~Cheers!~
Monday, November 30, 2009

GOODBYE!!
UPDATES AFTER THE 5th DECEMBER! =)
DONT MISS ME! XD
WHO WILL?=P
7:15 PM
~Random, dum dum dum~
Sunday, November 29, 2009
In less than 36 more hours..
Vacation here I come!! wee~XD
where? that's a secret I'll never reveal YET~ =P
So, my dear Sharyn just messaged me just now =)
So nice of her..She asked me to take care and enjoy myself when I'm going for my holiday~..Aww =)
I'm gonna miss you so much la gurl! =(
She's leaving singapore tomorrow! =(
But, I know~ I shouldnt be greedy.=P
She must have her family time too~..=P
U know you need that..=)
Do enjoy yourself in Singapore yea! :)
Makan makan =P Just like me~ Love to makan2 oso..XD
Hmph~ She watched the movie Mulan at last~ =P
She thought she wouldnt be able to watch since her cousin got the wrong ticket for her and her other cousins yesterday..
So, she watched the movie Planet 51, TWICE! XD
Next!
I had a wonderful dream last night..
In that dream, I can drive!!
Yeah~ Without going for driving lessons..XD
Like, whoaaah! XD
And, speaking about that..
I cant wait to get my license!! =P
I've got myself a new hair cut!
Well, not that new lar actually..=)
Just that, I have fringe right now.
And, some Japanese layered hairstyle.o.O
But, I like it anyway..=)
Still considering if I wanna put a pix of me in that hairstyle here..=)
Still~ I'm happy for Sharyn!..=P
lalala.XD
Nah~ Too lazy to write more ad..=P
"that someone" is coming back on the day I'm leaving..=P
Aww-ness?=P
SO, it's gonna be 2 weeks I'm gonna suffer because I can not talking to him~
One week and a day has gone~
Cant believe.. I've made it through..~
But, it was hard for me..=P
Sharyn knows.=P ahaha..XD
Left 6 more days..=P
Ahh!
I'm so excited for my vacation! =P
Oh yea~
Went to some Science road show the other day~
=)
Was so happy..~ hahaha..=P
Gonna update on that too~
Ahh! SO many updates..~
So Lil time! :(
XD
Yea yea~ Am just lazing around..
pfft.=P
Gonna write some stuffs about the girls too..=)

:+: So, There wasnt any tomato juice, I got apple juice instead..=P Wee~ XD :+:
"Darling, you always appear in my dream.. =)"
10:54 PM
~Think you're gonna get it eh?~
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Hurm~ Sometimes.. I really dont understand..Some people get too far emo-ing around..Like seriously!!No offense okays.. But, just telling the truth...They cant control themselves and they think that if they do something stupid, others might care for them..yea~ of course they will do that~..=.="Oh~ gosh..@_@ C'mon~.. So what if your life sucks?So what if something bad happens to you and u find yourself left with nothing?I know~It might be hard..But, why some of them just wanna make it as if it's part of a drama?They do stupid stuffs like..attempting to cut their wrists..Trying to commit suicide?They're just hurting themselves!Nothing gets better that way~..Are your problems solved? definately not..=.="Perhaps, God is testing you..To see whether you're strong enough..tough enough..rather than just giving up in your life..You have only one life.. Once you die, that's the end of it.So, just appreciate your life lar..Instead of trying 2 hurt yourself..Trying 2 kill yourself..It doesnt make things better..It's like you're avoiding from reality..So, just get up, and show the world you're strong~.Eventhough life sucks, it wont last too long..God will find His way to help you get through all these..Oh yea~ I went to BJ yesterday and I saw a man who stole some amount of money and he couldnt flee himself..o.O? Another piece of crap =P"Darling, you know it =)"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.
~Bernard Meltzer
9:44 AM
~They Colour Up My Life<3~
Friday, November 27, 2009
From Left: Sharyn, Rachel, HuiJie, Eunice, Me, Nhiva~
Wee! I love you girls! ahahaha..=)
Hurm~ Especially after the Genting trip, we got closer eh?
It's like, we dont wanna be seperated with each other..aww.=)
I remember the days in Genting~ We were all together~..aww..=)
breakfast, lunch and dinner.. Always together..
And our nights in the my room.. stalking people.. ahem ahem~ Sharyn! :p
talking and talking..eating..and playing~ in HuiJIe's room.XD
I bet she was tired and we were disturbing here..~ sorry sorry! :)
It was fun..=P
I'm so gonna miss you girls! =(
I hope holiday isnt here yet~ Just wanna spend more time with all of you.sigh..=(
It was my fault I wasnt in the class couple of weeks before the holidays started..
I had 2 sacrifice something..=( so so sorry~..
No.. I wasnt with "that someone" ..xD
I will never forget anyone of you~
Our friendship, I hope we can keep it this way~ Always..=)
Sharyn is going back to Singapore..=(
Gonna miss her..~ her laughters~ Her smile~ Her stories.. ahem..XD
Miss you, girl! :(
Take Care In singapore! =)
As for the rest of the girls~ I miss you all too! :(
Take good care of urself yea~!
I hope to see you gurls soon lar..=(
Perhaps another outing next month..XP
Loving all of you! ahaha..=P
xoxo..XD
"Darling, I wanna see you soon =)"
12:12 PM
~She, Her, Hers~
Wednesday, November 25, 2009

[Stole this pix from Erli's blog..xD ]
Nhivashni! I miss you lar dear..=(
Hurm~ I've known her since standard 2 in primary~
And we got closer in standard 4=)
We've been tru fights..~ arguments.. misunderstandings..xD
yet, that was history.. Thinking back about it makes me wonder how silly we were..=P
We had our good times together..
Laughing our as*es off.=)
Acting silly all the time.
And now, we are just crazy friends hanging out together all the time.=)
Except the last week of school~ sigh..=(
Something came up..=(
But, i love to hang out wit this gal! xD
She never fails to make me laugh in school..
She is always there for me..
She is always there when i'm mad.. or when I'm sad..
Or when I am not in the mood.
And she'll ask me what's wrong and everything..
And her advices are just simple meaningful..=)
She is someone who never leaves me.
She was the one whom I shared room wit in Genting..
I was HER alarm clock in Genting.=p
She is one pretty and charming girl..=)
She, me and Thaqif cant stop calling each other "sesat"..=)
Best of all~ she's my boyfriend! XD
She's someone who really understands me..
She is the one sitting next to me in class..
She is always the one trying 2 cheer me up everytime~ ..
She likes Patrick Star from Spongebob Square Pants..=P
She couldnt finish her Swenson's ice cream the other day=P
She shares her problems wit me..
And I share mine with her..
She teases me~ all the time~ hmppppphhhh =P
We are both loud~ =P
We love to laugh~..=)
She was borned on 14th February, 1993! =)
valentine's day baby~
She is someone who likes to commit herself in religion stuffs.=)
proud of her..
She can play sitar!! omg..=.=' jealous betul..xD
She was my pillar when I didnt have enough confidence..
She told me not to worry..~
Ahh~ there are tonnes to write about her..
Just so you know, I love you dear! :P ahahaha..xD
And I miss you lots~..=)
P/S= not saying that "that someone" isnt special to me yea.=P "that someone" is always special too.=)
"Darling, 2 days already~ missing you more..=( "
We cannot see the future in a real life picture..
But that doesnt stop us from planning ahead..
12:09 AM
~I Never Knew....~
Monday, November 23, 2009
That it's so hard 2 be away from you even it's just a day...
Sigh~ It has been a day since I last spoken to "that someone" or since the last time I messaged "that someone" ~
That was when he was going to depart..
Exactly~ 9am in the morning~ Now, it's more than a day since that time..
And, I cant seem to be moving on pretty well..
It's not that I'm selfish or anything..
I want "that someone" to enjoy too :)
And, not making "that someone" worry about me..xD
Just that..perhaps a simple "good morning" or maybe.. a simple "good night", I'll be alright ..
I just wanna know whether "that someone" is fine or not..
But, I know. "That someone" is alright. Just that~..I miss "that someone".. silly I know~..
7 more days to go~ And, I wont be talking to him for the next 11 days~ Because, I wont be around too~..
But, I know ..~ "That someone" wouldnt wanna see me in this condition~ So, I'm gonna stand up~..
And tell myself..~ 11 days isnt that long :)
Soon, I'll be able to talk 2 him~ And there are tonnes of stuffs I want him to know..:)
Lalalala~ :) I'm gonna enjoy myself..~ Just a lil disappointed that I was in qb when "that someone" was on9 that time..=(
But,It's alright~ I know I'll have a chance to talk to "that someone" in any of the 11 days~ xDD
I know I can get through this :)The movie "A Christmas Carol" was kinda nice~ I would give 8 stars! :) "Darling, I miss you too =( "
10:55 AM
~4 BESTarians~
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Wow~ I cant believe that 2009 is about to end in a month plus..Time really flies eh?And especially wen I was wit my 4 Bestarian family..=)You guys are great people~I will never forget every single one of you.Every single one of you has your own uniqueness ..Every single one of you does make the class special..I enjoy myself a lot this year wit all of you..I remember the 1st few weeks of school...Some were still new to each other..So the class was actually, kinda quiet..[pfft..xD]As time goes by, maybe about a month or so, we started to be noisier day by day...Oh well~ That's how 4 Bestarians behave..=PAnd, I am not ashamed.. lalala..=) The gossips we had..The jokes we shared..Amazing..Just thanks for the memories 4 Bestarians..=)The Genting trip left a wonderful mark in my heart..The bowling outing at BJ complex..xD Seeing those who dont know how to bowl to get strikes..=P Great memories.=) I love my 4 Bestarian family..=) And, i would like to apologise if I hurt your feeling before..I didnt realise..=)And once again~ THANKS for everything 4 Bestarians!! And, to Nabilah Idrus,My deepest condolences to you..Be strong my friend. I know you can get through this. Be tough.. You have your fellow friends supporting you.. it might take a while to stand up and to show your normal self again..Just remember.. We'll always be here for you. To lend our shoulders for you to cry on. We'll help you to get up on your feet once more..we'll always be giving you strength.. Just be patient.. Just another chapter of life....
"Darling, enjoy youself =)"
11:50 AM
~Keep Crashing~
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
All out of sudden..
I've changed my whole perspective about you..
From bad to good..
And even hoping for the best from you..
Such high hope I gave..
Such patience I gave in..
But, again.. it doesnt seem to change..
It keeps coming back..
And my trust towards you.. Is slowly fading away..
How am I to trust you now and in the near future?
Just tell me....
every hopes and dreams I have with is crashing down slowly one by own..
Is this what I get in return?
Perhaps.. I was just being too good to you..
I just hope you change to a better person instead of making people to hate you..sigh..
7:40 PM
~Friday The 13th?~
Friday, November 13, 2009
They say~ Friday the 13th is a bad day.perhaps.. it isnt for me :P i had such a good time today! with my fellow classmates.. and.. blueksss.. "uninvited" guest..=P [jking2..XD that someone was definately invited lar...=P ]It was a great day to me =PMarrybrown was nice..xDhurm~ what else?other that that, well, i'll keep that as a secret..=)I feel safe wen you're around..I am such a silly person...To cry over something because am scared..xD Thanks for those memories~ :P It was funny yet fun.. and cant be described in words..Unforgettable moments..=)
8:16 PM
~Time for Miracles~
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Yeah!~ Oh well~ I cant describe how hapy i am rite now..=)Adorable chubby pinchable lil *weee* duwan to tell..=P Such a sweet person you are.. I feel happy cause you tell me your whereabouts..I'm happy cause you didnt want me to be worried of you..I'm happy cause although our distance is really far apart, yet, you're trying 2 communicate wit me..=)Weeee~~~ Happy ~ wee~Have I told you I like this Adam Lambert's song?=P Time for miracles? Lovely song =)It's late at night and I can't sleep Missing you just runs too deep Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.Every kiss I can't forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cause I know this flame isn't dyingSo nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us I just want to be with youCause living is so hard to do When all I know is trapped inside your eyes The future I cannot forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cause I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us Baby can you feel it coming? You know I can hear it, Hear every soul, Baby when you feel me feeling you You know it's time... Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cause I ain't giving up on love You know I ain't giving up on us You know I ain't giving up on Oh I ain't giving up on us"Darling, sweet dreams...=)"Updates on Genting will be soon! =) xx
11:54 PM
~Perhaps.. I should have taken the other road~
It's so weird.. To think about the memories..Everyday...Without fail..To look at the pictures once again..Too much memories eh? =') Cant help myself.. But, tears just fill my eyes..Full of regrets..Without knowing what went wrongWhy didnt I appreciate them last time as I am now? Pointless.. that's all I know..How much I'm wishing to know what's going on..I just want back the old memories..But, I keep telling myself, memories will stay as memories..Life goes on...We can still create memories, cant we? Perhaps, better ones..Every little thing. reminds me of you..=)
12:28 AM
~4Bestari Batch 2009~
Monday, November 2, 2009
We rock! wee~xD
I love you peeps! ~..
You really guys created such great memories lar!
Genting trip was fun~ Laughters..
And~ I wont forget those stuffs happened in the bus.=P [faham2 lar kan?]
You guys made the bus alive, like seriously? Otherwise I'll be sleeping all the way.xD
Thanks you guys!
Aww.. But dont you think..
The trip ended a lil too fast?=P
We should have another trip eh?=P
11:58 PM
~I wanted you~
Sunday, November 1, 2009
You've been wonderful in all that you can be..So believe me... I am sorry...I wanted you to be there when I fallI wanted you to see me through it allI wanted you to be the one I lovedI wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleepI wanted you to show me what I needI wanted you to know just how down deepI wanted you, I wanted you..I hope you know how much I really want you...~P/S 2 Sim: see~ this song is so emotional~ It made me cried..=P u know what I mean..;)
11:33 PM
~Round and Round On the Merry Go Round~
We talked, laughed, stalked, gossiped and partied all night long.. And.. we were drinking.....
Copper(II) Sulphate Solution?

Potassium Manganate (VII) solution?
No wonder we were all so mad that night..=)
8:39 PM