like.. I have no direction to go..One after another problem comes..I might not feel the pressure yet..But, it's coming..Yesh I know..And, it's kinda hard for me..it seems like, am losing concentration..In everything I must say..I hardly pay as much attention in class as I gave when I was in form 4.I have no idea what's going wrong in me..It's not like I cant move forward or anything.. I AM moving forward!!.=)But, there are so many new obstacles on my way..And I really wish I can just go trough them all..It seems hard.Friendships, studies, personal problems, friends' problems, peer pressure at times..There's something around me that doesnt seem right..I really dont know what is "that something"..Because, I cant even answer my own problem.I just..I really need a break from everything.I just wanna go somewhere. to really relax myself.And clear things off my mind..Am looking forward to bring my grandma for a vacation..or hang outs with friends.. a lil gal shopping wont hurt right?=) I seriously think that, if I go on this way, I might just flock in my studies.And I dont wanna do that..I have faith..That I'll get trough this easily..I pray to God that everything is gonna be fine.."I am really brave enough to look back those memories and smile at them.=)"Whatever lar right?=)
11:39 PM
~Friday!!~
AM EXCITED FOR TOMORROW~
YAY!!!XD
Finally.. Get to hang out a lil with my dear Sharyn and Rachel..
Muacksss..XD
Gonna be dead tired tomorrow..
And I likeyyy~..hoho..XD
Anyway.. What am gonna do tomorrow?
Shhh.=X
Hurm..
Am not happy..
sigh..=(
I really am not..
There's just something..
That I dont like...
I dont feel like going to school.. AT ALL..=(
Sigh..
I just wanna express this to someone..
That understands..
But who?=(
My dear Sharyn.where are you?XD
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!..=(
"It's not too late"
My school of fishes.. Are the ones that will never leave me alone..
My lah-ling... That will always listen to my crap..
My best frens and friends, that are always there to cheer me up..
My "dears"...Are the pillars to my life..
My "boyfriends" are always the ones who make me smile..
My "honey" that has a silly expression will make me laugh..
My "wifey" who cares about me..=)
My "di dis" that are always there to joke around..
My jies that are loving...
I love every single one of you..~
Blueksss..XD
Oh i miss the way you hug me..
I felt save..
3:39 PM
~First!~
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
yeap..every year, the first karate training, it never fails to make me laugh and make me go high..=)This year, it's gonna be my last year I'm gonna experience all this..=)Perhaps, next year, I might not be able to be there for the first training of the year.=)Who knows right?=)Hurm.. So everytime..The first training, I'll just go high.. I'll crap..XDand of course. I'm always excited to see the juniors..XDBecause, they birng back memories when I was a junior too.=PAnd they are so adorable when they are in their stunts! OMGdness.=X[We were once like there rite, my school of fishes?=P]Hurm~ Anyway..xD It was fun lar.. I have to say, I laughed too much..again..=.="Why oh why..XDImagine.. When you're warming up and ur laughing..And the next ting u realise, ur gonna have stomach cramps..=.="And yet, u still laugh..=)sensei Sam wasnt around..sooooo..=Pit was only Sensei Beng Hee..XD
Wasnt much to physical.more to basics~..fuhh.=PLast time using the astaka..aww???I've been practicing there for 4 years already..=PNow, we are moving to the dataran berbumbung tingy..XDAhh! Now the sun cant reach the ground!! yay!XDmeans no more blisters!!!.=POh gosh~ I remember the torture we had before sports day when I was in form 2 and 3..=.=""We were asked to sit at our stunts at the assembly square..mind tat there wasnt any roof tat time..=)So the groud was exposed to the scorching sun~. And it was damn hot!!!..=.="And we had to practice there!! because, we werent serious enough..pfft.=.=""We were made to run around the corridors of Block C and D.. Ahh!The torture is finally over!!.=P hoho..XDAnywayyyy.XDNothing much ad lar.xDThat's all.=)"It rings a bell..."Ish!!..=(
I'm pissed!!..=(
I miss those times when you call me "booo"..
Now u just address me as "eh"..loiii..=P
9:33 PM
~May Your Dreams Stay Big~
Sunday, January 10, 2010
I just feel like I need to blog~ Argh~.=P I found this picture in my computer..
We were way so different..whoa! XD especially Sharyn~ See! She's getting cuter day by day..xD
not to mention~ she's getting prettier to..ahem2..=P
This picture was taken in form 2.=)
She was so obsessed with Tohoshinki that time..xD
Ahh~ The days when i was younger.. still fresh in my mind..=P
Hurm~ Have I changed a lot these years?Especially when I entered BJ high school?My mum said I did.. well, more to the negative side..=( sighh.What do you readers think?This is killing me.=PAh~ Yea... I just wanna share something with all of you..xDDo not give me scrambled letters of a word..xDbecause, it'll take me forever to rearrange them..=PTrust me..XDI am horrible in that..=PI think I need braces! XDI just dont know why~ But I think I need them!.=PI know~ Most of you will ask me not to waste money..=(Haizz..XD Ahh! I still have no idea why did I take up the subject bio for SPM..=.="It involves lots of readings..whoaaa..XDAnd, most of the time, I'm just forcing myself to study to pass or get a good grade in exam..=)To be honest, I have no interest in medication field..XDReading and taking up the subject just to gain knowledge..=)Dush! Am having a serious problem now..XDI am..getting..lazier..after the school reopened..=(Sigh~ XD I just dont like this habit.=X
because, I wont do my homework until last minute..And this is not a good sign=(I rather go for tuition classes than doing my homework..XDMaybe, it's because of my holiday mode.=p It's still on.XDI cant switch it off..=.=""I find time to laze around the sofa and watch tv..XD Bt, I cant find time to do my homework..=.=""
It's okay.. I guess I can pull it through. Besides, it's only the first week of school...=)I hope it gets better..=)I miss school now!XDNot because of the homework..BUt, more to friends..=PAnd laughing and talking in class when there's no lesson..=XI cant sleep at night!!XDAnd I cant wake up early the next day for school~..urgh..=(Why larrr?XD This is worrying me too.=Pbecause, I've been yawning quite a lot in class..=.="Am excited for my karate lesson! XDI'm gonna expect cramps everywhere on my body ad..=P So,yeah..!!XDSometimes, I wish I can go back to time..And change every mistake I've made..But at times, I just wanna move forward with those mistakes..Because, mistakes keep me going on with my life..it makes me more sensible..Everyday, i look forward for the next day..=)Because, i dont know what are the surprises waiting for me...Oh well..I must say..those surprises are always unpredictable.=) Next week is gonna be another busy week for me again~ ahh!!XD I apologise for the crappings.=P"So, where do I stand now?" So cute lar !XD
Ish~..xD
12:54 AM
~Fill The Space in My Heart~
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Crapping non-stop..
Talking like a mad person..
Laughing too much in class..=X [sorry..XD]
Crying alone when the memories strike back suddenly..
Are what I've been doing most these days..
Wee!! XD school was kinda fun for the first week. Although, I've gotta admit that it's really tiring..~ The Form 1 explorace was a blast!..=) haha..xD I got wet, had to do duck walking..had to quack all the way..But, i was laughing lar most of the time..=X ..and ran up a slope and slided down~ it was fun! XD although, pfft.=P the ones on duty were bullied by the ones at the checkpoints~ hor.=P nothing much 2 tell about that lar..xD I am too lazy to put them in words..=P But, I am really proud of my group~ yay! XD thanks to Marcy too..=) At first, my group members were shy towards each other and to us..XD then, during the explorace, finally I saw them talking to each other and to us and they were helping each other..aww.=)
nothing else ad lar.xD
had some registration ting for ko-k this year..wah..@_@
haha..xD
hurm..Oh well~ other tings.. I better keep them to myself~ wee!!XD
"I'm not moving..."
Sigh~~..
I just dont know what to do now..
6:54 PM
~Those 3 Words~
Monday, January 4, 2010
Whoa!!XDfirst day of school was.. whoa! XDI have nothing much to say about it actually.=PBut, one thing's for sure..It was tiring and I was sweating all the time! ahh! XDHurm.. In the morning~ Finally saw the finished "dewan terbuka" or err.. I cant remember the other name they call it..XD Had duty as usual in the morning~..=XAfter duty, went back to class.. Arranged our sittings..=)On the first day, my class teacher got mad at us already..whoa! XDSo, we had to rearrage our sittings..Seperated from Sonia, Julia, Tania and Pei Li..Gah..=( And we selected the new AJKs for our class.. Oh well..xDAfter everything was done, I went to Bestari class and talked with my friends..Rachel..HuiJie..Izzad.. Thaqif.. Azneel.. Fatin..Aiman.. Angelyn..sobs...Too many to be named..=(Sigh~ I'm missing them so much..=(
Scrap that off.=)
Went for recess.. Err.. Was kinda confused with the new arrangements of stalls in canteen..XDWas totally different ..the system..After recess.. Went to the hall..Was involved with the form1 orientation~ hek2..! XD gotta say, I've enjoyed myself there..Despite having a lil dizziness and headache in the school hall.=)And, i guess, the form1s are still shy towards me and Marcy..~ dare not talk to us..XD We were trying to make them speak..XD They cant remember my name yet..~ uwaaaaaa.XD nvm~ slow and steady..=)I asked them to guess my age..there was this guy.. he guessed that I'm 15~ wee! XD i feel young for once!=PHad fun with them~ Though, not much interactions YET..=)Looking forward for their explorace~ weee!XDHurm~ Went back to class after the orientation~started stressing in class because of my headache..gahh~..=(
That's all for my first day of school..Wasnt in class most of the time~ I'm still not used to the environment yet. But, I guess, I'll pull it through..=)Ahh~ Dont tink I can update my blog as often as I did in December.=PSorry peeps~..XDOh well~ The last day of school of year 2009 seems so fresh in my mind..Sigh!!..=( As if it was just yesterday~ I just wanna forget it..And now, am back to school~ Landscape of the school has changed..Everything seems different now....
" I wish~... I can still... Nevermind.=)"
I just wanna look at you..
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