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~Down the memory lane~
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Have I changed that much?
What happened to that innocent, cute lil gurl above?
Now, she's all grown up.
With different personalities and behaviours than she was a child.
How time flies.
6:54 PM
~Maybe....~
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I'M STILL HOLDING ON!=)
DON'T WORRY! I'M FINE! =P
10:15 PM
~Do I Ever Cross Your Mind?~
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Will update soon~ about the camp and hari anugerah~..=)
"Darling,it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart"
10:24 PM
~Baby just say Yes~
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Love Story Meets Viva La Vida
Lovely..=) Somehow, better than the original Love Story~ teehee..=)
"Darling, take me somewhere we can be alone~ XD"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
10:40 PM
~In my Heart, never depart~
You're the moon in my eyes. And I'm your shining star. You're my very first thought in the morning. You're the one who is always there for me. For giving me enough warmth, care, love, attention. I'm willing to sacrifice anything. Just to be with you.. You've got me fallen for you. Your kindness. Your sweetness. Everything about you is simply perfect to me. I don't care what others think or say about you. I love you, just the way you are. Don't be influenced by others. You're the one running on my mind all the time. I've got you in my soul. I love you more than words.=) I can't help it but to peek at you for a few seconds whenever you're around with your friends..pfft..=) I love the way you look into my eyes. Those memories. Ahh~ Lovely.. We are just.... INSEPARABLE~
"Darling, my love is all I have to give..=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
5:02 PM
~Any cure?~
Monday, July 20, 2009
When distance was a problem.. And things just didnt work out anymore, You've tried so hard to save that relationship. When another party took over that certain person's mind, When that party just took all that certain person's attention. When trust was gone long time ago. When all your words from him to you were just plain lies. While the feeling was still there and you didnt wanna let go. You wereconfused. When tings were hard to be kept the way they are. All you can did was just to sit there alone and be patient. Waiting for him to tell you the truth. But, ended up, you found out the truth by yourself. It was too late. You were hurt, deeply. And when everything came crashing down like a hurricane just past by, You broke down. You just wanna be alone for that very moment. It was rather devastating. But, I couldnt be there with you. I got the news too late.. I remember talking to you before the whole thing came to an end. I told you to just wait and see what will happen next. And be strong since you really cant do anything I know u sacrificed a lot. And how much you didnt wanna let go. Especially when u told me those memories with him were unforgettable.. but somehow. xD what was really shocking was when you told me never to trust guys too much..=P Maybe, it's time for you to learn to let go....... Let the memories be memories... At least, you cherished every single moment with him.. perhaps, you can still mend this broken path between both of you? Look forward for a better tomorrow, my dear friend.. I hope I can be with you now to comfort you~ I hope, what I said before will at least make u feel better. I miss you, dear Miss V.. And I hope you're doing fine there. I'm looking forward for another phone conversation with you..=) take care my dear friend... Always remember me. I'll be here to help you...
P/S=Will update about the camp ko-k soon~=P
"Darling, I just wanna lock my eyes onto yours..=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
10:27 PM
~Bow Wow~
Monday, July 13, 2009
Yeah!! I passed the freaking karate grading!! Yay!! but still..there were a few comments..pfft..=( kicksnot tat good. Stances not tat good... not sharp enough. not aggresive enough~~ uwaa~ I wont take another grading already~ Look at those horrifying comments..=( make me feel so useless..T_T I'll train harder from now on..=) haha..xD polish up~ buck up everything~ oh! I watched transformers already~ was so-so~ I like optimus prime~ So cool lar when it transforms..~=P sigh~ 4th day on duty~ did some stupid mistakes..=.=" Morning was fine. The form 1s were very good. They listened to me..=) Very obedient. Hurm..during recess...i didnt wait 4 my mentor for duty during recess~ nah~ because my mentor was busy talking with Aniq and it's rude to interrupt..So i went off first..=( but, my mentor didnt scold me. Instead, he told me not to do that ever again..=) And, I promise not to do that ever again~xD During recess was hell..like seriously..=.=" my mentor went to take pictures with other prefects..pfft..=.="" so left me alone with another prefect on probation..and the form 3 guys were very..erm..dumb? I told them the koperasi is closed.. And they insisted that they wanna come in. Although, I blocked them from doing so..They kept on pushing and I asked the other prefect on probation to never let anyone in..The guys think they are so "great", they pulled the door and pushed in. Me.. Being very erm..cautious.. as a gurl..Didnt wanna touch the guys.. So, i blocked the doors wit my arms.. yet, they pushed in and i pushed them back with my arms. And, what they said was "pengawas percubaan sahaja" [so wat? I have the rights to send your names to teachers..And there goes ur demerit marks..=) ] Finally, Mr MJ Chan came..=P haha.. He stopped that fella from making a hell out of havoc there..=) thank God~ And I told my mentor about this. He told me to point out that person if I see him in koperasi tomorrow.. Ah-ha! I'll hunt tat freaking fella down~..=P I know his name~ lalala..=P fuhh~The end..~ too lazy ad lar..=P
"Darling, nothing brings me down when you're around..~Zero Gravity~"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
6:15 PM
~Every Breath is Hard to Believe~
Sunday, July 12, 2009
"I really envy both of you la..."
"Why cant I have a relationship like yours?"
"You guys have been together for so long.."
"You guys are meant for each other.."
"You guys are so cute for each other lar..."
"How can you keep your relationship so long? Share la.."
And the list goes on....Common stuffs said and asked by some people..=P A simple answer to those. Know someone well before involving into a relationship..=) I guess, most of you will agree with me. Do not commit into a relationship when you only know that someone for a few days, weeks or months..xD Get to know him/her deeply.. Otherwise, you'll be hurt at the end. And, ask this question to yourself..Does he/she the one for you? And then, answer the question by yourself..=) it is not tat difficult ..=) Do not be in a hurry~~ Slow and steady~ Once you're commited to have a relationship, then, go ahead..=) Sacrifice is very important.. Make sure u are ready to go through every single moment with your partner..xD
As for me.... I've known him for a very long time already..=) before we were an "item", I've known him for like one and a half year..=) And, now... I've known him for almost 3 years already..=) So, now you know why we can be together for so long?=P besides tat....hurm..~ nevermind..just refer to my post in June for ingredients for making a perfect couple..=P I follow those..=P
Keep in mind~ Dont be in a hurry!
Sue me for posting this crap! I'm bored and I'm too lazy to do my homework..T__T
"Darling, I wonder what are you doing now. I mish you..."
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
12:38 PM
~And then a hero comes along~
Friday, July 10, 2009
:+: Munny and I..=) I didnt realise we took this pix..o.O"" :+:
Will you be there- MJ [I've loved this song ever since I was young..=)]
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy
And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of
Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always
In My Heart.
"Darling, you're always in my heart=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:48 PM
~Maybe you're somewhere looking at me~
Thursday, July 9, 2009
haha..xD well, you'll find me updating about my duty these days..=) just oh well, for fun lar..=) I love to share..XD maybe for a week or 2..xD okays..so 2day..2nd day of being erm..you-know-what..xD sadly, Khalif couldnt be my mentor for today~ He had some sejarah quiz~ Pfft..xD So, Bala was my mentor for today=) he's a very nice lar.. He really adviced me not what to do and what to do..=) In the morning, Bala, me and Wan Afifi were the ones who "jaga" form 3 D, 3E and 3F line~ Fuhh~ xD I jaga 3E alone lar.. The guys were really obedient?. Surprisingly..=) haha..xD They didnt make much noise and they listened to me~ Wah~~XD After assembly, I "tegur" a few guys because of their ties and they didnt button their shirt. They listened to me and buttoned their shirts and pull up their ties immediately. Although some just said the buttons went missing..=.="" Right after assembly, the teachers had meeting. So, I was in charged with 3E. I went to that class and asked them to keep their voices down. They sat in groups. So, at times, I "tegur" them lar.. Cause they were talking too loud. Hurm..den, der was this weird guy. I dunno his name.. I was walking around the class. Then, I went to the place where he was sitting with his friends. He asked, "Do you dance? pop? shuffle?" okay...weird.. XD So I said "no" to all of his ques and "I dont dance".. He went like "oh..I see.. Do you sing? Do you love to sing? Do you love to sing or not?" I went like "why?" He said "nothing..just asking for fun. So do you love to sing or you can sing?" I went like "...err..yea.. I love to sing. y??" and he answered back, "nothing lar..just for fun asking"...lol..
After that, went for PJ..=) did some physical test. Woots~~XD I cant remember my results. Because, I'm really tired today~ Sigh.. Slept at 1.30 am woke up at 6am..=.="" I tink my pulse after jogging was 124. And I did like 24 push-ups. And..erm..13 sit-ups I tink..o.O"" the melunjur tingy I got 37cm. I know lar.. i dont have flexible body~ Hmphhhhh..=( and somehow, I got shorter by 2cm..XD weird eh?o.O""
During recess, I was in charged of the scul's koperasi. Everything went well..=) haha..xD cause I was under Bala tat time..=P not much problems lar..xD And, I felt a lil dizzy in the koperasi because it was so hot..=.=" I was "locked" inside.. pfft..XD I came out and it was raining. Thank God~ Wee~ Was very cold..xD Bala was like "Very hot ah inside?" xD
~ The end~=P I'm bored lar.. blame me..=P
Anyways, I kinda miss having recess with my peeps now..=( Sigh~ But, once you're friend will always be my friend to me..=) And sorry wifey~ Cant go down with you during recess dee~ But, I still love you..XD See... I never forget you..=P
"Darling, every road leads me to you"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
7:56 PM
~Numb~
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Lalala~ xD 1st day of duty~ =P erm.. wasnt that bad..=) see..my mentor is Khalif.. He's ok lar..=) He explained a lot of stuffs to me. I learnt a lot even it was only day one..haha..xD sadly, I didnt "tegur" any1 yet. Because, the place that I "jaga" 2day, there wasnt any problems. =) The students were quite obedient. Didnt make much noise..=) During recess, I couldnt go for duty. Had some "appointment" with the school's dentist..blueksss..=.="" so, conclusion, my duty was only in the morning for today..=P I still have to learn a lot from him in order to achieve "that"..xD So far so good. I'm still new=)
I love you people! XD
"Darling, the look in your eyes is something unforgettable"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:44 PM
~I wish I could~
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
:+: Paint My Love :+:
Thanks to those who have been giving me support all this while..=) Just, thanks for the chance lar..=) And, I really hope I can do my best. I'll try my very best=) And, erm, I really hope my friends will still treat me the same. Hehe.. I hope you guys wont treat me coldly after finding out that I've got "that". Please, dont ignore me~ =) Dont look at me as if I'm a complete stranger to you lar...=( I'll still be the Li Ean you people have known all this while..=) I really hope you guys give me support..=) [A good friend is someone who gives support and understands his/her friend's situation]
"Darling, what you're looking for has been here all the time=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
8:57 PM
~Will You?~
Sunday, July 5, 2009
yea yea. I dunno why am I so emo today~ my grading wasnt that good. I screwed up a little. My basics were not that good. I was confused. Just so blur and dizzy. Sigh.. my kata was OK..surprisingly..=) kumite was fun~ I was Zara's partner..=P i hit her once, and she hit me once.. But, it wasnt that obvious because it was just like a normal spar..=) conclusion..grading wasnt that bad..=) We'll see about the results later..XD anyway.. just gonna be random. Since I'm so emo today~ wat the hell..=)
Will you be there for me when I fall? Will you be there to pick me up from the groud? Will you be my guardian angel when I'm afraid? Will you be there when I need you the most? Will you be the one who tells me everything is alright? Will you stay for me? Will you be there to give me warmth and strength? Will you sacrifice for me? Will you realise who am I to you? Will you care for me? Will you even know that I'm here? Will you even bother? Will you do those for me? Just, will you?
This has nothing to do with him~ seriously..=) i'm just emo, for today~..husshhh..I didnt tell him I'm emo~ Lolx..=)
"Darling, C.L.E...=P what about E.H.L.?=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
12:07 AM
~And There Goes The Blogger Missing~
Saturday, July 4, 2009
So sorry for the lack of update.I'm pretty busy lately with school stuffs~ Hurm~ So, I'll summarise everything that happened in school after the two-weeks holiday=) I've received all my exam results.. And, I'm kinda satisfied with them.. BUT! Here's one thing I'll NEVER EVER do.. I wont study at the very last minute anymore..=P Till 12 am? No No! I need some rest too~ xD [Dar, you too..=P] What else? hurm.. Things have been going up and down lately.. Sigh~ God knows why... Sometimes, I just dont understand too... Oh well... I dont wanna say anything here..=) Oh ya~
A quick update on my birthday first.. Was on 12th June,2009..xD It was a boring one..~ Hell yeah..=) I went out to queensbay with my mum, aunt, cuzin and her boyfriend.. As usual, I'm left out agn.. grrr.. Blame *him*=P replied my msgs so slow..Hmph.. And...............Mum got me the novel "Marley and Me"! Wee..xD I was so darn happy because I wanted this book for so long~~..=P Saw Jia Jun eating at the food court.. Wat a coincidence. Next to our table..Nothing much happened after I came back. Did some my add-math tuition homework..And, during tuition, nothing happened...=) Oh well.. Doesnt it sound boring to you already? xD But, the greatest present was..Erm, something..=) *He* was so sweet~=)
Hiking day! Went with sensei and a few karate members for hiking near youth park..=P It was on 14th June, 2009. It was fun. We laughed a lot. Had fun~ When we reached the destination we wanted to, and sensei asked us to play "hide and seek" [what?!!!] xD he asked us to run~ And, the area for us to find the person is so big and there are many bushes..pfft..xD I was the second to hide and they found me less than 2 minutes..=P thank God! XD I didnt wanna hide in the bush so long~ ewww~~XD It was a tiring day though. hehe..=)
:+: Sensei Sam..=) Ahem2~ Miss S!! Where are you?=P :+:
*His* bday~ Oh well..Just a simple one for him..~xD I didnt really get to celebrate with him. Thought of staying back after tuition, but, his mum was still there..T__T Dont ask me what i got for him..=P got lar..something..XD
Swee Hon's bday party. I went on behalf of *him*..xD Since, he couldnt come..=) I thought I could go with him but something happened on that day..=( It was kinda fun lar.. Cause, Li-Ying and I took some of the girls' phones..=P And, we ran up and down..and everywhere..XD Li-Ying followed me back that night while waitin for her mum~..Nothing interesting happened though..=)
25th June, 2009. Had a "quick chat" with the BP..everything went well..=) It was fun. because, sonia, angie, C.T n I had fun before we had the "quick chat"=P Go figure what's that..xD
Hari Koperasi? 27th June, 2009..it was boring.. Sigh~ I dont wanna talk about it here..Nevermind...I wasted my time going to school celebrating something I have nothing to do with it..grrrhhh..
Ah! And today is grading day!!!..T__T die die die~ wish me luck..=)
Byebye! Off to ber-emo..=P
"Darling, there's nothing else I want for now except you..."
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
9:58 AM
~Fix It Right~
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
:+: Those are the 3 Words I Wanna Hear From You And I Hope It's True~:+:
This post is dedicated to a friend of mine..=) Miss V.. I hope it'll make you feel better=)
Remember the 1st time you looked into his eyes? And you told yourself this feeling is true and will never die. Remember the times he hugged you and you hugged him back? Remember those times? At the beginning of the relationship, both of you might be shy to each other... There was hardly any problems as I'm sure you guys didnt want anything bad to happen to a new relatioship..=) it's normal for every couple to go through these..~ And, everything was still fine then. As time went by, both of you were getting to know each other more. And, you guys were already voicing our your own opinions. Trying to understand each other's feeling deeper..=) As time went buy, arguments start to come in~ But, still, that wasnt a big problem. Instead, an argument or a fight actually help us to understand one better=) I mean, tell me. Which relationship doesnt involve arguments between them? I'm sure, there isnt any..=) Miss V, remember this. In this world, nothing is perfect.. In a relationship, there are upsand downs. You cant run away from those. Cherish all the ups and understand all the downs. Find ways to make both parties happy with a relationship both of you are sharing. Although I dont really understand what are the problems are you facing with *him*, but, here's a piece of advice for you..=) Remember those times you guys were having fun? Those sweet moments?=) Although, you might have a rough time now, but, treat the good times and the bad times the same. Be equal to them~..=) You cant always want happiness. But, sometimes, the downs are what make us realise how special that person is to us. And, it's better for you to share what are you feeling now to you-know-who rather than keeping inside..=) perhaps, he will share his thoughts too. Have a lil chat with them~ try to understand why is he acting strange lately.=) Remember, youdont wanna sacrifice those times you've gone through with him for something you can solve..=) Be confident with your relationship with *him*. I hope this piece of post will help you..=) Remember, he's your someone special. And I'll sure you sacrifice anything for him because, you really really do love him. I'm sure he does too. Maybe he's just busy with school stuffs. Especially he's involved in YE stuffs. A lot of pressure and stress. Give him time..=) Alright..Be positive gal! I'm here for you! If there's anything you wanna share, I'll lend my ears to you..=) Smile always and I miss you dear....!!=(
P/S = Darling, we've been through good times and bad times together. I'm glad we pulled them through..=) And, my love towards you is stronger day by day~..=) Forgive this blur gal here..XD I heart you..=)
"Darling, I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side..=)"
These are the little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on 12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt ~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote : I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥ Wanna know me more? Feel free to ask~=)
Wishlist.
** A Big Wardrobe of Clothes and Shoes =P **
** A Car **
** A Vacation to Europe and Korea =)**
** First Class Honour XD **
** A Fairytale =) **
Started in Year 2008 Why?
[My Blog is A Getaway]
[To Express And Share My Thoughts]
[To Have My Memories and Past Events To Be Written Down Somewhere]
[To Have My Personal Space Without Being Interfered]
[Midnight Rants]
[To Capture The Right Moment]
[I Love To Write Once A While]
Have I changed that much?
SHiNiNG STaRS
Yeah!! I passed the freaking karate grading!! Yay!! but still..there were a few comments..pfft..=( kicks not tat good. Stances not tat good... not sharp enough. not aggresive enough~~ uwaa~ I wont take another grading already~ Look at those horrifying comments..=( make me feel so useless..T_T I'll train harder from now on..=) haha..xD polish up~ buck up everything~ oh! I watched transformers already~ was so-so~ I like optimus prime~ So cool lar when it transforms..~=P sigh~ 4th day on duty~ did some stupid mistakes..=.=" Morning was fine. The form 1s were very good. They listened to me..=) Very obedient. Hurm..during recess...i didnt wait 4 my mentor for duty during recess~ nah~ because my mentor was busy talking with Aniq and it's rude to interrupt..So i went off first..=( but, my mentor didnt scold me. Instead, he told me not to do that ever again..=) And, I promise not to do that ever again~xD During recess was hell..like seriously..=.=" my mentor went to take pictures with other prefects..pfft..=.="" so left me alone with another prefect on probation..and the form 3 guys were very..erm..dumb? I told them the koperasi is closed.. And they insisted that they wanna come in. Although, I blocked them from doing so..They kept on pushing and I asked the other prefect on probation to never let anyone in..The guys think they are so "great", they pulled the door and pushed in. Me.. Being very erm..cautious.. as a gurl..Didnt wanna touch the guys.. So, i blocked the doors wit my arms.. yet, they pushed in and i pushed them back with my arms. And, what they said was "pengawas percubaan sahaja" [so wat? I have the rights to send your names to teachers..And there goes ur demerit marks..=) ] Finally, Mr MJ Chan came..=P haha.. He stopped that fella from making a hell out of havoc there..=) thank God~ And I told my mentor about this. He told me to point out that person if I see him in koperasi tomorrow.. Ah-ha! I'll hunt tat freaking fella down~..=P I know his name~ lalala..=P fuhh~The end..~ too lazy ad lar..=P
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:+: Munny and I..=) I didnt realise we took this pix..o.O"" :+:
:+: Paint My Love :+:
:+: Those are the 3 Words I Wanna Hear From You And I Hope It's True~:+: 