~Traumatised By My Bro~
Warning: This following post maybe a little out of control
Oh yea..YOU are reading the the title right..I am TRAUMATISED by my bro since that “incident” happened. And I like the title anyways~ I am so sick of him rite NOW..You must be wondering what terrible ting he had done to me. Oh well..SIMPLE~ It all happened on the 21st of November,2008 >to be exact< ~ [The day I wen out with “them”] And of course I’m gonna tell you the whole story. Well,before I headed to Queenbay tat day, I logged in into my Mo Siang ID and I was usin my second character to save my money in the bank.. And I was kinda sick so,somehow, I forgotten 2 log out [ D*mn..i really regretted for forgettin] then, he ceked on my msgs! Fine~I confess. Those msgs are actually from “that someone”..And contained some sweet quotes and callings~
And guess wat?! Mr Oh-Don’t-Care-About-My-Privacy even took screenshots of those msgs! So what?! I have a guy that cares for me! And I love him lots~ You’ll get ur gurl soon~ Most of us will at least involve themselves in secondary scul relationships. Deal with it..Trust me..you’ll get yours~ What made me so freaking frustrated is that YOU intruded my privacy by reading those msgs and even took screenshots of them!! Oh yeah,I’m pretty lucky that I found out about those screenshots and deleted them..And now you’re blaming me that I deleted those screenshots?! Hello! I have my rights to do,ya noe?! WHO do YOU think YOU are?! Those are MY messages..And noe what?! Because of YOU,I had 2 delete all those msgs?! Do you have any idea how heartbreaking was it?! But,to me,what “that someone” said tru msgs, I noe He meant those..so I kept those in my heart..=) Btw, y do you wanna read my msgs at the 1st place? Nobody reads my msgs unless I gave them the permission to..=.=” and you din even say “sorry” for reading my msgs?! Who taught you such concept?! You cant control me! what you CAN do is advice me on what I should do and wat I shouldn’t! and just keep your bl*ddy mouth shut and keep quiet lar! Why told my mum abt those msgs?! It’s no wonder I’m angry at you! How would You feel when you’re in this situation?! When I do the same thing to YOU?! Of curz,you’ll be mad rite?! You found out abt it,jz shut up lar! Why wanna tell the whole world?! When it’s the RIGHT time,I’ll tell the whole UNIVERSE! So wat’s next?YOU are threatenin me 2 tell daddy?! Got nothing else to do?! Too free?! Go read a gud buk lar! Go gain knowledge! Go study lar..~ Care about my privacy for wat?! First of all, YOU are WRONG. YOU intruded my privacy! And now, what’s wrong with you?! Why do you freakin care about who am I with?!
And do not talk about privacy to me,bro~ since you disrespected my freakin privacy,why should I?! Gosh..I am so angry when you talk about privacy to me.. Am I like a piece of rubbish to YOU?! Oh Yea~~Rubbish doesn’t have any privacy.. Worthless..Am I???Am I???! Why are you makin my life so miserable?! Is that what you’re up to?! If that’s what’s making you happy?! My frenz have younger bro or sis bt I nvr heard them invading my frens’ privacy=( Why are you doing this to me?! =(
And why are you telling mum tat I trust my frenz more than you?! Oh yea..i gave them my ID and p/wrd..cz I trust them..~ Did you realize that you have done sumth rong to me?! How am I gonna trust you aft that particular incident? YOU tell me~ It needs time 4 me 2 show my trust towards you bak.. it might take a while.
This isn’t d first time you are tryin 2 read my msgs okay~ Months before this, I was charging my phone’s battery, and I off my phone.. What did YOU do?! You tried 2 crack my PIN code..=.=” Why are you doing this to me?! Why do you care who I msg and hu msgs me?! Your problem oso ka?=( Did I do anything wrong to you before?! Did I?! Mayb I did..xD Oh gosh! Let’s see. I hardly bully you. YOU are the one who bullies me the most until you got on my nerves! And I am able 2 get used to them. And yesh, I am very proud I’m strong! XD since then, I’ve been tryin 2 ignore him 4 his foolish act [oh yea..he’s a fool~ a very dumb fool..P/S 2 Joel= he doesn’t inherit frm me..=.=” and of course I’m not a fool!XD] but I coudnt do it. Because, he’s my one and only brotha. The one tat’s gonna be close 2 me til I’m old. I’ve seen him grown up..since he was borned[Although I was vry young tat time..xD] You’ve been my closest buddy bsides my frenz. Since young, we joke,play,talk together.
Oh gosh~I better not rite this any longer..=.=”” that’s all la..i’ve released everything I kept inside..felt much better..=)
P/S= I Love You,Bro. I’m scolding you for your own gud. I hope you realize what you’ve done wrong and come apologising to me.~And of curz, I feel bad and hurt too wen I’m scoldin u~ You’ve been nice to me at times. But at times,u gt on my nerve. Bt tats wat siblings usually do. And I forgive u for reading my msgs. Eventhough I haven’t hear d word “sorry” from you yet. But what I learnt in my life is to forgive and forget, Bro, Just keep my secret to yourself. Don’t ever tell mummy and daddy. You don’t want my life to be ruined. You have to learn to respect my privacy. Otherwise, in the future, how are your friends gonna respect you if you don’t respect their privacy?I hope you understand~ Sorry 4 being harsh~ I Do Love You. Deep Down from my heart.♥
Cheers,
xXShiningStarsXx
