~Here Comes The Day~
ahh! Gosh! xD i cnt believe it's already the 29th of December,2008=X and i cant bliv new yr is in 2 days time! haha..xD excited for new year tho~ i have some new year resolutions to make..=) especially wen i'll be in form 4 already next yr.=S actually,i cudnt believe i actually sat for PMR too..=P 2 months plus ago..2 b exact..xD I cudnt believe it's over! haha.xD and now,i'm waiting anxiously and worriedly for the results. oh well, i've been waitin 4 it quite long..=P [ever since some people told me that results will be out on 24th=P] bt weeks b4 tat,i wasnt really tinkin much about my PMR results..pity me for having such weird feelings~xD
~~~*drum rolls*~~~
and NOW..tomorrow is the day! ahh! xD am i excited or wat? =P let me tell you my feelings. kinda mixed up..xD let's c..of curz i'm excited! xD i wanna noe my results~ i wanna c hw i performed in my PMR..=P of well,hopin for the best now~haha..xD bsides,i'm excited to c "that someone" agn.=P [deal with it.xD] i mish "that someone" already=( havent been seeing "that someone" evryday.T_T bsides,i find it real weird tat i'm nt very nervous rite nw..=X mayb i'll experience it at nite..xD bt anyways,i'm still worried..=P i'm jz afraid i cant gt straight A's..afterall, tru out the whole year all my holidays were sacrificed just for PMR.. xD and lots of efforts were put in.. So if i dnt gt straight A's,i tink i'll be cryin non-stop~ mayb 4 d whole day,week?or month?! xD anyway,wateva it is,i noe i've tried my bez 2 gt gud results..^^v as wat Munny said [What's done is done]
wat else?erm~xD i'm tryin 2 gt rid of the word "result" from my mind nw=P so nobody reminds me,plz.T___T hopefully,i can gt up tmr morning=P i've been sleepin till almost 11 these days~ [oh yea~xD call me a pig or wat?~xD] anyways,xD wishing all form 3 students [especially "that someone" xD] , Best of luck! Whatever ur result is, be happy! never gv up! =) der's still SPM 2 go~ Try harder on tat~ It's way more important than PMR~ Ah-ha! Dont get butterflies in ur stomach! xD
Btw,to Joel and "that someone", our bets are still on ;)
Cheers,
SHiNiNG STaRS
~Traumatised By My Bro~
Warning: This following post maybe a little out of control
Oh yea..YOU are reading the the title right..I am TRAUMATISED by my bro since that “incident” happened. And I like the title anyways~ I am so sick of him rite NOW..You must be wondering what terrible ting he had done to me. Oh well..SIMPLE~ It all happened on the 21st of November,2008 >to be exact< ~ [The day I wen out with “them”] And of course I’m gonna tell you the whole story. Well,before I headed to Queenbay tat day, I logged in into my Mo Siang ID and I was usin my second character to save my money in the bank.. And I was kinda sick so,somehow, I forgotten 2 log out [ D*mn..i really regretted for forgettin] then, he ceked on my msgs! Fine~I confess. Those msgs are actually from “that someone”..And contained some sweet quotes and callings~
And guess wat?! Mr Oh-Don’t-Care-About-My-Privacy even took screenshots of those msgs! So what?! I have a guy that cares for me! And I love him lots~ You’ll get ur gurl soon~ Most of us will at least involve themselves in secondary scul relationships. Deal with it..Trust me..you’ll get yours~ What made me so freaking frustrated is that YOU intruded my privacy by reading those msgs and even took screenshots of them!! Oh yeah,I’m pretty lucky that I found out about those screenshots and deleted them..And now you’re blaming me that I deleted those screenshots?! Hello! I have my rights to do,ya noe?! WHO do YOU think YOU are?! Those are MY messages..And noe what?! Because of YOU,I had 2 delete all those msgs?! Do you have any idea how heartbreaking was it?! But,to me,what “that someone” said tru msgs, I noe He meant those..so I kept those in my heart..=) Btw, y do you wanna read my msgs at the 1st place? Nobody reads my msgs unless I gave them the permission to..=.=” and you din even say “sorry” for reading my msgs?! Who taught you such concept?! You cant control me! what you CAN do is advice me on what I should do and wat I shouldn’t! and just keep your bl*ddy mouth shut and keep quiet lar! Why told my mum abt those msgs?! It’s no wonder I’m angry at you! How would You feel when you’re in this situation?! When I do the same thing to YOU?! Of curz,you’ll be mad rite?! You found out abt it,jz shut up lar! Why wanna tell the whole world?! When it’s the RIGHT time,I’ll tell the whole UNIVERSE! So wat’s next?YOU are threatenin me 2 tell daddy?! Got nothing else to do?! Too free?! Go read a gud buk lar! Go gain knowledge! Go study lar..~ Care about my privacy for wat?! First of all, YOU are WRONG. YOU intruded my privacy! And now, what’s wrong with you?! Why do you freakin care about who am I with?!
And do not talk about privacy to me,bro~ since you disrespected my freakin privacy,why should I?! Gosh..I am so angry when you talk about privacy to me.. Am I like a piece of rubbish to YOU?! Oh Yea~~Rubbish doesn’t have any privacy.. Worthless..Am I???Am I???! Why are you makin my life so miserable?! Is that what you’re up to?! If that’s what’s making you happy?! My frenz have younger bro or sis bt I nvr heard them invading my frens’ privacy=( Why are you doing this to me?! =(
And why are you telling mum tat I trust my frenz more than you?! Oh yea..i gave them my ID and p/wrd..cz I trust them..~ Did you realize that you have done sumth rong to me?! How am I gonna trust you aft that particular incident? YOU tell me~ It needs time 4 me 2 show my trust towards you bak.. it might take a while.
This isn’t d first time you are tryin 2 read my msgs okay~ Months before this, I was charging my phone’s battery, and I off my phone.. What did YOU do?! You tried 2 crack my PIN code..=.=” Why are you doing this to me?! Why do you care who I msg and hu msgs me?! Your problem oso ka?=( Did I do anything wrong to you before?! Did I?! Mayb I did..xD Oh gosh! Let’s see. I hardly bully you. YOU are the one who bullies me the most until you got on my nerves! And I am able 2 get used to them. And yesh, I am very proud I’m strong! XD since then, I’ve been tryin 2 ignore him 4 his foolish act [oh yea..he’s a fool~ a very dumb fool..P/S 2 Joel= he doesn’t inherit frm me..=.=” and of course I’m not a fool!XD] but I coudnt do it. Because, he’s my one and only brotha. The one tat’s gonna be close 2 me til I’m old. I’ve seen him grown up..since he was borned[Although I was vry young tat time..xD] You’ve been my closest buddy bsides my frenz. Since young, we joke,play,talk together.
Oh gosh~I better not rite this any longer..=.=”” that’s all la..i’ve released everything I kept inside..felt much better..=)
P/S= I Love You,Bro. I’m scolding you for your own gud. I hope you realize what you’ve done wrong and come apologising to me.~And of curz, I feel bad and hurt too wen I’m scoldin u~ You’ve been nice to me at times. But at times,u gt on my nerve. Bt tats wat siblings usually do. And I forgive u for reading my msgs. Eventhough I haven’t hear d word “sorry” from you yet. But what I learnt in my life is to forgive and forget, Bro, Just keep my secret to yourself. Don’t ever tell mummy and daddy. You don’t want my life to be ruined. You have to learn to respect my privacy. Otherwise, in the future, how are your friends gonna respect you if you don’t respect their privacy?I hope you understand~ Sorry 4 being harsh~ I Do Love You. Deep Down from my heart.♥
Cheers,
xXShiningStarsXx
~Merry Christmas~
Oopsie~So Sorry 4 d late wishes! haha..xD bcz on xmas day,i wasnt that free~wen to sonia's hse 4 her opn hse..=) it was kinda fun..v talked,and v used sonia's computer[Sorry Sonia.hehe]..xD we ate..and da fud were really really nice!! da potatoes were great! [P/S= Joel,dont u get jealous..=P] gosh~i'm startin to miss those food now!=P i wen der ard 1.30pm~so not long aft i reached,Julia reached d..xD bt i enjoyed myself der lar..thnx sonia 4 invitin me=) well,i took A FEW pictures only. So i guess,i'm not gonna upload them here but mayb in friendster,alrite?=) And!!xD i wen 2 d new Pacific Komtar on Xmas Day!xD it was okay oni lar..xD everything is NEW..that's all.=P And bought 2 blouses der~wee!xD Anyways..xD Der's 12 days of Christmas rite?so i guess i'm not that late to wish you peeps..xD have a wonderful,joyful and blessed xmas!=) May Mr. Santa drops by some presents for you peeps..xD
SHiNiNG STaRS
~Love Is Crazy~
Before i start,i got the inspiration frm my wifey..XD Munny~i would like 2 thank her that she made me realise even more how much "A person" means in my life~^^ so here goes my post~
Another source of inspiration is tru a song titled "Westlife-When i'm with you"..""When i'm with you~
What Good Is a Memory?
Without You There With Me?
The Morning Sun Aint The Same Without You Here
You Are The Summer breeze
The Wind Blowing through the trees
You Make the loneliness all just disappear""
Indeed,it's tru~^^ Who am i without you? Just an ordinary gurl~Every SINGLE memory with you,means a lot to me~ With You, About You, What We Talked.. Just US~ Those sweet moments together. Not even money can buy those moments bak. So,when it comes to money and Him, well, He's way MORE important to me than money~what's money 2 me?He's more valuable than anything~=) Of course he makes all the loneliness disappear ever since he came into my life! ^^ He is always there for me..In that way,He makes me feel more secured and cared~ It's like someone is always by your side, guiding and helping you to go through those hard times~ And indeed,He helped me a lot~ He's always there to support and cheer me up whenever i am down. Overall,i'm always happy with him~^^
>>>There Will Be No distance too far, I gotta be where you are~<<<
""i Dont Want To Face This World Alone,
Without you by my side,
You’re the only one that makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you’re not around I’m feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith to make it through
When I’m with you"
Ahh~~xD Of course nobody wants 2 face the world alone..full of surprises,obstacles,problems etc~xD I NEED Him~otherwise,i'll be kinda lost..=p well,He's always der to catch me when i fall~He makes me feel warm~ [P/S= Hugging the person u love is one way 2 make them feel secure,safe and warm~] Eventhough you're not around,i can feel ur presence. And i do feel that a part of me is missing~ But It'll be better if you're always here wit me~^^
"What good’s a photograph
If you’re not in the other half
Why even dream if I’m not dreaming of you"
Exactly=P what good is a photograph if there's oni me in it?xD It makes d pix blank,rite?=P a picture wit you in it, is like da most valuable THING[yea.diz is thing now..xD] between you and me. When there's me and you in the picture, it makes the picture special,unique,wonderful,sweet~ xD i love takin pix wit Him~of curz i dnt have many pix wit him YET bt still,"those" pictures are treasures i value most~ Seeing you makes me smile=) [Mark my words..XD] and of curz..dreamz..xD i dream about you almost every night in my dream..i have no idea y is diz happening bt i like it diz way.xD dreaming abt u..even make me smile in my dreamz~xD wich means,i have been always tinkin about you all the time~because,YOU mean ALOT to ME~Dream about you,Think about you,Talk about You,Smile When i Think about you..Ahh..this is Love?xD
When I'm With You,It's Just Me and You,boo~It's all about Us~ Boo, This is what i call Love~Each time you call me with those callings,I'll smile sweetly in my heart, and sumtimes,i might show it~ You're everything 2 me,I dont care what others talk behind of us~And maybe i'm kinda shy 2 look into ur eyes at times=P Bcz my heart will start 2 pound very fast~I dont care what others think about YOU~I accept you the way you are~ because evry1 is IMPERFECT..[same as me~^^v] I had been tinking about you a lot these days..You've been running around my mind all the time..[i bet you're tired aft those runnings=P] Those sweet words frm you,i know you meant those,Sweet moments together with you I shall keep them safe my heart all the time,
"Darling,i Mish you~", makes me wanna break down in tears when you said so..[p/s=I miss you too,boo~] i want to be with Him,all the time,every second,minute,hour,day,week,month,year~I just hope time would pause at tat very moment wen He said those, "Darling,i love you~" indeed,makes me feel very sweet and i know He meant it~[P/S=i'll be loving you,always~] When i'm with you, it makes me feel that every problem i'm facing is solved~you're very supportive,boo~=) i just dont want to be without you,boo..Every second with you means a lot to ME~I need you warmth~Nyahaha~xD i hope you keep ur promises~=P
This Love is Unbreakable,
It's unmistakable,
It Shall last forever~
Boo,You're all i need~
It's a promise~haha^^
P/S= to all my frenz..need not to fear~xD You peeps will never be left behind.^^ Never be forgotten by me!^^ I'll always be there for you guys 2! i promise! =) and to Munny,=P Since you wrote about air-ric when i asked u 2=P so,i decided 2 be fair~xD
anyways,that someone=P shall be remained untold. those who know,shh ya!xD
I am Back!xD
Hey all!xD i am finally bak bloggin..=P of curz..xD it is stated clearly in my title too..=P i'm actually kinda lazy to blog..*shh* =P anyways..xD i was on vacation 4 3days..=) was at genting..was very very cold!XD i really njoyed myself der..i felt like a kid agn..=) alright..let's start off d 1st day..xD as always..=P
:+:First Day At Genting:+: [11/12/2008]
well,xD i woke up quite early..i tink ard 5.30am..>.<>too early!XD anyways,she dropped us der..waited 4 d bus~xD den gt on board..=.=" let's skip d whole tingy on d bus..xD i slpt btw..;) dey were playin sum show..d title was "Money No Enough 2" some singaporean show..xD anyways..xD i reached genting ard 2pm i tink..xD den waited 2 cek it..man!xD noe wat number my dad gt? 7211..and d number tat time wat 7003..XD means it's like 200+ ppl to go..gosh! tinkin abt tat makes me feel urgh~xD anyways,v waited patiently to cek in..noe wat time i managed 2 cek in?=P ard 5pm d..xD by tat time,wen 2 hotel,put our luggages..den asked d innkeeper 2 change our jar..=.=" it was broken wat lar!xD] oh ya..xD i stayed at First World Hotel..=P and when i arrived,i was actually freezing..xD [i am d type of person hu is afraid of cold surroundings=P] anyways..xD had dinner ard 6pm..=P wen 2 pizza hut..ahh!xD finally..it's kinda warm der..=P waited quite long 4 d pizza..xD aft tat,wen 2 purchased d wrist band tingy..4 indoor games oni lar^^ d 1st ting i wen 4 was bumper car..=P
i alwix wish 2 ride on tat actually.xD it was kinda fun..=P
u bump on ppl,ppl bump on u..xD and d queue was quite long..=.=" waited ard an hr jz 2 gt on d car..grr..xD so nx stop was d 4D motion master..xD nah..i jz felt tat it's 3D bt nt 4D..=P sumhw..xD so,aftr tat,i lz wanna queue d..was exhausted and tired..xD wen 2 bought tickets 4 entrance 2 Snow World..den i wen 4 d arcade while waitin 2 nter Snow World[7.30pm oni can go in..=.=] ..=P play some racing games..
bt it was expensive lar..xD ONE racing game costs abt RM2..in qbay,RM1 oni le..xD anyways..xD wen it was almost 7.30pm,v my family and i headed 2 d Snow World entrance..so we wen in..gt our jackets and gloves..^^v wen in der and i was like OMGosh!xD so damn cold inside der! it was -5ºcelsius!xD i played d giant slide..=P n my ass hurts at d end..=P and i was bangin everywer..XD bt it was fun lar..tried twice^^v den i started to throw ice..xD i threw at my dad..most of d time..=P and my dad threw bak at me..T_T threw to my face and hair..=.=" and i came out frm der wit two red cheeks..so weird!XD my hair was like so wet and sticky..ewww~~~xD aft tat,jz walked ard..lalalala~xD den bak 2 d hotel..=) d end of my day..~xD was bak tired and exhausted..xD so slpt d.zZz..=p
[First World Hotel..=)When i arrived,it was raining..=.="]
*byebye!*^^
*will continue my post some oth days!xD*
*see ya!*^^v
[Currently Listening to: westlife>i do]
SHiNiNG STaRS
~Results Day~
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