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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
ahh~ finally! the competition is here~ wich is tomorrow and it's less than 24 hrs frm now..=P aft 3 months of practice! sweats and tears[dramatic enuf?xD] da day has arrived..wee~~ so where do we stand now? i have no idea..=P i'm hoping for the best and i'll be doing all my best 4 tmr's competition...=) so does everyone else in this group~ xD do it for SMKBJ! Do it 4 us! Make Pn Kow proud! that's all lar..i'm wishing all the best 2 the rest of my choral speaking group members~ i noe u guys can do better than wat we have been practicing for so long..=) we the BJ speakers shall make our school proud! XD *random-ness strikes~*
"Darling,i'll always be supporting you in whatever situation~=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:01 PM
~Sigh~
Monday, March 30, 2009
haha~ xD i dunno why i'm blogging abt this. Mayb cz i'm bored, and i'm tired...and..i dnt feel like doing my work~ and i'm mishing *him* so much..sigh..=( ok ok~ i'm sorry~some readers might not like me bcz most of my posts are abt him~ and u might hate me bcz, i'm always talking abt him, how much i mish him, how much he means to me, bla bla bla~ many reasons~ i noe wat u guys are tinking~ bcz, i used 2 tink of those couples b4 i was involved=P especially those who hates people hu are in a relationship[i'm jz saying. It might not be you..*smiles*]=) bt, if u were in my situation, u'll noe exactly hw i feel nw~ anyways, i mish him d*mn much rite nw=( i wonder if he's ok. I wonder if he's tired~ yeah~ he's currently hving his usual Monday bowling practice~ and usually, Monday is the worst day in the week bcz evrytime i come bak frm karate in scul, he'll be hving his practice in Seberang Prai~ and will be coming bak ard 9 something..=(
gosh~ darling! i hope you read this~xD i mish you so much! i wanna talk 2 you..~~ i feel so lonely=( i'm worried abt u too~ ahahaha..=P jz 4 ur safety lar~ blekx~ i cant concentrate~ i guess?o.O scrap that off. i noe i can concentrate~..=) he's in my soul means he'shere with me~ ahahaha..xD
sigh~ wat i can do nw is..xD do my hwrks..=.=" and wait 4 him 2 come bak~ uwaa~ and he's gng 2 KL nx week 4 some bowling stuffs..=( hw i wish the week will nvr come..=P ahaha..xD bt still,i'm proud of him..=P darling so smart~ so gud in bowling..xD unlike me~ i dont know anything..=( ur perfect d lar~ blekx~~xD
nothing much abt diz post..just, i'm mishing him so much tat i nid 2 xpress it out..=) tu amor, darling~=P
and i noe der was a day last week wich was a pretty rough day 4 us~ i'm sorry 4 what i've done=) love you lots~~=)
Choral speaking competition is like less than 48 hrs to go! damn excited yet nervous[for some particular reasons]..do your best people! xD wateva v have been practicing, gv all ur best in it! wee~~ xD "BJ speakers say it out, BJ speakers say it loud, Say it out, Say it loud, BJ speakers blow the crowd!!!" =P
"Darling, i wanna take every single opportunity just to be with you~"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
6:47 PM
~Tagged By Zara~
Saturday, March 28, 2009
001. Real Name: **** Li Ean..=P my surname shall be left unknown..xD 002. Nickname(s): Li Ean, some other names..shh~~=P 003. Age: i'm gonna be 16 in 2months+ time! 004. Horoscope: Gemini, the twin 005. Gender: Female 006. Elementary: Tadika Mutiara. xD 007. Primary School: SK Bukit Gambir 008. Secondary School: SMK Bukit Jambul..=) 009. College: err..too soon..xD 010. Hair Colour: always black~xD 011. Hair Length: more than 1 cm~ less than 4 feet=P 012. Loud or Quiet: Depends on the situation;) 013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans lar.. 014. Phone or Camera: Phone..=P der's a camera in my phone..xD 015. Health Freak: Nt really lar..xD 016. Drink or Smoke: neither..^^, 017. Do you have a crush on someone: crush? used 2~ now no longer..=P 018. Eat or Drink: Both lar..xD 019. Piercings: none..=P 020. Tattoos: i dnt like tattoos..=.=" 021. Social or Anti-Social: Social~ 022. Righty or lefty: Righty~.. 023. First piercing: Not available..xD 024. First relationship: *smiles as wide as I can* go figure..=) 025. First Best Friend: ahh~ i cant remember..xD shd b Julia.=P 026. First Award: i cant remember lar..xD 027. First Kiss: From mummy and daddy..=P hu else?xD 028. First Pet: Frm facebook..=P his name is Max! wee~~ 029. First Big Vacation: how can i remember?=P 030. First Love at first sight: erm..once ONLY..=) 031. First Big Birthday: i tink wen i was 12yrs old..haha..xD 032. First Surgery : never had one..o.O 033. First sport you joined: cant remember..xD 034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice is so much nicer~ 035. Rock or Rap: Neither..=S 036. Country or Screamo: Of course, country~ 037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: ahaha..xD i tink i like both..=P 038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: neither.. 039. Night or Day: night...=) 040. Sun or Moon: Moon..for some particular reasons..xD 041. TV or Internet: both are important~ 042. Playstation or xbox: I never tried xbox..so playstation~xD 043. Kiss or hug: I want both!!!=) 044. Iguana or turtle: Turtles~hehe.. 045. Spider or bee: neither..both are my enemies..xD 046. Fall or spring: Spring lar.. 047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire.. 048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer..weee... 049. Eating: Anything nice and special..=P 050. Drinking: Nice and special 2..xD nt 2 sweet~ 051. Excitement level: hyper at times, quiet at times=P 052. I'm about to: reply *his* msg~xD 053. Listening to: 25 minutes too late-Michael Learns To Rock 054. Plan for today: err..? wateva happens, happens..dnt have a plan~..xD except, finishin sm of my bio wrk..=.=" 055. Waiting for: the choral speaking competition!!=P 056. Energy Level: still hyper~.. 057. Thinking of someone: as always~ tinking of those important ones..=) 058. Want kids : duhh..XD 059. Want to get married?: of course..=) 060. When?: i have no idea when i'll get married..xD 061. How many kids do you want: well, we'll see abt this in the future alright?=P 062. Any name on the mind: nah..xD 065. Mellow future or wild: hurmm..wild.. 066. Something you would never try: kill myself..xD 067. When do you want to die: wen i'm old enough to die..XD
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future) 068. Lips or Eyes: Both..=P 069. Romantic or Funny?: Both again.. 070. Shorter or Taller?: Must be taller 071. Protective or Caring?: Both lar..xD 072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both again lar..xD 073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Both can ar?xD 074. Sensitive or Loud?: erm, depends lar..both again lar..xD 075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship=) 076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: neither 077. Muscular or normal: erm, doesnt really matter..=) 078. Kissed a stranger: cannot lah..xD 079. Broken a bone: doesnt really matter 2..=) 080. Lost glasses or contacts: doesnt really matter~ 081. Ran away from home: cannot lar.. 082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: knife is ok~ bt gun is a no no.. 083. Killed somebody: cannot lar..must be a gud boy..xD 084. Broken some one's heart: hopefully, no.. 085. Had your heart broken: cannot larr....xD 086. Been arrested: of course cannot lar~ 087. Cried when someone died: ehehe..maybe? 088. Liked a friend more than a friend: erm..can lar..=)
Do you believe in 089. Yourself: Yup~ 090. Miracles: At times~ 091. Love at first sight: Nope..=) 092. Heaven: Of course 093. Santa Claus: When I was young.. 094. Tooth Fairy: When I was young. 095. Kiss in the first date: neop..~ 096. Angels: At times..=)
Answer Truthfully 097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : I want to be with *him* as evry second ticks by~ 098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: of course..i have evrything i want~ 099. Do you believe in God? : I do! ..xD 100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. ~ Stellah ~ Sarah ~ Meredy ~ Jasmine ~ Julia ~ Justine ~ Joel ~ Caryn ~ Camy ~ Jo-Nyee
11:31 PM
~Obvious~
I like this song so much! Somehow, part of it kinda like related 2 *him* last time~ ahaha..xD so, njoy lar..I like the meaning so much~u might wanna turn off d songs playing on my blog..=P
Yeah, ooooh.. We started as friends But something happened inside me Now I'm reading into everything There's no sign you really like me, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm Or wonder why I'm always where you are
I've made it obvious I done everything but say it (I've crushed on you for so long, but on and on you get me wrong) I'm not so good with words And since you never noticed The way that we belong I'll say it in a love song
I've heard you talk about(Heard you talk about) How you want someone just like me (just like me) Every time I ask you out(Time I ask you out) We never move pass friendly, no no
You don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
I've made it obvious I've done everything but sing it (I've crushed on you for so long but on and on you get me wrong) I'm not so good with words And since you never noticed The way that we belong I'll say it in a love song Yeah...
You are my very first thought in the morning And my last at nightfall You are the love that came without warning I need you, I want you to know
I've made it obvious So finally I'll sing it (I've crushed on you for so long) Oh yeah Wo ohh I'm not so good with words Since you never noticed The way that we belong I'll say it in a love song
The love song I'll sing it until the day you're holding me I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong I more than (I more than) adore you but since you never seem to see
Since you never seem to see I'll say it in this love song
"Darling, there's no way i can describe my love for you in words;)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
6:44 PM
~Earth Hour~
Thursday, March 26, 2009
VOTE EARTH
This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.
For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009.
This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the world to make their voice heard.Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum, the Sydney Opera House and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square all stood in darkness.
In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.
On Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm [according to local time]
just one hour! xD it isnt hard at all~=P stop global warming! =(
i'll be supporting this earth hour..wont you join in with me?=) vote for earth! Stop global warming~
How can you show your support? banners, online badges, download a poster, "Me Vote Earth" signs, stickers or wallpapers..=)
"Darling, wont you support thise Earth Hour together with me?=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
3:49 PM
~Bak!~
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
well, xD it's jz a quick update..=P abt scul~ haha..xD 2day is oni da 2nd day since scul reopened after the one week holiday~ gosh~ i really miss the holiday~=( anyways, so, results are so far so gud bt still i'm nt satisfied wit my chemistry results..*sigh*=( gt a vry low B4..ahaha..xD go on laughing cz i dnt care d..=P gonna try harder nx time~ wee! xD and also nt satisfied wit moral~ sobs~ i dnt rly noe hw 2 ans tat ppr and ended up..gttin a vry lowA2..yesh yesh~ all very low lar..=P bm, ok lar..kinda satisfied, i tink..bt sm ppl gt 98 for BM! total madness..=S maths..i'm vry happy wit my result..=P and..add math and physics too..xD dnt bother to ask the marks..shy to tell lar=P bt u can alwix ask me personally if u wanna noe=P erm..wat else?xD scul's been great so far~ monday was tiring..tue v had diz sukan tara~ ah-ha..idin pass any of the acara..damn.it. xD i was scared 2 pass d high jump~i gt d timing bt wen i reached d pole..i slowed dwn and turned away~ T__T
and it's kinda sad wen i got to know tat my temporary add math tcher..one tall tcher..=P Mr Hareez! xD some of u might know him.. =P diz week is gonna be his last week..kinda sad though because, his class is always fun..=P i can actually joke with him and eventually, he will giggle and laugh..xD nt only me lar..bt a few ppl in my class too..=P bt plz dnt misunderstand=P he's jz my tcher and i dnt like da class 2 be boring..xD i.love.only.one.guy.in.my.life.the.very.special.one =P bsides my dad of curz..xD nx week, Pn Wein will b coming bak and trust me... her class is always quiet and that environment will make me feel sleepy..*yawns* nvm, i'll try 2 joke wit her too, alrite?=P ahh..wat else? Mr Koh is one of the tcher i can joke wit too~ bt i tink he's leavin us in April~ no!! T__T he's a fun tcher too~ although he's temporary bt yeah..xD evry1 in class always joke wit him~..=P
nothing much happened today bt i'll be participating myself in some project abt climate change i tink..xD i am nt sure abt it bt well, it's gonna be fun! xD know why? whenever there's something to do with the environment, I tend to be interested..=P der are 6 of us in my group~ Mun[my so called wifey..=P], Boo-Yeong, Joel, Gaik Sim[so called dear]=P Nhivi and I. So, consider us as environment freaks~ xD v r gonna start d project 2day~ and hand in by thursday?! hw is tat possible?! XD anyways, we'll try our best..for the sake of Denmark! weee! xD if v win, v r gng 2 denmark~ yeah rite.xD our chances is like..5%?XD participating 4 fun lar..stop opn burning lar,u! uncle opposite of my hse! XD you're making me so hard 2 breathe nw..=.=" ya ya ya~ xD Li Ean is mad~ insane~ hyper~ weird these days~ ignore her plz..=) it's jz her normal sickness she has evryday~ sigh..dnt u jz pity her?XD
oh oh! xD i might be supporting Earth hour too! =P plz lar..u ppl out der..xD support wit me lar..xD jz turn off ur lightz 4 one hr..=P more abt earth hour the next post yea..=P
darling! i mish you lar..=( faster come bak lar..xD altho you didnt reply my msg 4 like 30 min only bt i mish talking to you lar..T__T yterday, you came bak late and i slpt quite early cz i wasnt feeling well..you'll be replying me ard 9 something and i know tat..=( sobs~ mishing you like crazy~ T__T all i need is you..=) you're care, tenderness, love...i feel secure wit you..=) those are wat i need..and you alwix gv them 2 me..=P tho sometimes bully me..=P no syg me~ blekx..xD jking..=P bt having you is enuf lar..=P ur perfect 2 me d..=) love you deep dwn frm my heart~weee! xD hmph~ bz bz darling~..T__T
"Darling, you're my very first thought in the morning..all the time"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
5:03 PM
~Tagged By Mun=P~
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Rules:It's harder than it looks!Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real...nothing made up!If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Li Ean [duhh~ xD] 2. A four Letter Word: Love [crazy me~ ignore this crazy gurl..=P] 3. A boy's Name: Lawren 4. A girl's Name: Lily 5. An occupation: Lawyer [yeah! XD it's all abt laws! =P ] 6. A color: Light Blue [blah~ xD i dunno what colour starts wit "L".=P] 7. Something you'll wear: Lipgloss [cracked lips=P] 8. A food: Lollipop! wee~~xD 9. Something found in the bathroom: Light! [of curz der's light rite?xD] 10. A place: London [uuuu~~xD] 11. A reason for being late: Late meh? You're too early lar! XD 12. Something you'd shout: Love you lots! wee! XD 13. A movie title: Lord of the rings..=.="" 14. Something you drink: Lemonade~ 15. A musical group: Linkin Park [zZz] xD 16. An animal: Lion! [The king of the..erm jungle?o.O"] 17. A street name: Love Lane in Penang~ wee~~xD [what's with me and love?=.="] 18. A type of car: Lamborghini lar~ =P 19. The title of a song: Love Story-Taylor Swift 20. Tag 10 people: *Justine *Julia *Jasmine *Stellah *Sarah *Zara *Jo-Nyee *Ruben *Camy *Caryn
~Njoy lar~xD
12:54 AM
~Sweetness In You~
Friday, March 20, 2009
Whoa~ Seems like I'm so addicted to blogging these days~ xD bt anyways, this post is to replace tomorrow's cause i dont tink i'll be blogging tmr=P till school reopns~ xD
this post is abt the 5th day of CNY this year. I'm too lazy to post abt my CNY this year bt it was fun! =) btw, I'll never forget that very day~ dated 30th January, 2009~ haha..xD and i'm missing it so much..=( Let's move on~ haha.xD
[u]30th January 2009 ♥ (5th day of Cny 2009?o.O)[/u]
it was supposed to be an ordinary day~ i woke up. had breakfast. then wen off 4 lunch somewhere in sg dua. I thought that I was dying cause I was bored! xD and i had lunch as usual and i was supposed 2 go 2 my uncle's house right after that until.......*he* asked me 2 go 2 qbay.=P some sort of "punishment" cause i replied his msg late..hmph..=P no lar..xD jz jking abt tat;) it was just 2 bid farewell 2 Zub bt somehow....It was a very good oppurtunity to go out with "him*! xD so, *he* asked me 2 ask a few frenz of mine 2 join in with me.. and guess who i thought first?=P simmy sim sim! xD i guess u guys dnt noe hu the heck is she bt i knew her since std 1..which means *counts* we are frenz for like almost 10 yrs! whoa~ 10 yrs?! that's pretty long ! xD i called her up and she was having difficult time deciding to go or nt cz she had sm activities gng on. Bt ended up, she said "yes" to my invitation! haha..xD so ended up, after lunch, I asked my dad to fetch her=P since we were nearby bt b4 tat, my dad dropped my mum and bro at my uncle's place..off to qbay aft fetchin her !=P so we were walking around qbay~ waitin 4 *him* and *he* told me to look out for a guy wearing shorts and a singlet. [blekx..=P like i'll believe=P] move on~ so he called and said he was at the cinema's floor. i was there too bt i cudnt see him as he saw me..xD [blame my poor vision=(] and we planned 2 watch a movie, bt...it turned out that the line was damn long! xD so v left zub, marlina, ummi and erm..i 4gt hu else..xD [Sorry..=P] for their movie time together.. So, simmy, me and *him* wer jz walkin ard qbay as simmy wanted to get presents for who i dont remember..xD i was walking with *him* happily..and ended up, we went to secret recipe. v had cheese cake and lasagne. hey! xD simmy was supposed 2 share with me the lasagne..bt nvm lar..xD i shared my cheese cake wit *him* took a pix bt I aint gonna upload it here..=P haha..xD so aft tat, we walked and walked agn~ nothing much abt that lar..=P saw Dexter in qbay too tat time..haha..xD and it was sweet of my *him* as he puts his both hands beside my waist..[go imagine larr....xD] after that, we headed to KFC as *he* was abt to head home and *his* brother wanted KFC so yeah~ simmy and i followed him 2 KFC.. and i was with him in the line ~wee..xD and v jz sat dwn at one of the tables there.. jz 2 have a chat. and i took some pix with him and again, i wont be uploading them..=P ahem~simmy was vaining there..haha..xD and then..*his* dad called. *he* left..=( nt long aft he left, my dad came ~ so he dropped simmy sim sim~ xD and headed 4 dinner..;) before that, *he* asked me to stay bak a lil while aft add math ttn tat day~ so i was afraid 2 ask daddy whether can he fetch me a lil late bt ended up i did..=) i said i wanna help my fren do something..xD and my dad said okay=) aft dinner, headed bak home.. bathed?xD and off to tuition~..=) nothing unusual abt ttn~ =P aft ttn, so i did..i waited for evry1 to leave~ so hurm~ when evry1 left, jz talked 2 him~ and..oh well..*privacy time* dnt have to know lar..nothing interestin 4 u readers..=P bt hey! xD dnt go too far! whateva happened, wasnt against the law!=P and then, he asked me 2 follow to his room and gave me this seed ting he got frm erm..bukit tinggi if i'm nt mistaken [sorry lar..i dunno tat place..=P] he spent his CNY in KL and erm, bukit tinggi?XD [eh eh! kinda like he left me and wen for holiday lar?xD jz joking..;)] and he secretely gt this seed for me frm bukit tinggi~.=P[bad darling..=P hahaha..xD] hw sweet of him~ weee~~~XD scroll down to see the pictures..=P he asked me to plant that seed and see what happens, bt nah, terlalu sayang akan that seed he gave..xD ended up, it's still a seed ever since that day~..xD and again~ *privacy time* shhh lar..xD it was so sweet of him 2 erm..sumthing lar..xD he whispered "i wanna hug you tightly and i dont wanna let you go" well, it's a hint on what happened that time! xD and before i left...i gave him something, he gave me something..and no..those are not items that you can feel..=P it's something that can make you fly away~ ahaha.xD some of you might know.. so i gt 2 daddy's car and headed bak to my uncle's hse..haha..xD and he texted me saying "aiya..didnt get to touch the dog" and yeah! xD i really wanted to touch his dogs! especially the small one. My Lil' Max!! he's so cute! aww..i miss him..=P i like the way he put his paws on my laps the other day~ awhh..xD ok ok..back to the track..xD nothing much happened at my uncle's hse as i was doing my add math tuition hwrks..and i took this pix of my cuzin! she's so cute! haha..xD at 1st i tot she'll refuse 2 let me take a pix of her bt she did! xD no second thought ! bt sadly, it was just one pix~=( evr since the 1st day of CNY, i've been tryin 2 take a pix of her [swt.....=.=""] she's too cute lar! xD ok ok..xD nthing much d lar..=P i jz miss that day~ bt most importantly, i.miss.you.so.much..=(
P/S 2 simmy, i wonder if that guy you stalked in padini is still working there..=P
Sorry! Li Ean is having love sick here! XD she's been tinkin too much especially those sweet moments.=P
:+: Written There, "only you"..wee~~xD:+:
:+: Enough Said..=) :+:
"Darling, It doesnt matter how far we are, our hearts are together as ONE..=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:07 PM
~Cupcakes!~
ahh! xD all out of sudden, i'm fell in love with cupcakes! xD i was blog hopping and suddenly, i ended up at this cupcake page. The cupcakes there are like so cute! and they look so good that they are not meant to be eaten! xD ahh! i want cupcakes! Just to stare at them~ i dont mind not eating them.. ngeee! i want! xD so tempting~ yum...
:+: Remember this lil man?xD his name is Mario! wee~~xD:+:
:+: Cool~~xD:+:
:+: Aww.. A melted snowman~=P:+:
:+: I Want! Ahh!! SO cute! X3:+:
:+: I want This more!=P:+:
:+: I want this too, Dar!=P:+:
"Darling, I want cupcakes! =P"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
11:56 AM
~Mum~
Thursday, March 19, 2009
The following post, well, xD jz a random one but i everything written, is what i really meant..=)
Mum, Thanks for being such a great pillar of support. When daddy was in the hospital, you had such patience to take care of us. Although you werent feeling well, yet you still carry on your responsibilities as a mum. I adore you, mum. You are so strong. You inspired me to be a better person. You sacrificed a lot. I know you're tired, mum. Handling everything without the presence of daddy for three days. I know you're worried of daddy too. I am worried too~ Thanks for always listening to me, mum. Thanks for being there. Thanks for walking with me before and after tuition that day. I know you're worried of my safety especially it was dark that time. I owe you lots, mum~ I know you love me. I know you care for me. Most importantly, I will always be your one and only daughter. There's no way to show you how much iappreciate everything You've done. I love you lots, mum~ i really do~ I'm sorry that at times I never listened to your advices. I'm sorry I am so rebellious at times. I'm sorry for scolding you when I was wrong. I'm sorry when I answered you in a harsh and high tone as times. I'm sorry for everything I've done that hurt your feelings before. I'm sorry I always feel you're very protective to me. I know it is for me own good. I didnt mean to. I love you, mum~ ♥
Daddy, I hope you'll get well soon.=) I love you too daddy! =)
"Darling, I was in the dark until you've shown me the light.."
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
2:40 PM
~It's All About You~
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
It's only you,
It's only me,
Both of us together,
Through this harsh weather,
When I first saw you,
My heart pounds madly,
Knowing you,
Is a beginning of something new,
When you utter those words,
At first, it was weird,
When I close my eyes, It's you I see,
When I dream, You'll be there with me.
Darling, eventhough we are miles apart,
Our love will never depart,
Reach out your hands for me,
So I know you'll be there for me,
I just wanna be with you,
And it's all because of you,
Who made me feel stronger,
Who made me feel like an adored girl,
I mish you. I need you. I love you.
"Darling, This Is Specially For You~I Love You~=)"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
6:55 PM
~It's Just A Thought~
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Sometimes I just wanna break free, From this misery, All I ever wanted, Is that freedom that has got me tempted, I dont want to be watched, You, Just sit back and relax in your own couch, Let me have my own breathing space.
"Darling, wont you give me your strength when i'm weak?"
SHiNiNG STaRS
5:12 PM
~Random~
Monday, March 16, 2009
~Being Random, I Need Freedom~
hurm..well, xD it's just a random post;) to keep my blog alive..XD so yea~xD diz holiday is gonna behectic..sadly..=( i'll b gng 2 scul in d morning evryday..*sigh*..xD i'm gonna lose my voice soon..=P i have 2 finish up all my h/wrks..how many are there? five all together...have to write notes..sigh~=( and, phy ttn, twice diz week..XD bt doesnt really matter cz i am excited 2 go 4 ttn..=P no add math diz week cause it was replaced on last saturday=P well, xD i tot last yr i've sacrificed all my hol and tot diz yr i can at least njoy bt oh well..xD anyways..xD here are some pix~ jz 4 d sake of fun~=)
:+: Oranges?xD I dunno why i took this=P:+:
:+: You Resemble The Rainbow In My Life. Colour.Up.My.World:+:
:+: Mum and I [First Shot~=P] Do I look tired?=P:+:
:+: Mum and i..and I know I look weird here..=P:+:
:+: The School's Hall~*sigh* I miss those moments=(:+:
"Darling, together We stand strong through any kind of weather~"
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
12:43 PM
~At Last~
Friday, March 13, 2009
~I'm Free And I Aint Feeling Guilty~
yay!! exam is over ! woohoo~~XD bt, resultsare up to come and oh well, i dont wanna get them! trust me..xD diz exam was okay bt i did a lot of careless mistakes.. like missing out important informations~ haha..xD anyways..xD here goes the days of exam~=P i summarized them ad..xD as 4 CNY diz yr, i am so lazy 2 post them up! XD
1st Day of Exam~(11/3/2009)
so urm~ i sat for BM, physics and moral papers..xD well, wasnt tat badafterall=P i screwed up 4 my moral as i didnt really read..=.=" i crapped for the SPRM[Suruhanjaya Pencegah Rasuah Malaysia] oh well..xD hu cares? it's ovr anyway..xD and for BM? sigh..xD Cik Norasiah came in like 5 min b4 d ppr ended and did some correction..and btw, tat correction happens 2 be theimportant point4 my summary=P so i was struggling bt ended up, yeah~ i added in.XD physics? oh well, it was OK lar..xD my 1st physics ppr! wee!! XD hopefully, i gt wat i targetted..*prays real hard* came bak and started studyin sejarah[like what the heck..XD] at nite was a bitter-sweet moment. i had physics ttn with *him*..=P guess wert? only me, *him*, boo-yeong and a gurl came 4 tat day's ttn..XD and it was raining tat time.. and hw sweet was he 2 actually used d umbrella 2 cover me and i wasnt wet and well, he was almost i guess..xD so, phy ttn was ok lar.Was kinda sleepy[sejarah was d cause=P] hurm~ d class was quiet tho..four of us only, wat do you expect?xD anyways, tat was d sweet part. D bitter part, i shall keep it 2 myself..=P haha..xD anyways, sorry darling..^^ <3 and yeah~ i was reading sejarah till 12.30 am?haha.xD dang~=P
2nd Day of Exam~(12/3/2009)
well, it was d worst day ever! XD i had english, maths, sejarah and add-math papers on the same day ! hw hectic was it?haha..xD anyways, english was OK lar..xD hopefully can score well as diz is the 1st time i'm exposed 2 part of SPM ppr format..xD and maths? was erm~ OK oso lar.. xD sejarah was d worst..sigh~ xD d objektif i'm confident bt wen it comes 2 structure..*poofs* gone were my hopes 2 get at least a pass..xD d essay part was d worst 4 sejarah ppr..trust me=P nyahaha..xD i'm hoping for a pass in 4 diz=P haha..xD add math was d best paper of the day!! =P and, because of Mr Koh, i almost lost 6 marks..=P [Sir, u better gv me a bar of chocolate! XD] because i cudnt see the negative sign of a ques..it was a correction tat was written on the white board..xD and i was struggling like 15 min 4 that ques? cz i cudnt gt d ans no matter hw i factorise it..xD and ended up, i asked him abt tat ques, he told me der's a negative der. I wen like "sir, i cudnt see wat u wrote on the white board lar..xD no wonder la no answer" and he jz giggled..xD btw, xD yeah~ as i said b4, i luv add math..=P anyways..xD i wen 2 kacau my Add-Math sir as he said calculators are not allowed 4 Add-Math paper. Bt, dey are actually allowed.;) haha..xD i wen 2 sir i was like "sir, i duwan 2 fren u d lar.. U said cant you calculator, i dint bring. So now hw?" and he was so bad tat he answered me wit a laugh..xD he asked me 2 use my brain 2 count~ nah~ my brain is slow..haha..xD so, i came bak and i was pretty much relaxing myself..=P ididnt really study as i felt tat it was already the last day of exam~ haha..xD so i was lazing on my bed~ tryin 2 read bio bt cudnt ended up readin chem..=.=" and, tat was oni 4 an hr..xD and i was off 2 tuition..add math ttn!XD haha..xD hw excited i was..=P bt i was blur in ttn as i dunno wat was happenin..blame me 4 being sick..sigh..=( came bak~ and was lazing ard 2..xD and ard 11, i started readin bio..=P and i found tat bio was so interestin evr since then! XD so slpt ard 12.45am cz i was watchin this game show called "WipeOut" on AXN..=P such a funny game show ~xD d commentators rock!xD
:+: "Studying" Chemistry..haha..XD:+:
3rd Day of Exam~(13/3/2009)
13th?Friday?a good day?erm.....?xD
oh well, it's 2day! wich is d last day of exam! haha..xD so free rite nw.=P bt oh well, my h/wrks mz b done aft d hol. othwise, AKD[Audit Kualiti Dapatan]..or my way of saying it "Aku Kena Denda"..=P anyways..xD i had chem and bio pprs 2day..=P chem i totally hope 4 at least an A2 wich is kinda impossible nw..sigh..at least a B, plz?=) and bio was ok lar..xD i was so happy as soon as my bio ppr was on d ppr..=P i finally gt 2 hv a break aft so long! XD anyways..hurm~xD d ppr wasnt tat bad;) so aft tat, xD i had choral speakin practice.. i was dead tired and i decided 2 give my "i'm in love" part to chiew tsann d lar..=P i suck in tat part..i guess i'm 2 conscious as *he* will be sayin tat part wit me.. oh well, i gv up=) nthing much d lar..xD tat's all..;) off 2 njoy my friday! XD
:+: I'm an ordinary teenage school gurl:+:
"Darling, shall we spend our time together, forever?"
P/S= It has been a pretty rough week for me this week. And, whatever that happened, our love will still remain. I Love You.
Cheers.
SHiNiNG STaRS
3:30 PM
~Leave It Blank~
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Sigh..I dunno wat 2 say actually. Just a short post~ i feel useless these days..=( stupid exam..=( i feel sad~ feel vry dwn~nobody noes why~just keeping all inside~i wish 2 express out, but i dare not do so~ mayb i'm jz being 2 sensitive,maybe i'm jz tinkin 2 much~y am i feeling this way? idiotic~ oh plz! i cnt stop diz feeling..sigh.... Pls gv me strength 2 face it~ sigh~ . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ ......... .......... ........... ............ ............. .............. ............... ................ ................. .................. ................... .................. ................. ................ ............... .............. ............. ............ ........... .......... ......... ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . Kiddin people!!! XD jz 4 fun am emo-ing..=P lalalala..XD dnt wry..=P *he* didnt do this to me..xDas i said, just for fun i'm riting all those nonsense.=P "Darling, reach your hands out to me"
Cheers. SHiNiNG STaRS
1:44 PM
~Exam Fever~
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
~Sickness~
hurm..xD somehow, i feel like bloggin today~ and i apologise 4 nt riting abt my CNY yet~ haha..xD i dnt hv d pictures~ and i hv vry lil time 2 actually rite abt it=P anyways..xD yeah~ exam is coming..and i'm nt really prepared..=.=" besides all those science subjects..a lil here and there..and how many more days 2 exam? lessthan a week~ yay me!! XD i din evn touch sejarah yet..i rule! lalalala..xD and, i'm feeling so sick these days~ cough, a lil sore throat, flu~ gosh~ c'mon li ean! exam is coming and you arent supposed 2 be sick!! XD wat's rong with you lar??..XD hurm~ besides exam,choral competition is coming soon~..excited though..really hoping 2 gt at least top 3=) wanna compete 4 national level [if only we can,i really hope..] it's my last yr 4 choral speakin~ i really hope 4 d best.. =) as 4 my part? well, i wud like 2 promise evry1 in choral speaking tat i'll do evn btr in my "i'm in love" part. and thanks for letting me 2 have my part bak..=P i'll try 2 b less conscious.. i'll imagine as if i'm saying well, smthing 2 *him* XD anyways..xD that's all for this post lar~~
These are the little things that make her world go round.
Good morning texts. Pretty dresses. Cute shoes. Warm cappucino. Pretty bags. Swimming. Laughters. Family. Friends. Hearing Her Favorite Songs on the Radio. Cuddling In Bed When It’s Raining Outside. Crushes. Wang Lee Hom. Good Books. Jokes. Never ending Conversations Late At Night. The Beach. Party. Starbucks. Silly Faces. Laughing So Hard Her Stomach Hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Warm Hugs. Waking Up and Realizing You Still have A Few Hours Left To Sleep. Waking Up Knowing It’s A Weekend. Socializing And Making Friends. Spending Time With Close Friends. Playing With Puppies. Playing With Babies. Nephew. Great People. Hot chocolate. Road Trips With Friends and Family. Holding Hands. Back Hugs XD . Sleep. Late Night Stroll =) Good Food. Smiles. Sports Car. Photography. Drawing =)
First cried on 12th Of June,1993 You do the math on my age..=P
#Gemini #
# A Proud Penangite#
#A Dream Chaser#
#UTP-ian! =) #
#A Chemical Engineering Student #
#Just An Ordinary Girl#
#Living in a Simple and Humble Life#
#Stubborn At Times#
Loves:
~ GOD
~ Family and Friends
~To Be Acknowledged for Who I Am
~Puppies
~ Tea!!!
~ Blue
~ Chicken XD
Hates:
~Backstabbers, Fakers, Cheaters, Liars.
~ Being Sad =(
~ Being Hurt ~ Beancurd =P
Favourite Quote : I May Not Have The Best Of Everything, But I Make The Best Of Everything I Have ♥ Wanna know me more? Feel free to ask~=)
Wishlist.
** A Big Wardrobe of Clothes and Shoes =P **
** A Car **
** A Vacation to Europe and Korea =)**
** First Class Honour XD **
** A Fairytale =) **
Started in Year 2008 Why?
[My Blog is A Getaway]
[To Express And Share My Thoughts]
[To Have My Memories and Past Events To Be Written Down Somewhere]
[To Have My Personal Space Without Being Interfered]
[Midnight Rants]
[To Capture The Right Moment]
[I Love To Write Once A While]
SHiNiNG STaRS
:+: Cool~~xD:+:
