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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Day 3
It was a special day for Joel=P as usual~ I woke up not as early last week since exam is over. SO yeah~ Me being a lazy pig agn loves to sleep till mid-day~=P anyways, everything was fine~ had lunch at oldtown~ lalalas..xD went to tesco just to buy some stuffs since 4 2weeks++ I didnt go shopping~after tat came back. was pretty much relaxing then Nhivi called. She asked me 2 pick her 2 Joel's house for his ice cream party~ wee~ xD We reached there around 8 something..gave presents to joel and started to eat~ muahahaha..XD sorry ah~ no pix of ice cream~ was too tempted with the ice-cream=P I love the vanilla and chocolate together. Same goes to the peppermint chocolate and of course..all time favourite....chocolate flavour! =P then, took a lot of pix~=) just sat down and chit-chatted with friends and Mr Lee. And, the most interesting part of the party was when Mr Lee dances! =P I even recorded 2 videos of him dancing..~ but, due to "privacy" purposes, I wont upload them here lar..pity him=P nothing much happened during the party...Let the pictures below do the talking lar;) njoy as this post will be floaded with pix~=P and oh~ i really wished tat "that someone" was there with me~ oh well..of course tat would be impossible for him~ anyways.......let's continue with this post;)
:+: Mr Lee Oh Mr Lee~ XD Wonder What he was talking about that time..o.O:+:
:+: Joel Thum! XD The freak~=P :+:
:+: Wei Yi and Mun~^^:+:
:+: Sonia dengan gayanya menangkap gambar=P:+:
:+: Gaik Sim was lecturing Mr Lee about something..o.O":+:
:+: Sonia and Eureka;):+:
:+: Mr Lee enjoying the whipped cream~ uh-huh..xD:+:
:+: Us~=):+:
:+: Joel smiling all the way~:+:
:+: Make a wish Joel! haha..xD :+:
:+: Joel cutting cake with his daddy beside him~ awwww..=):+:
:+: The guys..When everyone wasnt ready, Syahmi was there:+:
:+: Poof~ When everyone was ready, Syahmi went missing~o.O:+:
:+: Trio~=):+:
:+: Joel having a lil chat with Mr Lee=P:+:
:+: Kamal! =P:+:
:+: My So-Called La-ling~XD:+:
:+: Everyone wasnt ready~=.=":+:
:+: Munny[so called wifey=P] and Me~:+:
:+: Meredy teaching Kamal some moves~..:+:
:+: Us again~ wee~~:+:
:+: 4 Tesco!! XD :+:
:+: 4 Tesco roxxx!=P:+:
"Darling, I just wanna see your smile everyday"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
9:59 PM
~Everytime~
Where'd you go? I miss you so...
Darling, I wish you were there with me just now=( I was hoping to spend some time with you today. I dont mind if it's an hour or 2~ But, you're there, I'm here. Far away....Gosh~~ As I write this, my eyes are filled with tears. Feel so weak..=.=" As you know. This year, has been a rough year for both of us as our classes are far away from each other and we can hardly talk together. Sigh~ We've been really busy. Everytime, I really feel guilty for being busy cause of school work and I reply ur msgs late. But, those arent on purpose, my darling=( Sorry I made u worried tat day cause I was forcing myself to study the whole day~ soweeee...=) This year has also been very stressful for me..School work, studies[[as u noe..everything is new to me]] tuition..co-curricular activities. Sigh~ Darling, I hope u'll be back soon~ 7 days to go till ur back in Penang~ I'm missing you.. I need to see you.Everyday. Everytime in school, I'll find time to look at you, at least once..~
"Darling, seconds, hours, so many days. How can I make it through this holiday?"
Joel! thanks for the ice-creams=P ur no longer owing me ice-cream~ XD
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
12:05 AM
~As the Days Go on~
Friday, May 29, 2009
Something is missing. A part of me is gone.~
Day 1
Anyways, everything was fine on the first day he was in Sg Petani=) School was boring. I had explained everything in the last 2 previous post. After school, nothing much happened. Just spent my time going online=) At night, I was kinda sleepy. I slept..haha..xD pity him~ had 2 wait. So, he didnt realise there was a message frm me [[blur him..made me waited 4 him=P]] and i went to sleep. end of "day 1"..
Day 2
Celebrated teachers' day in school~ never had so much fun~..xD was cheering for teachers. Especially Mr Lim and Pn Wong~ And last but not least, Mr Haris!=P I was dead bored during the assembly. At least, the talentime contestants took my attention back. After the talentime results, I went to wish Mr Lee and Mr Haris "happy teachers' day" ..poor Mr Haris~ nobody gave him present. But, Mr Lee has so many presents and I even asked him 2 give me=P but, of course. He knew I was just joking lar....xD Mr Haris was so quiet and moody. So I just wished him larhh..He said with his soft voice "thank you"..lolx.xD before we had jamuan, Nhiva and I went crazy by shouting out our teachers' names as they had this teachers vs students games..~c'mon..once a year rite?=P after those games, we had our "jamuan" not tat much food though. But, ok lar..enough for everyone of us;) We had fun talking to teachers. Except for a "b*tch" or whatever she is. She made me angry but hell yeah~ she thinks she's right all the time. I've been tolerating with her for quite long. And one day, I might just lose my patience.~ [[P/S= You're not perfect, just so you know. You're just like us. What makes you so different? You're freaking attitude?]] Watever it is~ I shall not waste my time being angry~=) move on~ Before we headed home, Angie and I were trying 2 find "victims" to take our extra fud..xD we went frm classes to classes and people to people. Finally, all those leftovers were cleared=) After school, I went qbay with Sonia and Nhivi. Nah...we were actually looking for something lar.. But, I was looking for clothes for myself than looking for that something..XD sadly, I cant afford to buy those clothes, bracelets and necklaces. I love them damn much kays!!XD We had our "break" after searching the whole mall for that "something" at McD=P after that, we walked here and there looking for stuffs for ourselves this time~ haha..xD nhivi and I got a ring each for ourselves.=P nothing much happened ad lar.. This year's hari guru wasnt as memorable as last yr. God knows why~ I miss last yr so much. Sweet memories... After coming back frm qbay, prepared myself for tuition. Tuition I was kinda blur.. Did logarithms agn. My weak point~ lolx! XD Was yawning all the way~ Of curz i'm sleepy~ came back frm ttn, here i am, in front of the computer and blogging about this piece of crap..xD
:+: Sonia! XD dont kill me~=P:+:
:+: Nhivi~ My so called la-ling~=P:+:
[[Sometimes, I'm just confused]]
[I hope you're here with me now]
"Darling, we were once strangers"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:25 PM
~I'm taking back my love~
Enjoy=) nice song~ lalalas..xD
"Darling, I'm not taking back my love. I wish to give you more=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
1:41 PM
~It's sad to know, That you have to go~
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I love the title I'm writing about now.=) oh well, basically, this post is MAINLYabout my friend=P and of course. I'msad that he has 2 leave for some bowling competition=( but, I know he's always be thinking of me*perasan case* blah~XD let's continue what this post is about, alright?=)
2day in scul, was torturing. Boredom almostkilled me..uh-huh..=( i should have not gone to school if it wasnt because of "that someone"=P just wanted to see him before he departs..=P [[P/S= Dar, I know you wont read this but once you're back to Penang, I know you will=) I wanted to talk to you in the morning. But, you were very busy. I didnt wanna disturb you. I saw you from far. That was enough for me eventhough I didnt get to talk to you. I'll be waiting for your arrival=) Take care of yourself~]]
I was dead bored in school. We didnt study...So, ended up, we talked,joked and laughed.=P Many students were absent today=P The last 2 periods were BM. I was dead bored and I couldnt stand it anymore, I went to talk to my friend, A=) I shall not name her full name here=P [Anyways, those frm my class, you may guess who is she lar=P]She told me her complicated and confussing love stroy and I kinda pity her.
When she told me about her memories with her ex, I suddenly thought of "that someone". Those sweet and memorable times WE shared together. How I wish those moments willcome back=( I really miss those sweet moments. But, what's so bad about now right?=) just that, both of us are quite busy ever since January.
anyways, back to this gurl..=P As she told me, I could feel the pain she's going through. Especially when she reminisced those memories with her ex. Those sweet memories, those sweet times. Will never come back and will never repeat in the future. I know, it'll be hard for her to let him go just like tat as they have been together for a year before they went seperate ways. One year! Imagine how much they had sacrificed for each other. Although it has been weeks they are no longer together, but, she is still loving him dearly. What more if her ex was her first boyfriend?o.O It was partially my friend's fault as she is kinda the "hot-tempered" person. She often scolds him and he scolds her back. But, at least, all those arguments ended in a happy way right? Arguments are common in a relationship. Those make a relationship stronger and get the lovers closer. What i can say about her ex>>plainly confusing<<
According to her, It was hard for her to interpret what her ex is thinking. He can be extremely nice to her and can be extremely cold to her. She's confused. What more her ex was in a relationship with another gurl when he was still my friend? Hurtful, isnt it?
He even asked for "break up" 3 days before their one-year anniversary for no particular reason. During that time, he was already having another gurl. They have been together for a month. I cant jump to conclusion that he's a stupid or dumb person. I believe, he had his own reasons for being with that gurl. But, why would he wanna hurt someone who he had sacrificed a lot on? Maybe, all he wanted was attention and that was what my friend couldnt give. Because, they are not in the same school. And "that gurl" is in the same class with her ex. so, maybe all he wanted was to have someone to be with him all time. My friend cant seem to accept the fact that he's no longer here as she still loves him. When she asked him, which does he prefer. What he answered was he love both of them very much. To be fair, he wants to be with them at the same time.
I dont really know the whole situation. As these were what she told me during BM time=P and, she even asked me whether when did i start my "special connection" with "that someone"=P nah..i didnt tell her the actual date~ oh well, there was a slight misunderstanding in everyone xD no no~ we didnt start when we were in form 2=P no more misunderstanding, please~weee~~XD
A long-distance relationship is hard as one cant see the other one due to the distance.[[duhh! XD i'm crapping]] and when you cant see that person very often, you start to think all sorts of stuffs. All you need is, Trust. Loyalty.Understanding.
Dude!! XD Choose the gurl who you've been with for a year or the gurl who you have been for onlyA MONTH? Think wisely. Dont play with her feelings. If you arent taking her as your special someone seriously, please, tell her that. If you dont have any feelings for her anymore, do so. I dont wanna see my friend in such pain~ Dude!! XD
I shall not continue this whole thing=P I shall keep the rest of our conversations, confidential~ ahahaha..XD
Let time decides everything~~[[Tell me why, you're so hard to forget]]
"What hurts the most, was being so close" I strongly agree-[[What hurts the most-Rascal Flatts]]
[[I hate you b*tch=) you're one sl*tty person~ stop being such a flirt..~ nah..this is random~ XD]]
I'm missing you so much darling..it has been 3 hours since the last message I got from you. I hope you're fine there..=)
"Darling, let me show you the shape of my heart"♥
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
5:56 PM
~Happy Birthday Bloggie~
ahh~ XD i didnt realise I have this blog for a year dee=P it's 28th May,2009 and i created this blog on 23rd May, 2008? xD anyways~ Happy birthday blog! ahahaha..=P lame i noe~ wat to do? I'm freaking bored~ lalalala.xD and i was bz 2 realise when i created this blog~
bluekssss~...will update soon~=P let me have my rest first~
stay-tuned~ =)
Currently Listening To:No Boundaries- Kris Allen~♥ Current mood: Sleepy, tired, bored and missing you.....
"Darling, it's us against the world"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
4:39 PM
~Just for you, That's what I'll do~
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
This is specially dedicated to my special someone=)
Darling, I know you wont be around in Penang for almost two weeks. You'll be somewhere in the north of Peninsula Malaysia. Many miles away from me. I'm in a small island. Seperated by, I-dont-know-what-strait-it-is-called and you'll be in the state which is the Rice Bowl of Malaysia~ Far isnt it? It might be hard for me. As it's during the holiday. And i wont be seeing you during this holiday. Which is something hard to accept but dont worry. I'll be ok with tat, alright?=) I believe, absence makes the hear fonder.. I'll be missing you like crazy here and wishing that You'll bag some medals or trophies back. =) Just for me~ =P Remember this, no matter how far you are, You'll always be in my soul. You're someone I cant live without a second.=) I hope you'll do well there.=) I'll be giving you support, care and attention as always~ You can do it! I believe You can=) I have faith in you. I'll be praying for your victory.=) I really hope to see you come back with an ear to ear smile with medals being held in your hands and say "these are for you..."=P[[I know.readers, you may tink Li Ean is a greedy person~ Heck yeah!=P greedy towards him~ muahahaha..XD]] But, whatever it is, I'm still so proud of you my dar~ You've been participating a few competitions this year. Although, it washard for me to see you going somewhere far. And those times, I really wondered whether you're fine there or not..~ Always wondering about your condition..=P You managed to go 4 the MSSM tingy. You even bagged a medal previously..=) just for me?=P And remember, you owe me lots of bowling classes..=P I'll be missing you=( Take care my darling..=) Miss me~ muahahaha..=P I wanna see you in a perfect condition when you're back here.XD I'll be waiting for your arrival. I'll be waiting foryour news. Dar, i dont care ah~ On my bday, i dont care if u gt bowling stuffs or nt..=P u mush spend time with me~ muahahaha.=P jz kidding dar.=P I Need You, I Want You, I Miss you, I L-o-v-e You=)♥
xoxo darling~
uuu~~=P this is a single covalent bond"-" XD and this "=" is a double covalent bond~okok=P random2~XD will post more on random stuffs soon~=P i'm free~ weee~XD
"Darling, I would give away, throw the words, that I save in my heart that are left unspoken If tomorrow never comes"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:40 PM
~The Sickness Is Finally Gone~
Yay! *jumps around*exam is finallyOVER!!! XD basically, for those who are not taking EST papers lar..So, i'm one of those people=P those people taking EST, dont worry.=) just another day and you're free!=P be patient~ For this mean time, No more restless nights. No more "quality time" with my revision books. No more being super-glued on the chair for hours. No more stressing out. No more exam fever. No more dreaming of exam while sleeping. No more "i-cant-watch-tv" moments. No more limited online time. No more yawning while studying. Basically, no more anything that concerns about exam!! I'm free! At last! fuhh~ 2 Weeks of exam wastorturing. Trust me~ Although there was only one or two papers a day. But, it was very very tiring. fuhH~ Finally, i get to rest~ no more revising till 12am~..blueksss..go laugh all u want for studying till late night=( wee~ I'm free~ will blog more soon~...=P stay-tuned~
"Darling, you know you're the one I wanna spend my time with now and always"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
10:17 PM
~Is It Me or There's Something Bothering?~
Friday, May 22, 2009
Random-ness cures boredom..=.=" no no~ this isnt dedicate to anyone~ Some emo tingy..=.="
Nobody knows, Nobody cares. I hate it when I'm down, Why cant I just get the attention like a pretty lady in a gown? Once again, What did I gain? I'm not afraid to cry, And each tear will eventually dry. It's hard to force a fake smile, When the pain is as deep as a thousand mile. It's a mad world out there, And nobody seems to care. There's nobody to comfort me, I'm someone invisible, maybe.
No, I wont give up with my life. No, I wont give up in everything I have. No, If I wont stumble, I can get up on my own feet.
I'm moving on........
I just want to have what I want.
Is it hard to fulfill my simple wishes?
As I said, this is random=P
"Darling, just shower me with your love..I just want you to be by my side"
11:07 PM
~Exam?~
Thursday, May 21, 2009
hurm~ so, there's oni like 4 days till exam is finally over for me?xD so far so good i guess=P BM washorrible~ for paper 2 lar~ But, i'm hoping for the best=) Maths and Sejarah were ok lar~.. English, ok lar.. erm, Physics paper 2 was confusing for the last part as that was my first time answering those type of questions~ and, the worst part was, i didnt noe there's the experiment question. I found out about it like 10 min before the exam started.=P but, nvm=) at least i tried. Add math was fun~ at least, i did some questions I never done before=P and tat was the fun part..xD bt sadly, for paper 1, i went blank 4 a while and i left a question~ 3 marks flew away just like tat..=.=" Now i know how to do~ how stupid am i..haiz..xD paper 2 was ok lar~ except for the logarithm questions as i went blank again. [P/S= i was having headache since I woke up. So, yeah~..sad right?=(] So, 8 marks flew away and there was this question, i went blank too. Suddenly..=.=" and another 3 marks flew away~ You do the calculation~=P sigh~ i cant imagine my results this time.=( horrible and terrible. Well, i'm hoping for the best. Tomorrow, I'll be sitting for civic paper..Werrrrtttt?! XD der's essay? goodness~ haiz..i duno lar how tomorrow will be..=P sure tembak teruk2 ~XD Yeah, this post is so random! XD
No matter what those people say, We'll still stay, Oh gosh~ I just wanna be with you, every single second as the time ticks=( Mishing you~~~=( Couldnt really talk to you in school during exam time..heck..our class are far away~=( *inspired by Mun*
If tomorrow never comes, I just want you to know, you're the one i love now and always=) If tomorrow never comes, Remember my words for you are sincere, If tomorrow never comes, I wish to spend my last second with you, If tomorrow never comes, I wanna be wrapped in your arms. If tomorrow never comes, I just wanna tell you how much I love you~. If tomorrow never comes, I just want to look into your eyes, For the very last time. If tomorrow never comes, I just want a kiss and a hug from you.
Sorry Mun=P u've got me inspired..bluekssss..=P
"Darling, you've given strength to me when I fell"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
10:23 PM
~What Hurts The Most~
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Njoy this video~=) such a sad song~ >.<""
Sometimes, we do not appreciate those people around us while they are still here. Once they are gone, you start to realise how much that person means to you. How have you been treating that person. Regret? And you wish to undo those mistakes? It'stoo late~ So, appreciate those people around you now. That you care and love so dearly. Love them. Cherish every single moment with them. Treat them nicely. Tell them how much you love them. Your family, your friends, your loved ones, your pets, your teachers or anyone you that you care for=) Live.Love.Laugh. [[Random]] I miss my grandpa all out of sudden..*sigh*=(
"Darling, you drown me with your love"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
12:10 AM
~One Year and 9 Days and Still Counting~
Friday, May 15, 2009
Ellloooowwww~~~XD So sorry 4 my disappearance~ Finally, I can blog a little for 2day~ weee~~XD Exam just started and now, i'm gonna study during the weekends~ what a joy! XD Exam is so far so good although, I didnt kick-start my exam very well, so nvm~ I'm hoping to pass only..XD hurm..anyways, see the title? see see*points above* wonder whats wit the year and the days?=P Today is the day that We've been together fora year and 9 daysalready=P do the calculation urself if u wanna noe the actual day~ muahahaha..=P so this post is supposed to be special. I know I've kept *him* waiting for me to write this post~ so, here!=)
Darling~ I cant believe one year has gone. We've been through good times, bad times, happy moments, sad moments. And I believe, those moments had made us stronger. You give me support and attention all the time. You make me feel like you cant live without me. You're like the air that i breathe. You're in my soul and I feel that you're with me all the time. We've been through bad times, the oh-not-so-sweet-and-painful times. We managed to pull them thorugh. We had the oh-so-sweet-and-hope-it-never-ends moments~ Sometimes, When i'm with you, I wish that time would move slowly. But, it seems like, when i'm with you, the time is rushing. I feel warm and secured when I'm in rough situations~
What more shall I say to him?=P everything is in the prezzie I gave to you, dar~ xD what he got for me? scroll down lar..=P
:+: Ta-dahh~~ Cupcakes~ My favourite!=P:+:
:+: Yummy~:+:
:+: Ngee~~XD I Want MORE~XD:+:
:+: I'm Off to Be a Nerd for the next two weeks~ =P:+:
Thanks dar for those ~=P ngee~~~~~ Loving you more and more as each day passes~ i mish you~~ Happy One-Year Anniversary,darling~ wee~~~XD
These are the little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on 12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt ~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote : I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥ Wanna know me more? Feel free to ask~=)
Wishlist.
** A Big Wardrobe of Clothes and Shoes =P **
** A Car **
** A Vacation to Europe and Korea =)**
** First Class Honour XD **
** A Fairytale =) **
Started in Year 2008 Why?
[My Blog is A Getaway]
[To Express And Share My Thoughts]
[To Have My Memories and Past Events To Be Written Down Somewhere]
[To Have My Personal Space Without Being Interfered]
[Midnight Rants]
[To Capture The Right Moment]
[I Love To Write Once A While]
:+: Mr Lee Oh Mr Lee~ XD Wonder What he was talking about that time..o.O:+:
SHiNiNG STaRS
:+: Ta-dahh~~ Cupcakes~ My favourite!=P:+:
